It's been a couple weeks since I came up with the idea to visit Artie in England........ and I still haven't made any plans at all! Mom thinks the idea is really cool but honestly she probably just wants me to get closer to him and bring him over since she loves his accent haha!

     To be honest... when I recommended the idea to Arthur, it kinda seemed like he was only pretending it was okay and he was actually against it but thankfully, as time has gone on, he seems to be warming up to the idea! I was surprised to hear that he was so open to the idea in the first place anyway since I know his family aren't very accepting and shiz, but I think he felt pressured to say yes.
     I sometimes get kinda scared that Arthur is intimidated by me like this... he seems comfortable with me when we talk but I feel like he doesn't know how to say no to me. Maybe it's not just me, maybe he struggles with that in general... but I do wish he was more comfortable with me because I really don't mind if he's uncomfortable you know...
     Being the kind of person who doesn't know how to say no can be kinda dangerous, especially for someone as small and petite as Arthur... that's probably not my problem to be worrying about though.

     After speaking to Arthur for a good few hours as usual, at dinnertime I talked to mom again about plans for going there. She told me she knows it's expensive but she's just glad I have an international friend like this so she's willing to help me pay it - lucky as shit!
     Now I just need to update Artie and figure out a date. I started Summer break already and his starts a bit later so we can work around that! Heckin' excited!!