"im standing tall beneath this heartaches i have felt. Since, you actually denied me"I said, sighing.

"I,I didnt denied you!! I was just..."

"Enough Chris, Im done with your explanation, this is the second time you did this to me. Are you really my friend if i ask?"I laugh at the thought he couldn't handle my words.

"Yes.. i am, i just.. cant.."

"do you really think that everything is Permanent? well you're wrong! Your attitude isnt permanent, even our friendship isnt permanent!"

"Joy, we can talk this out right?"

"I have enough of you Quantum! Please.. just leave me be... i cant take it anymore.."I left him

"Joy please!!"Chris hold my hand, but i slap it and left without hesitation, but as i move forward the road, everything went slow.. when the truck was about to hit me

"Joy!"

I was just standing there doing nothing, i should at least run but i didnt... theres a barrier that is stopping Chris from moving forward to save me.

"Im gonna die.." i whisper under my breath. theres this feeling... of dying... Im just standing there.. but i cant feel myself breathing.. just me staring at the truck with a blank expression.

"Joy get out of there!"Chris shouted

But the truck kept running over, a little closer. I wanted to move my feet but i cant, i feel like i've been paralyze...

The truck run over me, and i can feel myself crashing over the road, Then the speed became normal as usual... but i can see Chris so clearly, holding me and crying. I cant even talk, i can just see him with my eyes half close... and i can feel a warm liquid flowing down my head...

"Joy, speak something!"Chris kept shaking me lightly

I want to talk! And at least move my hands, but i cant... am i dead? If so, why is my soul stuck in my body?

"I cant feel you breath.. i cant feel your heart beat.. Joy.. please.. dont.. leave me.. im sorry"he hugged me.

I cant believe im not blinking! It doesnt hurt my eyes, but its odd! Why is this happening?

"Because its not your time to die"

not my time to die.. then why did you leave me paralyzed back at the road?!

"To let you see that your friend cares about you even when you died."

He can read my mind cant he..

As soon as his voice is gone, i saw the nurses gently carrying me in the Car ambulance..

"You should be the one saying sorry.."

I wish i can wake up now normally..

TBC