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Recap: Sana leaves Arjun angrily. But she gets unconscious and was admitted to the hospital by Nivitha.

Author pov

Nivetha: Actually doctor en husband inga Bangalore bus station kitta oru kadai vachirukaru. So naanum avaru kooda vanthen apdiye chumma bus station la ninnitu irukurappo sana va parthen bus kku wait pannikittu iruntha. Enakku avala thirumbi meet panna romba guilty ya irunthuchu so naa thirumbi return poidlamnu partha athukulla ava enna parthu enna anga koopta.

*Flashback starts*

Without any other option, Nivitha stood there nervously. Sana walked towards her greeting chirpily confusing Nivitha as she expected a burst out.

Sana : Aprom ka neenga epdi irukinga ? mama lam epdi irukaru ? romba busy pola enna paakavum varla , call kooda panla enakku. Eppo US lirnthu return vanthinga ka ?

Nivitha: Naan mama la nalla irukum. nee epdi irukka ? aprom..aprom appa amma lam epdi irukanga ? she asked about her parents with a lot of hesitation and guilt.

Sana : naa super ra iruken. Een amma appa kku enna ka, avangalum nalla happy ya jolly ya thaan irukanga. Neenga thaan adikadi phone potu pesuvingala avanga kitta aprom edhukku ipdi kekuringa she asked genuinely confused seeing Nivitha's expression.

Binni lies to Sana that they were in touch with Nivitha to not raise any suspicious which could be danger for her life. So Sana chuckled slightly on seeing her sisters's unwanted hesitation which was a rare side to see on her arrogant sister but Nivitha misunderstood it as a sarcastic sentence.

Nivitha : Sana please di I'm sorry, I know naa apdi pannirukka koodathu thaan but I don't have any other options that time.

Sana : epdi panniruka koodathu ? neenga edha patthi pesuringa ka purila enakku ?

Nivitha caught her hand in her fist apologetically.

Nivitha :Sana olunga badhil sollu di please enna innum guilty ya feel panna vaikathe.

Sana: illa ka enakku unmaiyave purila neenga enna solla varinga ?

Nivitha huffed : ok fine antha arjun kooda sernthu un pechu um maaridichu la but yeah en thappu thaan naa othukiren. But olunga pesu di ipdilam pesathe naa un akka thaane. venumna enna rendu adi kooda adichiko but please olunga sollu di amma appa lam epdi irukanga en mela innum kovama thaan irukangala.

Sana: amma appa edhukku unga mela kovam- she stopped in midway hearing Arjun name from Nivitha.

Sana : wait a minute, ippo neenga arjun peera thaane sonninga ? avaru peera neenga edhukku solringa she asked her blankly.

Nivitha looked at Sana for a minute and sighed rubbing her temple misunderstanding her sentence again.

Nivitha: okay naa othukuren. annaikku avarukku apdi oru humilitation vaangi kudutha piragu avara patthi pesa enakku konjam kooda thagudi illa than because naa annaikku panna visyam apdi but again solren enakku vera vali therila Sana. she told full of guilt.

Sana was about to cross question Nivitha. But something inside Sana told her not to interrupt Nivitha especially after hearing Arjun's name from her. So Sana remained silent hoping she would continue telling further. And she does unfortunately or maybe fortunately.

Nivitha : Joesph Matthew, en husband oru christian and enna vida 1 year periyavaru. He is an orphan, inga Bangalore la ulla oru orphanage la thaan valantharu then avara orutar eduthu vazhathanga. Arjun status, money kku lam oru percent kooda equal illai. But he was my life. Namma veetukku pakkathu theru la ulla malligai kadaila thaan velai parparu. antha kadai owner thaan ivara eduthu vazhataru to run his shop, offcourse own benefit kaga.

Oru naal amma enna seekirama poi oil vaangitu vaa nu sonnaga, avanga kitchen la busy and veetla enna thavira vera yaarum illai, so vera vali illama naanum romba salichikitte ponen ennai(oil) vaanga. Namma veedu pakkathula ulla kadai annaikkunu parthu leave vu so adutha theru varaikum ponen.

