No matter what I try
No matter what I do
There's always a problem.
Why they have to see me?
I'm sure I'm not painted in red
Or have a sign that says
"Hey look at me, blame me for your losses,
blame me for being me, blame me for you having me."
Huh! Can't you all just leave me alone!
You cause me not to want to have kids
Or get married for that matter.
Daddy can't you see your words are hurting me?
Daddy can't you see your actions are hurting me?
Daddy do you want me around anymore?
Daddy, do you… love me… anymore?
I feel like I'm losing you.
Every time I think we are getting better in our relationship
It only gets worst and worst

Jesus can I have my daddy back?
The one who use to laugh with me
And spin me around till I screamed
and touched the ground.
Can I please have my daddy back?

Written ~ April 26, 2017