Mark's Pov.........

I woke up next to Donghyuck, he lay pasted to my body, his lips on my chest as he softly snored. I know I'm not giving you details but I also you dont want to know the details. I groaned, we were both spotted with hickeys and knew I had done him hard. We hated each other, he kept chanting that he hated me after every moan. It stung my heart and now this guilt is killing me. I fell asleep again and when I woke up he was gone with a sticky note that said Thanks for letting me use you.

"Oppa?" Koeun shook my shoulder and I just looked up at her, hugging her tight.

"It hurts so much." I mumbled into her chest.

"Oppa let him go." She whispered, "I like Hyuck but I love my Hyung more. If Na Na knew this he'd kill Hyuck. Mark please, Let him go. I want your heart safe." Koeun kissed my hair as she left to make breakfast.

I cried, I'm sorry but I cant help it. I'm so dumb. Once I was done I went down stairs all dressed as I ate my sisters breakfast. She knew I was upset so clung onto my arm when we walked to school.

"Get me that." Koeun pointed at a flower that was on a high tree branch.

"Dummy." I pouted jumping to pluck it for her.

"Piggy back ride!!" She jumped on my back as I chuckled and ran with her to school. We laughed when we reached school on time and kissed Jungwoo's cheeks before swirling our way inside. But a certain car stopped me, Donghyucks glittery red Audie pulled into the driveway of our school and he stepped out like a diva.

"Markie baby!!!!" Jaemin screamed behind him as he crashed into my arms.

"Hey there Kittens." I giggled trying act as if I wasnt going to break down any minute.

"Okay so I'm taking you on a date today so be dressed immediately after school." Jaemin kissed me on my jaw and grinned.

"Done!" I smiled and avoided Donghyucks gaze following Jaemin and Koeun.

My clothes were stacked up in my locker, a painful smile on my face danced the whole day. Donghyuck obviously limped the whole day, as if he were having a hard time walking. I hurt so much to know I was only his toy. Sighing I removed my blazer, taking a short leave to go home and sleep my sorrows away until its my time for the shift.

Donghyuck's Pov......

"Fucking bitch!!" Jaemin punched me across the face.

"What? Are you on your periods?" I wiped off the blood on my face.

"You are a disgusting filthy bitch! Why did you do that to Mark!? If you hated him then you could have just avoided him! Why make him do something he would regret! Why use him? He's a baby!" Jaemin slapped me.

"Why do you care?" I scoffed.

"I have a heart and you were born without one. Hurt Mark again and I wont hestitate to rip your throat away." Jaemin dashed me into the janitors closet and left.

Did anybody know how I felt? No? I didnt mean anything I mean I didnt use him. I....I. Where is Mark? I ran out looking for him but found him no where. Eventually school came to an end and I saw Mark getting into Jaemins car. I followed them. I'm sorry.

"Baby Markie you okay baba?" Jaemin squished his cheeks. Mark pouted and nodded as he was handed his ice cream.

"Forget him." Jaemin snapped.

"I did the moment he left. At least he got his lust satisfied. I hope I get to do it with someone I love oneday." Mark mumbled, Yeah like exactly I know he hates me. I hate him.

"Thats my bub." Jaemin giggled.

I followed them around like a stalker. It hurt so much It made me throw myself into my room bed and cry my heart out. I love Haechan. He....He's like the Sun Na Na. So precious and beautiful. Those words he had told Jaemin felt like daggers in my heart. I didnt come out of my room for almost a week and I was weak.

"Oh my Donghyuck wear something proper. We have visiters home." Mother gasped when she saw me with my boxers and t shirt.

"Shut it woman. He's seen everything after all." I hissed at my mother whispering the last part.

"Taeyong and Jaehyun are marrying this winter. Which apparently is in two months. Omg!" I heard mother squeal at them.

"Mark!! Can be best men with Hyuckie and Koeun can me my bridesmaid." Taeyong giggled.

"Mark do you have a loved one?" My mother had to be so nosey. She pointed at those fading hickeys on Marks neck that I created.

"Yes. Its a He." Mark blushed at the mention of that boy.

"Awwwey whats his name?" Mother scooted closer to him.

"Haechan." Mark stared at me and I looked away letting a tear roll down my cheek.

"So beautiful." Mother cooed. They chatted away for some time. I left upstairs to grab my cigarettes and went to the back garden to chill. I hate him. I hate him so much it hurt my insides.

I was finishing my seventh pack of cigarettes when a hand took the cigarette and threw it away.
"Why did you use me?" Mark crouched before me.

"Mark I didnt." I whispered at him.

"Then why did you write that way?" Mark hissed at me.

"I...I was just....I hate you so much Mark." I pushed his chest away.

"I hate you too okay! Why do you hurt me so much!! You fucking made me do it! Why?" Mark pushed me away. I stumbled behind a little but threw myself on him. Hugging him tightly.

"I wanted you to me my first. I......" He didnt hugged me back tightly but my fathers car drove in through the front gate. "I...I hate you!" And ran inside the house leaving Mark upset again.