Confrontation

chapter xx.

"I'm sorry. "

I started.
I swallowed up
my slaver.
Trying not to crack my voice.

I bravely look at
Papa,
Mama
And
Momo

This time.
I will tell them
What I felt all these years.

They all look at me.
Confused why
I'm saying sorry.

"I'm sorry for being a fucked up.
I'm sorry for being a failure.
I'm sorry for being a disgrace.
I'm sorry for being useless."

"Nana! Stop it! "
Mama shouted
at me.

Why is she crying?
Is she guilty?
Or
hurt?

"I'm sorry.
Ma, Pa.
I'm sorry for being born.
I'm sorry for being your daughter.
I'm sorry for being me. "

Again.
I cried with all my heart.
Why I'm sorry

by the way?

I don't know.

I don't even know.

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