He's standing in a stage with a mic in his hand. He's panting, slowly while smiling with a wet shirt because of the sweat he shed.

He can hears the loud cheers around him, with a milkyway-like lights sparkling in front of him. The pen-lights shining brightly with his color, like a star on a night sky.

He feels happy, he feels satisfied, he don't want this time to end. Oh how he want sing till his throat broken, and let his fans hear him singing and make them happy than ever.

He close his eyes, enjoying the moment right now. A footsteps can be heard beside him, and It's slowly became closer. He's not wondering who is it, he's knows it, there's no one other than him be in his side.

He slowly open his eyes, smiling and turned his head to his side.

"Soraru-san."

He's smiling back at him, gripping his mic near his mouth looking at him.

"Let's do this Mafu."

"Yes!"

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"Ouch!"

A sudden pain from his head came. He groaned, frowned trying to ease the pain with just his inner power. A albino lying down on the floor with his legs in up the bed, he's don't have any power to move. Staying on that position for a few minutes, before hearing a footsteps walking up the stairs, slowly became closer to him.

The sounds of the creaking from the door that opened make the albino surprised and startled that his legs fell onto the floor.

"...Mafu, are you okay?"

"So-soraru-san...?"

The raven that came into the room sighed when he sees the sight and crouch down to help the albino sit. After he make him sit, he combing the albino hairs softly, smiling a little at how his partner look like right now.

Drooling in his mouth, a messy bed-head hair, his ruby eyes that still hazy and not completely open. The raven cup the other cheeks as they leaned in. Enjoying the moments they had in the morning, Soraru ended it with pecked Mafu's forehead, ruffled the other hair before standing up and open the curtains.

A sudden bright light of the sunshine shine the room, Mafu startled at the light that came into his eyes and close it. He slowly opened his eyes, adjusting the brightness in his room.

"Quickly wash up and get changed, we'll be late if we not hurry."

"...late? For what?"

"Oh, still not wake up I see."

Then Soraru walk closer to Mafu, croached down and cup the other cheeks and leaned in, closing their gap. Mafu's that completely let his guard off, not expecting this froze in the place. Soon he's relaxed and allow what Soraru's do to him. 

He broke the kiss and chuckled at how red the other face is, he kisses many place, his forehead, his ears, his eyes, his nose, and lastly, his lips slightly.

Mafu that can't keep up with the sudden affections don't know how to react and just froze, confused and blushing. Soraru sighed at how the albino still hasn't realize.

"Happy Birthday MafuMafu, I love you."

Then, Mafu let out a confused noise. He didn't get the words registered into his mind and don't get what he say. He took his phone that in the bed and check today's date. He's widened his eyes.

Today is 18th October. His Birthday.

"W-what?!"

"I expected you be forgetting your birthday but, I didn't expect you to forget what we have to do today."

"So-so-soraru-san! What time is it now?!"

"...9 am-"

"What?! Okay I'll be fast!"

Then he running towards the bathroom to washing up himself, as for Soraru that sees it just sighed at how dumb his lover are. He took out a little box in his pocket, gripping it slightly and smiled.

"Well, even though he's like that, he's someone that I choose to be with in the rest of my life. I'm not gonna regret it."

Today was the albino birthday. He want make it special than before, and he's thinking it was such a good opportunity to do what he'd been troubling for. He already planned some things, but he don't know if It's okay. There's a chance where the albino will not okay and will be angry with it. He's still troubling over that, but he will not let this opportunity pass. He can't wait to say and do it after all.

Hearing a call from the albino to him, he's quickly put he box to his pocket and go down to the dining room where's there's the albino sitting, waiting for the other to sit down too.

When Soraru sat down, Mafu quickly eat his breakfast, quickly that he chocked over the food as the other handed him a cup of water as he gulped it down, sighed in relief. The raven sweated at that and rest his chin on his palm. Smiling slightly at how energetic his lover is in the morning.

He can't be late, especially today. Because, he have a live for his birthday, and Soraru's gonna be there as the guest. He had invited somes of his friends to be the guest, but said they have something to do on that day and can't be the guest. It's been a while since he had held a live that It's makes him so excited since yesterday, causing him can't sleep.

