"Joy, im sorry.. for denying you, its just that... My friends asked me if... i have some sort of crush on you.. and by the time i answered no, My friends kept teasing me to death..."Chris sighed,"but the truth is...i do have a crush on you..."

I can feel conscience in me. How could I not understand my Best friend's feelings? Because he is a boy and i am a girl? Do our differences matter?

he is so nice to me, but sometimes we get into conclusions and fight about simple things.

But through all this, we still managed to get everything clear and go back to what we were before, a Best friend...

"If you have a stick, and a stone,what would you us to break the glass?"

..."Break a glass?.. of course the stone, a stick cant break a glass..."

"But to tell the truth, you, yourself, is the stick."

"why?"

"Because, your trust in your friend is weak, while the stone, is your friend... he doesnt gave up on you, he knows that what he did is wrong, and is asking for forgiveness, but you, dont even forgive him."

"Am i that bad?"

"You arent bad Joy, nobody is. All of us are good, but some of us were leaded to the wrong path. Listen Joy, when you regain yourself, i want you to forgive Chris... sincerely...and you, yourself should ask for forgiveness"

"I will try to... but... Are you God who is talking to me?"

"You'll find out soon."his voice faded away. Hearing only Chris' cry.

I wanted to talk to him and say sorry, but im still unconscious, and the worst part is, Maybe i will get to the point where i will be in a coma!

"Joy, i know you can hear me, please wake up!"

Im trying to Chris... but i cant!...

As we arrived, i was sent to the room, where i have never been before, if i remember, this is my first time in a hospital so i dont know what rooms are in this place...

I just saw alot of doctors removing the blood with a cotton... tsk... i have to move...

But why am i seeing this with my human eye?...

After that, i was brought to a white room, which i hated... i dont know why i hate these kind of rooms... i still have my Valleyview Uniform on and with alot of bloodstains...

After a while, i saw Mom approached me... asking me what happened, and a tear fell from her cheeks.

I feel bad for the people who look so worried for me, because... i hurt them alot... what if i dont regain myself??.. what should i say to them when they died?!... maybe they'll blame Chris for what happened!!.. i cant let that...

"Chris.. what happened to Joy?"

Chris doesnt said a word

"Chris... please.. tell me..."mom repeats...

"Joy... uhh... uhmm... she.... she... got.. hit... by a ve-. A truck.. i could say..."

"What?!"

Their conversation is... killing me...

Until then, Everything turns dark... and i can see that i regain myself, because my soul was out of my own body.

Yes! Im free to move! But... i have to get back to myself before my heartbeat goes flatline.

"Wake up Joy!! Wake up!!!"I shouted...

"please wake up!! Joy!! Come on!! i dont wanna die yet!!!"i cried..

"Joy?!"I turn around and saw Chris looking at me.. can he see me?

"What?"I just saw people pass by me as they walk.

But can he see me?

"..........Are you dead?"He asked

"N-no! I.. i... no..."I started to get a bit awkward when i talk to him.

"Joy.. im sorry.."

"N-no! Im sorry! I should be the one asking sorry.. because i didnt understand you well.. and... I kept on building up wrong thoughts... which makes things unclear.. im sorry.."

"Hmm.. thats okay.. but do you have any idea why i can see you?"

"Why?"

He smiled at me and placed his palm on my cheeks..

He.. can.. touch me..... which means..

"Chris...."i whispered.

"Hmm?"He smiled at me...

"You're... dead?!"