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Sana told her past breaking down completely in his embrace. Arjun was also emotional . He was trying hard not to break down infront of her to make the situation worse. He make her to sit on the couch at the balcony while he accompany Sana sitting beside her. He let her to cry her heart out as it will help her to feel light.

After few minutes, he saw Sana had slept as she was tired crying. He caressed her head lovingly when his phone pinged in with a alert notification.

It was a safety alert that indicates someone had entered in wrong passcode for the locker in Arjun's office room at their house.

From few days before, Arjun felt like something very bad was going to happen. He guess it was just his illusion and shrugged it off. But today the feeling was much more stronger. First Sana reveal her past and now the alert alarm scared him when it pinged in suddenly. He try to calm down saying it's a small thing but can't. His mind kept telling something huge was on the way. He felt very uneasy.

Arjun carry Sana and make her to lay on the bed of their room and rushed towards the office room quickly. He saw one of the maid named Shanti was coming out of the room with panick written all over her face.

( Any guess who could be the maid shanti 😉 ? )

When she saw Arjun there, she quickly try to compose herself.

Arjun : Enna panringa inga Mrs.Shanti ?

Shanti : athu room romba kuppaiya irunthuchu athaan kootha vanthen aiya.

Arjun : ouh room ma epdi kaiyala kootuningala ?

Shanti : dhaa...ba.. adhu..

Arjun : Neenga romba varushama en amma veetlaiyum intha veetlaiyum vela seira naala enakku unga kitta thani mariyathai iruku. Adha neengale keduthukathinga. En roomla hidden cctv camera kooda iruku Mrs. shanti.

Shanti looked him shocked. She lowered her head as being caught red-handed.

Shanti : Manichidunga aiya . Enakku avasaramana pana thevai irunthuchu athaan unga locker lirnthu kaasu eduka try pannen.

Arjun : Apdi enna thevai ? Athu mattum illama neenga intha maasam romba naal leave eduthinganu vera kelvi patten.

Shanti : Ennoda veettukara rukku udambu sari illa. Heart attack vanthuruchu thidirnu. Avara pathukura naala thaan vara mudila. Doctor neraiya block irukku heart la kandippa bypass surgery pannanumnu sollitaru athaan unga locker la irunthu kaasa edukka try pannen. Enna manichidunga ayya she told looking down.

Arjun wordlessly went inside the office room . Shanti also followed him to apologize.

Shanti : Aiya thayavu senju enna vela vittu ellam thookidathinga. Police kku ellam phone adichidathinga aiya . Enna manichidunga. Ippo intha velaiya nambi thaan naa iruken . Aprom ennala en veetukarara kaapatha mudiyathu.

Arjun gave her a envelope.

Shanti : Enna manichidunga aiya. Thayavu senju velai vittu ellam nippathidathinga.

Arjun : adhula konjam kaasu iruku atha vechi unga veettukararkku firstu operation pannunga. Oru month neenga kandippa leave eduthu unga veetukarara parthukonga. Avaru konjam sariya aaitona eppo ungalal mudiyumo appo velaikku thirumbi vanthu serthukonga. Kavala padathinga neenga varatha month oda sambalam mum ungalukku kidaikkum.

Shanti could see that the envelope was big and thick . She opened the envelope to see a large amount of money which could afford entire bypass surgery with some extra money too. Shanti was so emotional as he had helped her.

She was actually feeling guilty these months as she had betray Arjun. And now adding to it ,Arjun gave her a lot of money for her making her more guilty.

Shanti tried to touch his legs while Arjun stopped her.

Arjun : Neenga periyavanga . Ipdilam enna mari chinna paiyan kaal la poi thodringa . Endiringa modhalla.

Shanti : Enna manichidu rasa . Naa oru periya thappu panniten. She told crying loudly.

Arjun : Athellam onnumilla vidunga. Neenga onnum venumnu panlaiye . Unga husband kaga thaane panninga.

Arjun told without knowing her reason . Now Shanti started crying more badly while slapping herself with her hands.

Shanti : Paavi kaasu kku asa patta naan idha vida oru periya thappu pannitene. Idha annaikku unga kitta sollalam nu thaan vandhen . Aana enga neenga en mela kova pattu velaiya nippatidhuvingalunu naa sollala. Naa annaikku senja vishayam periya bathippa undakumnu therinjiruntha naa senjiruka maatene. Athu chumma sadharanama vishyamnu ninaichu thaan na senjen. She told crying.

Arjun was totally confused seeing her. Shanti was crying as she had made a big mistake. But Arjun couldn't find out what's the mistake was.

Arjun : enakku purila neenga etha patthi pesuringanu.