Anga thaan ivara first first tu parthen. oru 1 rubai koranjathu oil vaangitu bill podrappo appo antha 1 rubai kudutha thaan porul kudupen nu sollitaru naa avlo ketu parthum kudukala aprom kadai owner vanthu sari vidu pa 1 rubai thane nu enna poga sonnaru. average ga oru 15 minutes naanga argue pannirupom antha 1 rubai kku. our first meet she told chuckling.

adikadi college mudinji varappolam antha kadai vazhiya thaan varuvom so mostly weekdays la avara daily parpen. adikadi antha kadai kku poven friends kooda illana amma solli or chumma apdiye nadanthu poi edhavadhu oru muttai vaanga nu.

Adikadi sandai nadakkum engalukku kulla karaname illama. Naan silent ta irundhalum avaru sandai poduvaru enakku romba veruppa aachu. But aprom thaan purinjadhu enkitta pesanum ngartahu kagave avaru sandai podrarunu. Avaru kooda avlova yaarume pesa maatangala. Aprom apdiye 5/6 years pochu, 4 years sa love pannitu irundom veetukku theriyama.

Ennai(oil) vaanga pona ennaiyave(myself) vaangitaru avaru ! she told blushing slightly.

But takkunu oru naal enakkum Arjun kkum marraigenu sonnaru appa, enakku enna solrathunu therla. Avaru oru nalla stable job la illai, avarukku avlova sambalam kooda kidaikathu as antha shop owner ivara oru unpaid employee mathriri thaan nadathuvaru. so avaru college porathulam vaipe illa which means vera engaiyum work um kidaikathu avarukku. athunala appa keta enna solrathu athu mattum illama avaru vera matham(religion)nu enakku onnume purila.

Avaru kku naa ipdi en kudumbatha vittu piri radhu sutthama pudikila as avaru eppaiyume thaniya vazhanduta naala avarukku a family means a lot even oru biggest dream nu kooda sollalam. But enga appa va parthu epdi pesurathu daily life expenses kku en ponna epdi parthupinga or monthly salary evlo apdinu ethavathu finance patthi question ketuta enna panrathu. avaru no nu sollita adha meeri engala la seiya mudiyathu.

Athaan kadaisiya wedding day kku before night odi poiten. I know it's utter nonsense and stupidity but enakku vera enna seirathunu therla antha time la.

Sana mv : Oh so Nivetha ka wedding patthi appa sonnathu poi. And Arjun is my brother-in-law athaan i felt a little familiar with him pola. But ethukaga appa Nivetha ka marraige ga patthi enta poi sonnaru ?

Nivitha: athukku aprom naanga apdiye inga vanthu avaroda orphanage friend veetla thangi irundhom aprom naanum avarum la sila pala edathula ellam job parthu, extra works lam parthu we had finally rented a place to open our own grocery shop now. so apdiye enga life poitu irukku ippo happy ya except one thing...

Sana : Ennathu ka appa amma va ?

Nivitha : amma appa vum thaan but atha vida unnaiye nenachu thaan naa romba guilty ya feel pannikite irupen adikadi. unna parthu kandippa manippu ketu unkitta oru vartaiyavadhu pesanum nee epdi irukka nu kekanum unna patthi therinjikanumnu romba thonum but antha alavukku enakku guts illai da.

Sana : Een ka neeya ipdi pesura ? i had always admired your boldness, the daringness, neengale ipdi pesuna epdi...

Nivitha: The future is unexpected and full of surprises along with twists. Time changes everything Sana she told with a painful chuckle.

Nivitha : Sari adhellam vidu, nee epdi irukka ? Un life epdi podhu ? nee unmaiyave happy ya thaane irukka Arjun kooda? she just like that dropped the biggest bomb to Sana.

Sana: Naa super ra iruken ka. But neenga edukku enna arjun kooda happy ya irukiyanu kekringa ? she asked so confused.

Nivetha: Enna than un marraige kku naa anga illanalum anga enna nadanthatu nu konjam theriyum enakku. Appa kku heart attack vantathu then last ta unakkum Arjun kkum marrige nadantathu varaikum enakku theriyum Sana so nadika vendam unmaiya sollu podhum. Adhukku aprom neenga epdi irukinga ? nee epdi irukka santhosama irukiya illaiya ippo Arjun kooda ? Un husband unna nalla pathukuraru la ?

Nivetha asked seriously but Sana laughed out loud.

Sana : Akka enna vilayaduringala ? Arjun is my brother-in-law or my assistant or my brother oda friend nu sonna kooda okay. But athu epdi neenga samandhame illama Arjun na en husband nu solringa ? she asked still laughing.

