ending part

chapter xxi.

"I'm sorry, Nana.
I'm so sorry. "

Mama's painful cry
breaks the silence.

Papa didn't react,
blankly looking at
me.

When I look
at my
sister.

I saw the same
the expression she is
always hiding.

Hate,
anger,
envy

is visible
on her eyes.

I know the
reason why.

In what?

Because I can do things
she didn't.

If I'm a coward,
she is, too.

She has the
love of
my parents.

The expectation
is so high for her
that sometimes
suffocate her
But she couldn't
go against them. 
tell them.
Because
she is the
perfectt daughter.

She is like a
GOD
to them
But in my eyes,

She is just a doll.
A puppet.

Do whatever my
parents told to
her to do.

Her life isn't hers
anymore
I pity her
and
at
the
same
time

I envy her.

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