Shanti : Unga kalyanam night annaikkku shanti mugurtha thukku nenga ready agitrukkappo enkitta oruthavanga vanthu oru packet powder kuduthanga. Antha packet a edhavadhu juice la kalantu unga kitta kodukka sonnanga. Naa enna marunthunu keeta . Avanga athu oru sattu marunthunu (health mix) sonnaga. Enakku konjam doubt a irunthuchu . Aana atha pathi naa yosikirathukulla. Avangale atha anga naa ungalukku pottu vachiruntha badam milk la kalanthutanga. Naa thakkunu katta poiten. Appo Avanga en vaaya moodi edhukku kathirunga, naan sattu marundhu thaane kalantha . Arjun kitta naan kalanthenu sollathinga apdinu sonnanga. Naa en nu ketkrappo avanga en kaila kaasu kuduthu sollathinga apdinu sollitu poitanga.

Enakku enna panrathune purila adhumattu millama kaasu paatu kaasu aasa vandhanaala , naanum unga kitta adha kuduthuthen.

Aproma avangalum innoru pombalaiyum pesitu irunthata kettu thaan therinjichi athu etho hormone apdingra tha athigama aakuma . Adhu mattumillama namma enna senjomnu nammakku nenaippu irukatha adha kudicha. Unga kitta sollalam nu ninaichen but athukulla avanga vanthu nee naan thaan antha marunthu a kalanthanu sollalana naa unakku daily Rs 100 tharen nu sonnaga . Sari nu naanum othukitten pana aasaila.

Firstu oru Rs 1000 kuduthu 10 naal kalichi aduthu kudukuran nu sonnanga. Aana antha athukku aprom avanga kudukave illa. En kudukulanu keeta kuduka mudiyathunu sonnaga. Naa Arjun kitta solliduven nu sonna . Athukku nee sonna avaru nambavum mattaru athu mattum illama un vela thaan pogum nu sonnanga .

Athunala naanum ithana naal sollama marachiten. Enna manichidunga aiya. Ivlo periya vishyatha nalla manasu konda ungalukku senjathu mattum illama athu ungalukku theriyama maraikavum senjiten . Saying that she started crying again.

Shanti was about to say who was the one told her to this when she get a call. She attended it and started to panic hearing the caller saying.

Shanti: Aiya en veetukarara hospital la admit pannirikangala heart attack vanthu naa poi enna aachunu partutu varen. Naa vara oru rendu maasam mela aagum naan konjam avara enga oorukku azhacithu poren intha operation mudichu. Saying that she rushed out of the house hurriedly even before Arjun could reply anything.

Arjun sat at the couch nearby with a thud. He was confuse thinking what would had been happen that day .

Arjun : Appo adhu naala thaan enakku annaikku nadanthatu edhuvum sariya nyabagam illaiyo . Apdi annaikku enna thaan nadanthirrukum 🤔

Arjun : Ayyayo ivanga vera athu hormone a athiga paduthura marundhunu solranga. Appo naa appaiye engalukku ellam mudinjirucha , Illa naanga rendu perum paduthu thoongituma.

Suddenly something striked him.

Arjun : Appo Mama vum binni atthai yum pesuna past Sanavoda amma pathina. Mrs.Shanti solratha paatha annaikku night nadanthata patthi namma marandhu irukanum.

Arjun : Namma kadaisiya annaikku pillow eduka bed mela eranum athuku aprom he told thinking hardly and soon widened his eyes facepalming himself.

Arjun: Itha patthi namma epdi yosikama irunthom. Pillow edukka mela pona namma epdi kulichitu bathroom lirnthu vantom. Athu mattum illama naa paakurappo Sana vera dress potu thaan paduthiruntha vera. Athana manikku kulika ponumna appo annaikku nighte engalukku ulla ellame mudinjirucha 🤯🤯.

He gulped on the mere though that what could been happened that day. His world seemed to be stopped spinning after he gets the answer for his question.

He felt like flying right now after getting to know that it was his own blood. Sana was carrying his blood gave him goosebumps. He had happy tears. Realization dawned him but he was hit by a strong wave of guilt after that. His misthought about her that day flashed infront of him.

He felt ashamed of himself to thing like that about his girl . How could he think cheap about his girl . He felt disgusted at himself. He doesn't know how he was going to face her.

When he was busy thinking about this, Sana came there searching him.

Sana : Arjuneyy enna panringa inga ? Before even she could finish her sentence, Arjun rushed towards her and side hugged her tightly like his life depends on him letting out tears. He couldn't hug her properly because of her baby bump.

Sana : Arjuneyy enna aachu en aluvuringa ?

