"Soraru-saaaan!" The blue haired male clicked his tongue

"What is it now?" You looked at him with hands clasped and with sparkling eyes

Urata looked at you with pity in his eyes

"Nothing! Just wanna see your face!" You happily walked away as the two watched you disappear

Urata already mentioned to you that Soraru likes Lon but you only said that you only want his attention 

You're currently in the rooftop where no one can see you

You curled up into a ball and remembered Soraru's reply to you with his cold voice

You saw Soraru walking out with Mafumafu and the others

"Oh, I guess I'll stop..." You hide your head on your knees "On his birthday..." You mumbled to yourself

Sou was laughing with others but he felt like someone was watching them

He looked up and saw your back but he never knew it was you, he heard his name and ran towards them

Graduation day

"What?" Soraru replied to you again with his cold voice

"I just wanted to say if we ever meet on christmas day, I'll give you a message" You smiled at him then went to your friends

"Was that the one who you said keep on bothering you?" You heard Lon said as you slowly walked away from them

"Yeah, she confessed to me in the past but I don't know why she still keep on following me" You felt Lon nodded her head

You stopped walking as you looked up in the sky

'I was a bother to him, how sweet...'

Mafu saw your figure and happily put a hand on your shoulder

But soon regretted it after he saw your teary eyes

"(Y/N)-san..."

Years later

Albino-kun ( • ̀ω•́  )✧

(Y/N)-san! Merry Christmas! \(  ˆoˆ)/\(ˆoˆ  )/

Merry Christmas Mafu-kun

Congratulations on the album, (Y/N)-san!

Amatsuki and the others are waiting for you!

For what?

Oh, you mean the party?

Of course! (*'▽'*)♪

I'm glad you remembered (*´∇｀*)

You giggled at Mafu's text and suddenly your phone vibrated

"Hello? Mafu-kun?"

"(Y/N)-san, I just saw your location and you're near the party! We'll wait for you!"

You said your words to Mafu then you ended the call

As you put your phone in your pocket and as you look up

Your (e/c) went wide, seeing a blue and yellow head in front of you

You put out your phone and dialed his number

Soraru heard a familiar sound in his hands, he checked the dialer, smiling on seeing your name, he answered it

"Yo (Y/N), how's it going?"

"I'm fine, just here to say what I promised years ago"

Soraru raised an brow then finally remembered "So? What's the message?"

"Belated happy birthday Soraru-kun, I hope you had a good time on your birthday, but today's christmas, I'll go straight to the point..."

You sniffed as tears caressed your cheek

"What I said about you and Lon were true but I never thought that it would come true" Your voice cracked as your hand trembled

"Though, I want to know how did it become you and Lon, I am happy about it, I hope you have a great time..."

Soraru kept his hold on Lon's shoulder and waited for your voice

"Thanks for the memories, Soraru-kun..."

"Goodbye"

You ended the call as you sprinted forward, you bumped into someone but you didn't bother to look back and apologize

Sadness filled you but you hoped you can get over it

Time skip

"Congratulations! (U/N)-san!"

You stared at them with a surprised expression

You let out a gentle smile "Thank you everyone!" Your tears flowed again but it wasn't for happiness

It was for sadness and hatred

Monday

7:37 AM

"Good morning everyone! I hope we can get along!" You bowed at your respected crew

They gave you welcoming smiles and warm welcome greetings

You started your first day as an utaite

Time skip

"Foo! That was refreshing!" You were on break and went outside to get fresh air

As you enjoyed the fresh air and the silence of the place, someone suddenly holds your shoulder

You shrieked then turned around to see Soraru looking with his slight shocked face

"Oh, its you" You let out a sigh of relief "Don't scare me like that!"

Soraru chuckled at your reply but then stopped "I want to ask you something"

You tilt your head to the side

"Your last call with me, why did you block me?"

As you tried to answer his question, one of your crew called out for you

"A-Ah, I have to go. See you later, Soraru-kun!" You waved your hand at him as you run towards the crew member

Soraru stared at your back, still wondering why, he shook his head then walked away

4:35 PM

"Good work today, (U/N)-san!" You waved goodbye at them as you walked out of your studio

Soraru's question didn't leave your mind

As you were in your train of thoughts, you bumped into a pole like someone

You snapped out of your thoughts and saw Luz looking at you

"Oh! Luz-san!" Luz smiled at you, he was about to say something but Kuroneko and Reol snatched you away

"You'll come with us, right?" The two said as you raised an brow

"Onsen!"

Time skip

"So? You girls ain't gonna say something?" Kuroneko started the conversation

"Well, (U/N)-chan is more beautiful than before huh?" Soramin looked at you while her eyebrows going up and down

"H-Huh? I never thought of that, I always look at myself at the mirror but me is still me" You shyly laughed as Lon stared at you before opened her mouth

"Do you like anyone?"

This made all of you went silent, even the boys who were quiet the whole time

You stared Lon, your mouth with the shape of 'o'

You gave her your most convincing smile

"Nope! Never liked anyone!"

You lied even though they know. So, Reol poked your shoulder

"Well, I did liked Soraru-kun but he has someone precious to him, right?"

You stand up and left the girls bathing in the hot water

"Lon" Lon looked at Kuroneko "You shouldn't have said that"

Meanwhile

Mafu noticed the awkward atmosphere and decided to stay silent too

Room 20

You were curled up like a ball, you didn't regretted your answer but you feel something stung inside you

"Miss (U/N)? Dinner is ready and your friends are waiting for you"

You looked at the closed sliding door "I'm sorry, please tell them I already ate, thank you"

×××××

As days passed, you tried your best to avoid Soraru and everyone

But here you are, practicing with the people you avoid

"Ah, I see" Your manager called for a sudden announcement

"So this is for the ReCall?" You nodded your head twice before ending the call

Reol tried to approach you but one of your crew said that you are on break and best if you'll be not disturbed

+-+-+-+-+

"Thank you everyone for the good work!" Mafu said to everyone before noticing that you were already gone

"She's totally avoiding us huh?" Senra said as Mafu nodded in agreement

Concert;ReCall

Start!

You happily sing 1 2 fanclub with Lon since your voice blend with each other

Lon saw the fake in your smile but kept on singing

*******

As the concert come to an end, the audience ask you to sing the most sad song

"...." You smiled at the camera and started singing Shiwa

The others were left agape as you sadly sing the song

Soraru clenched his fist and reached for your wrist

At first, you were surprised but then you tried to pull your wrist away

"Are you still sad? Its been already a year (Y/N)!" Soraru exclaimed at you that made everyone flinched

You gave Soraru your most depressing smile

"Soraru-kun..."

Soraru slowly let go of your wrist

Your smile was replaced by a blank one

Everyone was waiting for your next words

"Wasn't I a bother to you?"

Soraru could only stare at your blank face

"Fuck you, Soraru-kun"