After he's done eating, he's put the dishes in the shrink not have time to wash it. He just can do it later. He quickly put his masker, grabbed his bag that fulls of change and somes of snack, and others things. He's ready to go and standing in the front door, waiting for the other to come.

Soraru just chuckled slightly, and calmly grab his stuff out and put his shoes. As Mafu waiting outside for the raven to done and got out of the house before locking the door.

They called out taxi to the live venue to avoid a attention. As the Taxi arrived, they go into the car and sighed slightly, feeling relaxed inside it.

"9:30... phew, I thought I was gonna late on my own live."

"That'd be funny. To be late to your own live."

"Maybe I can't face all of my fans cause of the embarrassment."

The raven pat the other head softly, while combing his fluffy white hair. On the other hand, the albino focusing on what the set list of the songs today, and what he have to do today. He don't want failing on his live when his fans been excited about it.

Moments passed, they arrived on the venue. They got off on the taxi, thanked and pay them. The albino check the time and sighed in relief when they not late, well, nearly late. He quickly run towards the backstage, as he greet everyone in there before go to the dressing room.

They put down their own bags to the sofa and sit down. They sharing the dressing room together because, everyone already knows that they dating.

First, somes are unhappy with it and opposed on it. But, most of their fans and friends support them to the fullest and give them their blessing, including their family too of course.

Let's just say, the fans was really happy that it happened and crying when they announced it.

"Good morning Mafumafu-san, Soraru-san. Excuse me, can we immediately do rehearsal first?"

"Ah, okay!"

Then he walking towards the stage where he will do the rehearsal while skipping, as the staff that see it think It's cute. Soraru was gonna follow him but asking something to the the staff to check, "Are the plans going smooth?"

"Yes it is! We haven't said anything about it to him so It's okay!"

Soraru nodded satisfied and headed towards the live stage with a smile hearing It's going smooth.

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"Good work! We have an half hour before the live start, you can rest till it starts!"

"Okay, thank you!"

The staff just smiled and left the room, leaving the couple in the sofa cuddling with each other after the exhausting rehearsal. Even though the live haven't started yet, they already tired. The albino nuzzling into the raven neck, while the other playing with his phone seems messaging someone, resting his chin on the albino's head.

"Soraru-san, what are you doing?"

"Hm? Replying some message. Don't worry, I'll be quick."

Then he hummed in response, closing his eyes. He needs a little rest right now, and just enjoyed the smell of his beloved. After some moments, the raven seems finished replying and put his phone away. He then nuzzling into the other's head exhaled.

"Soraru-san... will I'll do good today?"

It appeared, the moments where he became have a negative thinking before the live start. It's the albino habit to always think about that before it starts. Before, he not really have someone to let it all out this feelings to anyone. It's always his best friends, but he just occasionally do it and mostly keep it to himself. But, since Soraru came into his life, he's became more open. He's telling all of hus feelings towards the raven, and it really did help him so much.

"You will don't worry. You worked hard so much to the point you have sick because of this right?"

"Yea, but... I'm still worried later I won't meet the fans expectations..."

"Don't worry, they will like it no doubt. I can asure you that. Besides, you have me in your side right?"

The albino blinked for a moment before smiling softly. "Right... I'm not alone anymore now. Thank you Soraru-san."

The raven just hummed in response and just hug the albino tighter letting out a satisfied sigh, patting him to ease his insecurities. He's giving kisses, and pampering the albino while there's time before the live start. The albino just enjoying the affection he's receiving from the raven. Soraru not planning to let the albino feels a sad feelings today, he will makes sure he's happy always.

Half an hour passed so fast, as Mafu preparing to stand in the stage and sing. He's now in the backstage preparing himself mentally, he's shaking, don't know if It's because of the excitement but he feels so nervous, he's feeling to throw up at any moment. All the feelings before the live start, he just can say that now the live will start. Finally, it will start.