Arjun : Sana I'm so sorry di. Please enna manichiru..

Sana : Ethukku ippo manippu kekuringa ?

Arjun : I'm so sorry to ...He suddenly stopped himself from blabbering all that to her as he was suddenly afraid thinking she will hate him if she get to know his thought about her.

Sana : Because ?

Arjun : bha..da.. aan.. unga amma voda death kku.

Sana broke his hug and make him to sit on the couch and she sat beside him.

Sana : Athukku een ipdi aluvuringa neenga. Naan aluthu neenga samanthanam paduthuvinganu paartha neenga aluthu naa ungala samanthanam padutikittu iruken . She told wiping his tears and kissed his both cheek.

Arjun's guilt increased more seeing his wife care on him. He was so ashamed and disgusted on himself. More than that he was afraid that she might leave him if she come to know this. He couldn't even withstand Sana's ignorance. The mere thought of Sana hating or leaving him make him shivering.

Arjun : Sana ennala eppaiyum un ammavoda edatha nirappa mudiyathu as A Mother is always irreplaceable. Unna eppaiyume azhugamaiyum parthuka mudiyathu. But unna romba neeram azhuga vaikama oru nalla friend a oru nalla husband a unna parthukuren .

Sana : Enakku Theriyum neenga enna evlo nalla pathukuvenga nu she told happily pinching his nose

Arjun was disappointed on himself as she was trusting him this much blindly but he had misthought about her.

Arjun : Papa naa unna theriyama kayam paduthiranthalu illa therinje kayam paduthirunthalu enna manichiru di. I'm so sorry dear. Eppaiyume enna vittu poirathadedi he told cupping her both cheeks looking straight on her eyes with utmost sincerity.

Sana could feel something was bothering him. His eyes was moist. He looks like he will breakdown at any moment. She decided to ask him later.

Sana : Ungalala enna ennaikume kayam padutha mudiyathu. Apdiye neenga enna hurt pannalum naa adha marandhuruven she told smiling sheepishly to ease the situation a little.

Arjun : Naan marakuratha pathi kekala ma nee manikiratha pathi kekuren. He asked very seriously holding her hand tightly.

Sana took out her hand from his hold and stand up from the cushion. Arjun froze seeing her standing up to go .

But Sana sit on his lap while sneaking her arm around his neck while his hand went around her waist automatically holding her protectively. Sana make Arjun face her and kissed him. Arjun didn't respond back the kiss. Sana pinched his biceps. Arjun also started kissing back her. Both kissed slowly but sensually.

Sana broke the kiss pushing Arjun who was kissing her as she run out of air. Unknowingly Arjun's eyes blurred as his mind imagine she running out of his life suddenly. He doesn't know why does his mind imagine that thing. But this imagination increased his instict of something bad was going to happen .

Sana panick when she saw his blurred eyes .

Sana : Arjuneyy edhukku ippo aluvuringa. Enakku intha pregnancy naala konjam breathing kastama irunthuchu Adha ungala thallunen. Enakku pudikamalam illa.

Arjun: Adhukellam illama .

Sana: ouh appo naa badhil sollathathukku alundhingala ?

Arjun shook his head indicating no.

Sana : Arjuneyy ennachunu sollungalen. Enakku bayama irukku. Ethukku ippo aluvuringa ?

Arjun : Enakku etho kettathu nadaka pora mathiriye iruku Sana ma. Unakku antha mathiri eethavadhu thonutha

Sana froze hearing it. She also felt the same thing from few days back. And today the feeling was at its peak. That's the main reason she was panicking so much when Arjun's eyes blurred many times today as he doesn't cry easily at all.

Sana : Enakku apdilam onnu illa Arjun. she lied not meeting his eyes as she don't want to scare Arjun.

Sana : Idhuku thaan first u naan inga varappaiyum azhutingala ?

Arjun saw her for a brief second before shooking his head. He think that Sana deserve to know his thought. Although she will be hurt, she need to know it as Arjun will feel guilty forever to face her if he hide it from her.

Sana : Appo edhukku azhutinga ?

Arjun : Ready agu namba nammaloda spot kku povum. Anga poi unkitta naa solren.

Sana came to know that it was serious now. Unknowingly her heart told him something before she could think it.

Sana : Ennava Irunthalum sari nammala pathi entha vishyamo prechanaiyo nammala thavira vera yaarukkum theriya koodathu. Athu unga amma appava Irunthalum sari en amma appava irunthalum sari. Namakulla thaan irukanum. Promise ? She told or more like ordered him.

Arjun also nodded promising her confused on her sudden tone and sayings.

He decided to tell her about his thought no matter what will be her reaction and its consequences.

