Hi...I felt like updating. But I won't for a while after that. Anyway...

"CUT! OKAY, YOU TWO GET OUT. NOW," The director screams. Usui and I smile and exit the room. We're finally done with filming. Which also means I don't have to cuddle with him anymore or anything.  

Secretly, I washappy when Usui came. I've realised something. Usui is the first guy I've reallyfallen for. But I have to stop, close my heart. The media is dangerous. If I date anyone at all, everything about our relationship will be shown. We would be stalked. Like Tiffany Tang and Luo Jin or something. (a/n: I ship them btw so happy for them haha it's a little late but yea). So I dont want to be dating now. 

Also, my parents... they dont want me to date yet. Just yet. Focus on your career first, they say.

I head for my dorm. "Wait!"

I turn.

Usui stares at me for a moment, his green eyes taking me in. "Listen. I have to tell you. (Y/N), I love you. I'm telling you clearly now, and I want an answer. Please be my girlfriend. I want to have you."

I blink.  Huh?

Usui's voice breaks a little and he looks down, his hair covering his eyes. I can't see his expression. "Do you know, (Y/N), how depressed I was when you left?" He says quietly. "Do you know how I didn't eat for four days and fell sick? Do you know how I cried every night? How I searched your name daily to find any news of you?"

I stay silent, not knowing what to say. Like, I freaking love you too but I can't tell you? Or date you?

Usui swallows. "You know that it's not easy for me to tell you this, my weakness. My weakness is you. I am serious now. I want to date you."

The door of a room nearby bangs open and we both jump. A girl student comes out and she starts squealing. "Usui Takumi! I am your fan!"

Usui doesn't even glance at her. He is still looking at the floor tiles. I know he expects an answer. Instead, I leave the girl to him and quickly hurry away. 

I find Li En in the dorm. Flopping on my bed, I heave a dramatic sigh. Li En is checking her messages.

"You okay?" she says in Japanese, which I taught her.

I shake my head. " Li En, you know Usui, the new guy?"

She nods.

"I used to know him. In fact, he wants to date me," I say.

Li En looks up and grins. "Woah! He's hot."

I sigh. "But I can't agree. The school doesn't want us to be involved in romance. Neither do my parents. Everything is against us. I have to reject him."

Li En rolls over to face me. "So that's what you've been thinking about lately. I wondered. You always seemed sad somehow, but you cheered up when he came."

HUH. I DID? Were my stupid feelings that obvious?

I shrug. "Li En, helpppp," I whine.

Li En grabs my hand. "Let's walk to class together first."

I nod and get my books for Drama Theory.

(ayyy I'm back HAHA)

Li En and I walk along the stone path to the main hall. The wind blows on my face and I lift my face to the sky.

"Come on! Just date Usui. I know you love him."

I glare at Li En. "Li En, I can't. I just can't."

Li En places her hand on mine. "I know you do love him. But I'll support you no matter what,okay?"

I glance back at her and smile slightly. Then we split up because our lessons are in different blocks.

I enter the marble hall alone and I'm shocked to find it empty. HUH...is this some HAUNTED PLACE????

Okay, calm down. I just need to walk past the pillars and into the corridors to get to class. I'll just do it quickly. I take a step forward but someone stops me.

Someone's arms are wrapping around my waist. "Don't move," he says.

Usui.

I keep quiet and stay still. He whispers in my ear. "I heard your conversation just now. You do love me, right? Please?"

I know what he is asking. I suddenly feel so tired, just so tired of this crap. why can't I date the person I want to? The only boy I've liked so far? Slowly, I look up at him and mouth "yes". Then I quickly look back down at the white marble tiles streaked with black. 

Usui hugs me tighter. "Let's go out tomorrow, baby," he says huskily.  (0_0)

I quickly pull away and head for my class, ignoring him. Usui doesn't try to follow me either. Whew.

(time skip---Usui managed to get her to the Shanghai Disneyland on Saturday)

Usui sits down at the pretty white table adorned with roses. "Now, now."

I flush. "Please don't," I beg. He wants to go to the haunted house. But I'm too scared to even look at it. 

Usui sighs and gestures at the snacks on the table. " Okay, but then you have to do what I say."

"Okay,okay! Anything but haunted house and scary stuff right?" I ask hopefully.

Usui nods. "That's right, girl. I have a few ideas. How about we do the ramen kiss?"

>///< noooooo

I blush and look away, shaking my head.

"Or maybe you want the pocky game?"

Usui continues relentlessly. "Or maybe popcorn? I'll feed it to you. Or maybe we eat cotton candy together?"

GULP.

I look back at his face. He's smirking. "Isn't there anything else?"

Usui smiles. "Okay, fine. But this time you have to do it."

I nod quickly. Anything but those!

"Well, let's just do all of them, shall we?"

Huh?!?!?!?!?!? NOOOOO!

Usui smirks again. "It's different."

"No, it's not,you moron..."

I gulp as he leans in. "You have a lot of experience in kissing don't you, (Y/N)?" 

Uh oh. I try to deny it. "N-no..."

Usui smirks. "Then I'm showing you what a kiss is like."

Before I can say anything, he leans in and kisses me really fast on the lips. He breaks away grinning and says "That was just a warm up."

I flush as he takes out a pocky stick. Green tea flavoured. I like green tea. But not like this!

I don't have a choice though. I would actually prefer a kiss to the haunted house. Duh.

I take a bite of the stick and he does so from the other end. We start eating. I try to eat slowly so Usui doesn't kiss me. But he eats faster.Ugh! 

Soon our lips meet. This time, he takes his time. Usui cups my chin in his hands and gently kisses me. I meet his eyes. His dark green eyes are intense, staring at me, I can't mistake the love in his eyes. There's a sparkle too, something I've never seen before in his eyes. He looks happy. 

And I'm glad he's happy. Truly I am. So I kiss him back with all my heart.

I break away first and Usui smirks. "Now let's do the ramen kiss?"

I gasp. "Wait,wait! Can we...break them up throughout the day? Let'sgo on the rollercoaster now first!"

Usui shrugs. "Up to you. So you do want to kiss, huh? Some people like to save the best for the last."

I roll my eyes as he jumps up and takes my hand. "Let's go to the rollercoaster then."

Usui and I walk there and he smiles at me. Why does he keep smiling today? 

"You look cute, honey," he says, looking down at me.

I flush."Please don't call me that!"

Usui pokes me playfully and I squeal. Ugh! He knows I'm ticklish!