"he really- and this is why that slut is fucking cut his dumb ass, what did i fucking do? he calls me a whore just because i didn't wanna go to this fucking dumbass party in the fucking first place dub BITCH. no I'm not done...'
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meanwhile upstairs of the big party house
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"come ON Jackson, you, out of all people, YOU won't kiss me? for what? you've been doing everything to get my attention I finally fucking give you chance and you don't fucking want it, what the actual fuck Jackson?"

"I don't know, it's just, do you wanna kiss me because you like me now or because you wanna get kook, I don't know what came over me but, I'm tired of wanting you and you not wanting me"

Tae couldn't believe it. Jackson was making sense, for the very first time.

"it's just- I finally wanna be loved by someone that actually loves me, somebody, that isn't using me, I know what I did back then to you was a big dick head move, but I changed, I promise," Jackson said playing with his fingers.

"i-i do like you now, yea totally, can we just take this picture of us kissing please?" taehyung lied to the vulnerable male. "okay so you sit and I'll kiss you k?" taehung said getting his phone ready for the timer.

to say Jackson was nervous was an understatement, he's finally going to kiss the boy he loves after all this time of trying to get him back. he made a promise to himself not to ruin it this time, he's gonna make sure he treats taehyung like he deserves.

"Okay, ready" tae asked very close to Jacksons face. "yup," Jackson said smiling like an idiot. boy is tae gonna feel bad after everything.

they kissed. taehyung felt nothing. he didn't feel the rush to do something further, he didn't feel the sparks like her usually felt, it didn't feel right, like love. it didn't feel like his and kooks kiss. it felt like lips touching lips.

now Jackson, he felt something, but it wasn't really what he thought it would be, it was a plain kiss. yes, he liked it, but he was expecting more from his long term crush.

"uhm, thanks jackson, uhh if you wanna leave now we can" taehyung felt weird, they actually kissed, taehyung actually asked to kiss. he felt ashamed of himself, how could he do that to kook? he had no idea what was wrong with him, why was he so mad? so jealous, so hurt? tae didn't know the answers himself. he just knew he had to keep going. "sure we can go" jackson ran his hand thru his hair, do to stress,

on the way downstairs to go to the front lawn where their car was, tae posted the photo and Jackson made eye contact with jungkook. jungkook must've seen tae right in front of him, his eyes wide, with hurt evident in his eyes, before jungkook could even go to Jackson he got a notification, Jackson knew what that meant, he saw kook look at his phone, then look back at Jackson.

no, he didn't try to fight Jackson or curse him out. he simply shut his phone off and went back in the kitchen as if nothing happen.

Jackson for some reason felt terrible, isnt this what he wanted? for jungkook to feel bad? for him to feel how it is to see the person you love with someone else. but Jackson didn't do anything about it, he went to the car where tae was waiting, he saw tae smiling,

"why are you happy?'

"cuz now he feels- because we finally kissed of course" taehyung fakely smiled getting in the car because it was now open. 'i saw him." Jackson said staring at the weel, blankly. "who?" tae asked damn well knowing who. "jungkook, he looked hurt, tae listen" Jackson said turning his body towards the passenger seat, "maybe we shouldn't do this, because it just doesn't feel right and I don't want you getting hurt because you mean a lot to me and I'm breaking the bro code-" Jackson was cut off with tae pecking him on the cheek "Jackie, just drive please" taehyug said patting his thighs.

"okay taehyung, okay' Jackson said not very sure in what tae was getting himself into

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I'm posting a lot today 🥺