You only see me
You never see her.

One slip up
And everything falls to the floor.

I get the cussing
I get the blaming.

Can't take it anymore
Someone please shut the door.

You make me look worse
You make me appear as the monster
But 'cause you're blinded
It's all you'll ever see.

You know what
Just blame it on me
'Cause one day I promise you
I'll burst and I'll say what's on my mind
Just wait till I'm eighteen and people will start to believe
You aren't the nice person behind that façade
You are the monster I see everyday
The monster I wish I could shut out
Someone please shut the door.

I have have more to say but
Someone please shut the door.

Written ~ January 22, 2017.