it was now 3 days later, Taehyung knew that they were all free, he also knew they were all free for those 3 days as well. he just figured they didn't want to meet yet.

yes, he was scared to see jungkook, but he was even more scared to see jimin , who he has been friends with for 13 years. 13 fucking years. they were best friends, their first kiss was with each other. their first time was with each other, the question on how jimin topped is still not answered. they experienced their first big breakups together. Jimin and Taehyung were like peanut butter and jelly, two different things but they go so well together. in all honesty, Taehyung cried moreover Jimin than he did Jungkook. You can't blame him. that was Taehyungs original soulmate. Bros before hoes were what they said after their first breakups.

he decided to wear jimmies favorite color (which I don't knowjsjkjs) yellow, it complimented Taehyungs honey skin which was Jimins favorite feature about him. but he also wore a big sweater, it was Jungkooks, he can't forget all about Jungkook after all.

they were coming in about 30 minutes or so. he invited Jackson, Because what he's doing to Jackson also is really...bitchy. Taehyung felt bad for Jackson at this point, he had really no one. not even friends. Jackson was really a loner. he wanted Jackson to like someone better than him, cuter than him, bigger than him. better for him. he wanted to apologize for being so inconsiderate about his feelings.

he didn't realize that he was crying, from the stress of leaving his friends to protect his family, from not even being ready to apologize. from hoping that Lisa wouldn't show up. he was remembering all the memories they had together. the time he first met jin, the time he walked in on jimin and yoongi having sex, or the time him and hoseok hooked up, or the time he met Jungkook, well, or followed, whatever you wanna call it. he remembers first texting jungkook that crazy text, calling him daddy. their first date. yeontan which was the only person-well friend that he didn't- no scratch that, taehyung took away yeontans dad. he was so sad, so confused.

getting distracted from his feelings, he realized that his phone rang 2 times already, it was jin. he quickly got a text that they were in the living room, jin hasn't been there so long he forgot he even had the key. he heard their voices. he didn't know what to do, should he go out, or should he be a coward and stay inside? he was crying at this point. he went under the covers so they wouldn't hear him. he wanted one more day to tell everybody, he just wasn't ready. so he was just gonna stay inside his room until they got bored and left. he wiped his tears only to see his mascara falling down his cheeks, he was biting his lips so hard they became swollen,  little teeth marks in them. his hair was messy from pulling it due to stress. he was a mess. he thought he was ready to face all of them, he wasn't. he wanted to go outside and beg them for forgiveness, he wanted to pour out all his feeling and why he was doing it in the first place. but then again he didn't want to see them at all, to see what he missed in the past month, did jimin dye his hair again? did Joon break his finger again? he didn't know. he blocked all of them on Instagram the day he broke up with jungkook. so he didn't know anything. he also blocked all of their numbers besides jin. after all, he still wanted to keep in touch.

Fuck! He hated himself so much in the moment

getting more angry than sad he started trashing his room, he threw everything off his dresser, everything out of his closet, yeontans clothes that jungkook brought to have a fashion show with the puppy. he was full-on screaming and sobbing at this point. he was emotionally done, with faking that he didn't care anymore, with faking that he was okay,faking he was strong. but all of his sadness was already out, he was mad at himself. so he kept screaming, totally forgetting that 6 other people were in his living room.

"I hate you, I hate you," taehyung said to himself while punching his bed. "you're so dumb. s-so dumb. you can't even keep a boyfriend for more than a year you useless thing" taehyung was referring to himself. he felt like nothing, like he let the whole world down. "you let everyone down. how c-could you do that to them? your friends? to your jiminnie? taehyung I hate you, so fucking much" taehyung kept saying while punching his pillow.

he heard the door open, he didn't care who saw him in this sate at this point. he just kept crying, and mumbling bad things about himself into the pillow. "it's fine" taehyung heard an oh so familiar voice, it wasn't deep like namjoons, but it wasn't high like Jimins. this voice put him to sleep, the voice he heard made him happy, the voice he heard was from the boy he began to love. this voice was jungkooks. "k-kookie?" Taehyung said raising himself from the pillow. "shh tae, just cry" Jungkook told him while pulling him to his shoulder. so that's what he did, he cried, loudly, loud enough the other 5 boys in the living room heard it, loud enough the girl that was outside Taes apartment hears him. And boy was she mad.

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There are Y'all if you see jimin as jimmy blame my laptop.

Anyways I actually put out another chapter and it didn't take me 2 weeks😳 but not Tae and Jungkook didn't make up. But Jungkook loves Tae so obviously he's going to help him out. And sorry I'm not good with details emotions🥺

ANY QUESTIONS??✨