Nivetha: Sana? enna unakku un husband da marakura viyathiya athukulla ? vilaiyadhama olunga sollu di ? she questioned her seriously using words playfully.

But hearing the word memory loss, Sana stopped her laughing abruptly. She thought there was no way for it to happen as she was on coma for many years but hearing the word memory loss from Nivetha her mind realised something. What if its true and it was one of the thing she forget along with her lost memory.

Sana mv: che che irukathu adhu epdi oru person na marakura alavukku naa irupan but still....

Sana: Akka actually ungalukkum Arjun kkum eppo marraige plan pannirundhanga and ungalukkum mama kkum eppo marraige aachu ?

Nivetha : the same day when you and Arjun got married, naangalum marraige pannikittom. 7th May 2016.

Sana was in utter shock because she was very sure that she was indeed healthy that time and it was among the month she lost her memory.

Sana : En hus..husband da ?? Appo Arjun kkum enakkum kalyanam aiducha !!

Nivitha : Aama ivlo neeram atha patthi thaane Sana ketutu iruken.

Nivitha told looking at Sana confusingly. Sana tries hard to remember only to get dizzy.

Sana : illa illa neenga chumma solringa. Chumma prank thaane panringa enkitta. Kalyanam Arjun Husband illa illa she started to blabber.

Nivitha was worried seeing her behave weirdly. Sana looks frightened and nervous suddenly. Nivitha went near Sana to pat her shoulder but before that Sana fell on Nivitha getting unconscious.

*Flashback ends*

Arjun banged his fist on the table angrily. Everyone jerked with his sudden aggressiveness.

Arjun : Konjam kooda arivu illaiya unakku ? Selfish sa edhaiyume kandukama unna patthi mattum yosichi annaiku pone la apdiye poga vendiyathu thaane...ippo mattum engirnthu ivlo thangachi pasam..huh !! He bursted out angrily.

Arjun : Ava enga epdi iruntha ungalukku enna ? Annaikku apdi kalayanam kku munnadi naal porappo ithu un parents kku evlo avamanam ma irukkum un thangachi kku enna aagum nu yosichiya nee ? Ipdi unakku badhila avalukku marraige nadakalamnu unakku therinjum thaane pona . Aprom enna ippo mattum ivlo akkarai pudhusa !?

Nivitha just sat silently not able to answer him as it was her fault after all. But how can her husband keep silent !

Joseph : Hello Mr. Idhula enga thappu evlo irukko adhe alavukku unga thappum irukku so engala mattum blame panrathu la nyayam illai !

Arjun : what the- ? En mela enna thappu ? Ithana varusham ma ava illana kooda edho oru nambikai la avalukkaga wait pannathu thappa !? Ava sandhosam ma irundha podhum nu enakkulla irukura oru feelings saiyume kaatama ava thirumbi vanthatukku kooda avala katti pudichi azhama mudiyama irunthatu thappa !? illati ava vandha piragum avala strain panna koodathunu avala vittu pirinji irundhadhu thappa !?

Joseph : Avangala neenga annaikku marraige pannathe thap-

Nivitha : Matthew ! no...

She tried stopping him but before that he spilled it out making Arjun to go speechless. It was like someone has poured a bucket of ice on Arjun's head. The question had already raised in him but he didn't took it seriously as no one dared to blame him before. But now Joseph asking the question caused Arjun to go numb in full of guilt.

A nurse came and informed the doctor that Sana was awake. Doctor, Nivitha and Joseph rushed towards her. But Arjun remained seated there reminscing Joseph's words again and again. Sunitha neared him and patted his shoulder telling about Sana getting conscious.

Arjun quickly stood and ran towards her. As doctor was checking her, others kept waiting at outside nervously. After half an hour the doctor came out and Arjun rushed towards her.

Nee nenachaa
En kai pudichaa
Ulagatha thaandi kooda
Naanum varuven

Arjun : Doctor Sana epdi irukka ? Ava health kku oru problem um illai thaane ? Has she re..rega..regained her p..past memories? He asked with rays of hope.

Nee sirichaa
Enna kaadhalichaa
Unakaaga thanae naan en
Usura tharuven

Doc : Thank god, internal bleeding edhuvum illai so her health was alright. But Sorry Arjun. She still haven't remembered any of the past 9 month memories of year 2016.

Arjun was relaxed hearing it eventhough he was miserable as she hadn't gained any of her memory yet. He mentally decided to wait until she regained her memory. Misery was not new for him after all, he was used to it nowadays.