He decide to win back her love ❤️again even she hate 💔 him.

Although Sana was confused on his behaviour , she nodded and go towards their bedroom to get ready.

Arjun went towards their bedroom after few minutes to see her combing her hair infront of the mirror.

He backhugged her while Sana holded his hand. Both of them was seeing each other through the window. Both of them felt like they was going to loss something 💔.

Arjun inhaled her scent closing his eyes. He put her hair aside and began peppering kisses all over her jawline , throat, and neck. Sana pulled him and kissed his lips. Both of them was kissing each other hungrily trying to reduce their fear. They broke their kiss and say 'Love you' in unison joining their forehead.

After getting ready both of them walked towards their spot near their house. Their spot was near a garden at walking distance from their house. It was the place both of them spend happily romancing and talking about their baby and future at weekend while eating different types of ice cream everytime bought from the vender a little far than the place . But both of them will always make sure to eat strawberry ice cream (#ifyouknowyouknow) before returning according to their surrounding and crowd.

There was a wooden bench facing the empty road. The road was always free other than two or three cars passing by in an hour. The bench was secluded as it was covered by bushes behind it. Behind the bushes was where the garden was located. If the garden was so crowded they both will spend their time here.

After settling on the chair, both of them felt anxious. Arjun decided to have a normal talk first.

Arjun : Sari nee sonnala unga family pathi athula paatha Pugazh unakku thambi thaane aprom een annanu kopudra ?

Sana : Naa january 5th thaane poranthen, and Pugazh annavum naa poranthe athe varusham but december porantharu . Avaru thaan enna eppaiyume pasama mature a parthupara . Ennathaan naa periya pullaiya Irunthalum anna thaan enna valartharu 3 vayasu lirnthu . Engayavathu veliya pona kooda pathrama kaiya piduchi azhacitu poradhunu ellame avar thaan senjaru. adhaan naan avara anna nu koopiduven.

Arjun : Ouh okay ma. Sari appo nee unga amma naala thaan annaikku appadi sonniya he asked touching her belly.

Sana : Ennathu?

Arjun : Abortion panlamnu.

Arjun told in a low voice. Sana's face also fell hearing it. She hugged his arm while nodding.

Sana : Sorry Arjuneyy naa apdi loosu mathiri pesunathuku. Naa etho yosikama solliten .

Arjun : Parava illa vidu ma unooda past naala thaane ne sonna.

Sana : Namma kulanthai naa ipdi sonnatha manikuma da ? She asked caressing her belly with moisten eyes.

Arjun : Athellam ava manichiduva. He told caressing her tummy.

Sana : Arjuneyy ungalukku nyabagam irukka She told suddenly in a high pitch scaring him.

Arjun : Ennathu he asked her after composing himself.

Sana : Naan unga kitta sanda potutu irukarappo neenga sonninga en ponnu ellam en gang thaan neethan enkitta sanda podra avalam enkitta sanda poda maata apdinu . Adha sollitu neenga en vaithula kaiya vacha vegathukku ava odaicha. The first kick. Nyabagam iruka ? She asked smiling happily.

Arjun also nodded happily reminding back the beautiful moment. Arjun felt goosebumps when he felt their child's first kick that day making him eyes well up.

Sana : naa epdi neenga ponnu nu solringanu ketathukku athellam apdithaan ava ponnu thaan nee parunu sonninga ava thiruppi odaichala. Adhukaprom konja naalaikku munnadi namma en veetuku ponappo binni ma vum ponna thaan irupanu sonnanga.

Arjun : Appadiya ?

Sana : Aama . Appo namma first baby oru kutty Sana thaan. She told happily.

Arjun was happy but started feeling guilty again when she told their baby.

Arjun : Sana ma unkitta naa oru mukkiyama vishyama sollanum .

Sana : Sollunga

Arjun : idha nee epdi eduthuppa nu therila . But nee itha ketutu enna thandana venumnaalum enakku kudu naa ethukuren. Enna thayavu senju manichidu. He told seriously

Sana : Build up ellam bayangrama iruke. Nenga sollunga enna punishment kudukulam nu naa mudivu panren she told playfully.

Arjun kneeled down on the floor beside the bench. His face was facing Sana while bushes was at his side. He started to tell about his forgetten first night, their pregnancy, his thought about their baby, his bad dream , reason for his weird behaviour , his thought about her, the maid's revelation and everything to her which was penned up inside him for past 7 months. He cupped her hands in his while telling all of it.

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Sana remove her hand out of his hold and pushed him harshly . Arjun fell at the bushes beside him . The bushes had some plants with sharp thornes. It pricked his skin causing it to bleed.

Author's note

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