i got this awesome smelling lotion a while back, but unfortunately, i used it very heavily while i was ill one day.
i was stressed out and just kept smatherng it on my hands, just to kinda fidget and pass the time

and then i threw up. very bad experience for me

but then...that lotion was like tainted to me??? It smelled really good and like lemonade watermelon or w/e but now i cant even smell it without my brain instantly connecting it to smelling like vomit lol rip in pieces ig

i also cannot look at blue gatorade or drink it now

in case yall were wondering how emetophobia affects me

im bad with being avoidant when it comes to my phobia but at least ive mellowed out some