Oru naal oru naal oru naal
Naam vaazhkai nizhai maarum
Andha naal varumae aanaal
Idhu ellaam seri aagum

Doc : But still avangalukku she is married and neenga thaan avanga husband nu therinjiruchu because of her sister. Avangala romba strain pannama oru oru aala poi seekiram partutu vanthudinga. She needs some rest.

The doctor left after saying it. Arjun doesn't know how to face her as he was unsure about her reaction so he just sat on the seat outside closing his eyes hiding his face with his both palms.

Oru naal oru naal oru naal
Naam vaazhkai nizhai maarum
Andha naal varumae aanaal
Idhu ellaam seri aagum

Harsha was the one who went towards Sana first. Sana was laying flat fully awake on the hospital bed. She thought maybe it was a dream but the doctor proved it otherwise. She doesn't know how to react for the situation.

Nee nenachaa
En kai pudichaa
Ulagatha thaandi kooda
Naanum varuven

Whether she should be happy as she had remembered her wedding finally or be sad as she was already married. Whether to be nervous on how to confront him or be relieved that it was none other than Arjun. Every good and bad feelings was messing on with her mind and heart.

Naan pogum paadha
Adhu enakkae theriyaadhu
Neeyum pinnaal vandhaal
Ennaal mudiyaadhu

She was feeling like hating everyone but she also wants to hug certain someone crying her heart out ! She doesn't know what to do ! The last person she wants to meet is him but the only sight she wants to see is him too !

Aiyoo sollavum mudiyaama
Ennaal mellavum mudiyaama
Naan vaazhuren vaazhka
Yaarukkum theriyaama

Harsha tried to initiate some conversations but Sana was in no mood to talk, she just nod and kept her reply short making Harsha to fell more worried.

Time to time Sana's eyes drifted towards the door to catch the sight of certain someone. She doesn't know whether she was relieved on his absence or waiting for his presence.

After some more tries, Harsha went out after knowing she will remain the same no matter how hard she tries. Arjun immediately went towards Harsha after she came out.

Arjun : Enna solra Sana ? Is she okay ? Is she hurt anywhere ? Sogama irukala? Azhugurala ava ? He asked restlessly.

Harsha saw him worriedly. She doesn't even have a slightest idea on what was running in Sana's mind. But here he was very worried about her. She hope nothing bad happens in their bond drifting apart them any more as adding his miseries.

Harsha : Ava edhuvum pesa maatingira anna. Edhu ketalum just thalaiya mattum atra. Maybe she needs some rest.

Arjun's heart ached hearing her state. Maybe he should had been more cautious with her. Or maybe he should have maintained his distance. His heart taunted him but his mind chided him that the situation wouldn't be any better even if he had maintained a distance.

Nee sogam kondaal
En nenjam saagum
Naan vaangi vandha
En vaazhvin saabham

Everyone except Arjun went inside to meet Sana one by one. Sana remained same giving them all a small smile and a curt nod. So they let her take some rest and went out quickly. As per Arjun's request everyone went towards their apartment except Arjun, Nivitha and Joseph.

After some time, Arjun slowly peeked in to see Sana. She was laying facing the other side, so he thought she was asleep and went in gaining some courage to face whatever happens.

Nee nenachaa
En kai pudichaa
Ulagatha thaandi kooda
Naanum varuvena
Naanum varuven

Sana was just closing her eyes without sleeping so she could hear someone opening the door. But she kept silent still closing her eyes as his Cologne smell hit her nostrils showing his presence.

Arjun neared her taking long strides slowly. He was about to kiss her forehead but she opened her eyes when she felt his breath on her face. Both of them remained like that for few minutes. His eyes told her thousand things which screamed love.

Nee sirichaa
Enna kaadhalichaa
Usurathan naanum
Unakkae tharuven
Hoooo ...ooohh...

But hers was blank , confused and hollow. His heart aches seeing the pain in her eyes. Not able to take the suffocating tension anymore Sana looked aside first breaking their eye contact. Arjun cleared his throat and stood up straightly.

Arjun: ahm.. Body pain edhavadathu irukka ? he asked trying to break the tension around them.

But Sana kept quiet without answering looking at the blank wall so he tried speaking again.

Arjun: Sana ma...

Sana: Sana Arjun Kumar she whispered to herself slowly.

