Everyday, I feel  I'm gonna break,
Cuz every time I smile I know it's fake.
It's an ocean, but it's a lake,
It's salty but it's small, cuz that's it's fate.

Tears, they all fall down and rain,
Not like happiness, but obsessive pain.
I never knew my inner me was a sadist,
I thought I would never even say this,
I is useless.

Every week, I feel like I'm dying,
Cuz they never how much I'm trying.
They all point at me and say I'm lyin',
Well don't knock it till you try it.

Bittersweet, like those happy pictures,
But now my sadness is hanging on a fixture,
It's a mixture,
Of water and salt and never ending pain.

Hope you liked this random poem that somehow turned into a song XD idk how my brain is doing this creative genius shít XD