He's took a deep breath and let it out; trying to calm himself. But It's no use. Then a warm arm envelope the cold body of his because all the feelings, he's instantly became relaxed and calm. The warm arm that always make him assured, make him safe, and make him warm. He's leaned his back to the other body sighed softly. It's weird how the other can make him like this, is it because It's him?

"Fine now?"

"Un, thank you Soraru-san."

The raven smiled softly as he broke the hug, and pat the albino's head before he go. Mafu's just giggling at it and smiling, determined.

"Mafumafu-san! Please go to the stage in 5!"

5

He's gripping his mic, glance at the band members that walking towards the stage first than him.

4

The staff that watch the situation of the stage and the equipment.

3

The fans that came to this live even in the moments they're busy, the fans that always rooting for him.

2

His friends that helped him with this live.

1

He's glanced at Soraru and smiled, "I'm off Soraru-san!"

"Go enjoy the live at the fullest Mafu."

He said as they fist bumped before the albino go to the stage. As the voice of the fans can be heard loudly, the shining pen-lights can be seen like a stars. It brought a smile to the albino as he start grinning.

The live started, and the song start. His plans starting from now on.

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Soraru have a plan where just Mafu's don't know about it with the fans in the live venue. It's his Birthday today, they already together for how long who knows and he finally gonna do it today. He tells the plan he gonna do to his friends, and all the staff and band members. They gladly helped him with it, It's been two months or so since he start to planning it secretly from Mafu.

While Mafu singing in the stage without knowing something, on other hand, all the staff were busy preparing all the stuff he needs to plan. Flowers, clothes, cake, food and etc. Even when Soraru have to go to the stage for singing with the albino, the staff still preparing slightly.

After Soraru's turns all done, he immediately go to the dressing room and changed his clothes to a black suits with a blue ties. He adjusted his hairstyle to a good one as he let the hairstylist do it. As soon It's done, he grab the small red box and gripping it. When he's gonna ask are the others already here, 4 people came into the right time and grinning all over.

"Yo, Soraru-san~! We're here!" Urata said with a smile, put his hands on his hips. As the others three smiling with him.

"Glad y'all made it in time." Soraru said let out a relief sigh. Today, he asking his friends to help him with the plan by coming to the live for something. Urasaka with Kashitsuki came to help him today.

"It's a important thing for our best friend, of course we will made it!" Amatsuki said huffed.

Soraru smiled at how his friends always here for him and Mafu. He hears a loud cheering from here and hearing how It's almost ended. He feels very nervous than before now, he already planning it for a long time and now is a good time for him. He very confident that the albino will accept it, but even so, It's still making him anxious. There's a possibility that he will refused it even though It's a small chance.

He start shaking slightly starting to feel anxious. Then, he feel someone patted his shoulder and looked over his shoulder. Urata pat his shoulder grinning, not saying anything but he understand that he's encouraging him with the others.

He took a deep breath and let it out. He adjusted his clothes a bit and smiling as he give a signal to his friends to go to the albino that in stage, as they walk towards the stage bringing a bouquet of flowers.

At the sudden appear, everyone cheered loudly while Mafu let out a confused noises because he hears they can't go to his live because they have something to do. Sakata and Amatsuki give him the bouquet grinning without saying anything, as Urata and Kashitaro give him two roses of white rose and blue rose.

Urata glance at the back, smiling and tapped Kashitaro shoulder as he took the meaning and stepped back as they go to the sides. Revealing the raven in suits and looked really good. The albino widened his eyes and slightly blushing at the sight, the raven just so handsome in suits.

"Soraru-san?"

Soraru walking closer to him, sees how confused the other is he chuckled at it.

"Mafu. We've been together for so long now. Even though many years passed, I'll still fall in love with you as days passed. Everydays, I always discover a new sides of you, and I'll still fall in love with you."

"Many opposed to our relationship, but many accepted it too. When we announced it, you became more open to our fans. To be honest, I prefer to keep it a secret but when I see you became very open, I'm glad that we decide to announce it."

Mafu's reacting on each words he said, he's confused but happy at the same time.

"...You're everything of my life. I want spend this time with you till I'll die. I want be by your side forever. That's why..."