Arjun: Ennathu kekala ? he asked her as she whispered it too slowly so he could only see her lips movement but can't hear anything.

Sana: Sana Arjun Kumar laa... she asked turning her face, facing him.

Arjun kept silent observing her response. She was giving a small smile while saying that to him but he was unsure because it was neither a genuine nor fake. A smile not even sarcastic nor sad. Just a blank smile.

Kadum irul kangalai
Soozhndhaalum
Tholviyaal thuvandae ponaalum
Anjamaattenae naan
Achamillaadha vaanai
Thoduvenae tholai dhooram
Nee irundhaa adhu podhum
Nam vaazhivinil sumandhidum
Baaram ellaame ini seri aagum

Sana: ithana naal en peer kooda theriyama thaan naa irundhu iruken la.. she told hinting her identity.

Arjun: Arjun Kumar add aguna naala anga Sana illama pola. There is always Sana first no matter the name behind is Krishna or Arjun ! he told her and they both know it is something deeper than the names.

Sana's eyes drifted to his eyes immediately hearing him. It shows how true and how much he meant it while saying it but she averted her gaze after few moments not able to handle his intensity.

Nee nenachaa
En kai pudichaa
Ulagatha thaandi kooda
Naanum varuven

Various thoughts were running in her mind. How to behave with Arjun, how to call him, to speak with respect or not. She was thinking how Arjun's wife, Sana used to behaved always, what's the level of their bond, what was their closeness level, what's their status , how was their love and etc.

Arjun sat on a chair beside the bed. He took her hands which was sweating. Sana felt ashamed and tried to take her hand back but he didn't budge it. He wiped her palms in his dress and hold it tightly drawing small patterns on her back palm using his thumb trying his best to relax her. Her breathe seemed to get more steady calming her slightly.

Nee sirichaa
Enna kaadhalichaa
Usurathan naanum
Unakkae tharuven
Hoooo ...

Sana : Naa un..ungala epdi koopudanum ? she asked hesitatingly towards Arjun

Arjun: I don't want Sana Arjun Kumar. I want my Sana back who will be herself no matter what happens. ithana naala adhukku dhaan onnume sollama irunthen because i want you to live your life as you wish not as how you should.

Sana just listened to him silently slightly nodding her head.

Arjun: Pugazh vantutu irukaan. Evening pola discharge aagi veetukku polamu doctor sollirukanga.

Sana looks at him hesitating a lot about asking something. He nodded encouraging her to ask him.

Sana : Entha veetukku she asked slowly hesitating.

Arjun: Un veetukku thaan, chennai la he told confused on her sudden question.

Sana sighed relieved. Arjun rubbed his temple frustrated on seeing her reaction.

Arjun: Sana onnu mattum purinjiko. Just because you are married naa unna apdiye enkoda katti poda porathu illa. Apdi pannanumnu iruntha naa eppaiyo pannirupen. Namma past patthi unakku edhuvum theriyathu and please don't strain yourself to remember it. It is so so dangerous for your health.

See I'm not gonna disturb you. Neeye yosichu oru mudivu edu. Ippo naa epdinu unakku theriyum just think intha Arjun kooda unakku oru life okayva nu. Evlo time venumo eduthuko. Pudichirukkuna vaa enkitta illa..illati nalum your wish thaan. I will wait no matter how long it would take !

Oru naal oru naal oru naal
Naam vaazhkai nizhai maarum
Andha naal varumae aanaal
Idhu ellaam seri aagum hoo

Arjun: I'm always beside you no matter what fututre holds for us ! Irundhalum if you want to know us enkitta odi va naa unkooda vazhndhu kaatren. And I'm sure you won't regret it. Give us a chance if you can ! he told in his raw voice sounding vulnerable.

Arjun's eyes was telling her thousands of love you while his mouth was kept shut. Both of them looked at each other not even blinking. Arjun neared her forehead to kiss in assurance. But Sana closed her eyes tightly in reflex.

A drop of Arjun's tear spilled on Sana's forehead. She scrunches her eyes more, unknowingly. Arjun quickly stood up when he could feel her nervousness and hesitation while he was about kiss her. Sana opened her eyes hearing the door closing sound.

She sighed. But her heart was confused whether its a relieved sigh or disappointed sigh. It wants an answer but too tired to find one.

Oru naal oru naal oru naal
Naam vaazhkai nizhai maarum
Andha naal varumae aanaal
Idhu ellaam seri aagum

Author's note

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