Soraru start kneeling, his left knee on the ground while the other's up. He start opened the little red box in his hand by his right hand and said,

"Will you marry me?"

Mafu's eyes widened and his mouth wide open. The fans in the live venue were screaming so loud almost give the raven jump. A few seconds passed and he still not getting any answer, causing him to be anxious and shaking slightly.

"...is it okay?"

Soraru's head shot up to the albino that seemed tearing up, he shaking more than him and how he want hug him and assuring him right now.

"I-is it really okay for me to be happy? Is it re-really okay... to be by Soraru-san's sides...forever..?"

"Did you not hear what I'd said? I love you Mafu, I want to be with you forever." Soraru said with a gentle smile that he always show to the other.

Hearing that, Mafu immediately walk and hug Soraru's tight while crying and sobbing.

"Yes! Yes! I want to be with you! I want to be with you forever Soraru-san!!"

Soraru's start to tearing up when Mafu accepted him and began to hug the other back sobbing slightly. A loud cheerings can be heard around the stage, a congratulate words were saying to the two, a crying can be heard too because of how they're happy for them. His friends crying too, Amatsuki and Sakata crying so much while Kashitaro and Urata trying to stop the others cry for a little; even though they're crying too very very much happy for their best friends.

Soraru broke the hug and grab the albino's waist, helping him to stand up properly. He chuckled at how flushed his face is and tears keep flowings while sobbing. He just can't help but thought It's cute. He wipe the tears away and give a chaste kiss to his right eye. He pick the ring from the box and put it on the albino's fourth finger, known to be ring finger. Mafu's start to tearing up again and closed his eyes.  

Their hands intertwined together as they face the fans in front of them, bowing to them while smiling brightly.

The live's ended with a very happy feelings and satisfy for everyone. It was a very very fun and a surprise that everyone not expected day.

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"So-Shoraru-syan! Mafun! Co-co-congratulations!!" Sakata said sobbing as he hug the albino followed with Amatsuki that still crying so much even after the live's end.

"Uuu, Ama-chan! Sakatann!!" Mafu became crying back at how he sees his best friends crying because they're happy for him make him touched and teared up.

The other three watched their interactions and feel inside them warm. "Glad It's turned out better Soraru-san." Kashitaro said pat the raven's shoulder. He smiled and nod at it, the tension on his shoulder has lifted off making him relaxed as he let out a relief sigh.

"You better take care of him right?" Urata let out a fist in front of the raven with a smirk. As Soraru gave the smirk back and fist bumped to him.

After that, they go home to rest themself in the near hotel and bid to everyone.

Mafu's put his stuff down to the floor and flopped down to the fluffy bed and lying down to the cold sheet as he let out a sigh. Staring to the plain ceiling, he then look at the ring in his left hand on the fourth finger. He haven't took a good look on the ring earlier.

The ring's a silver ring and decorated with a blue with a pink contrast jewel. It's so beautiful for him as he unconsciously smiled. He then took out the ring and inspected on the inside, he caught something a small letters on the ring and bring the ring closer to his eyes to get better look at it. He widened his eyes when he reads the words in it.

You're a light for me.

His face heating up as he focused on his thought without knowing the raven stared at him smiled when the other finally knows what's the words carved on the ring. He sneaked from the side and hug him. He shreaked at the sudden actions.

"You're a light that always save me Mafu. You're a light that always guiding me. Thank you."

"Why you always making me cry..."

"Ahaha sorry. I just can't help but to say what makes you so happy."

Mafu's tearing up again as he buried his face to the other shoulder, sniffing the raven's smell and close his eyes as he exhaled. Soraru combing his white hair with his hand and smiling happily that It's finally happen.

If you're the light for me, I'm the shadow in the darkness that always guided by you.

If you're the shadow in the darkness, I'll the one that will be your light that always will guide you.

Please don't let the lights inside us faded out and always shine brightly that will always guiding us to the end of this road.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAFUMAFUUU!!!

AHHHH EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE REACHED 30 YOU STILL LOOK SO YOUNG QAQ

Anywayss, thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Well, a illust for Mafumafu's birthday from me in the end.

Bye bye! Thank you!