Another update, didn't want to keep you waiting on that surprise.

You are probably going to skip this so here's your chapter.

Breakfast with clumsy was fun, though i didn't want her to listen to my conversation with Jessica, my dads secretary, she is the closest person i have to a mother.

I try to forget my conversation with her but it's on my mind.

I skipped the rest of my classes of the day because i didn't want to be annoyed further by those annoying teachers and stupid brats.

I lay on the bed staring at the ceiling and sigh.

My birthday is in a month and I'm scared shitless, it never ends well and i don't want anyone in this fucking snobby school to find out, its the main reason i try so hard to get expelled.

I don't want anyone to ever find out, only the guys, Jessica and my excuse of a father know how i am on my birthday.

It is supposed to be the best day of your life but its my worst day of the year. I sigh again and close my eyes when i hear my phone ring.

I groan seeing who it is, i considered ignoring it but thought better, i can just piss him off so he can hang up.

"What?" Yeah, that's how i answer calls.

"I'm fine thank you for asking" the annoying man always does that, he acts like it doesn't matter, like i don't matter to him, what i do or who i am, he just cares about his fucking reputation.

"What do you want now?" I ask making sure he knows how much i don't want to talk to him right now.

"You request that i call you, Richard you should know that i didn't ask for your opinion, you will do it whether you like it or not"

I held my phone so tight it could break.

"You don't fucking tell me what do" i yell into the phone and it takes him a minute to reply.

"I'll be expecting you here by seven in the morning and don't be late" he commands before hanging up and i don't know when I throw my phone across the room, it hits the wall and shatters.

Great now i also have to get a new phone.

My father is fucking annoying, he is as worst as they come, he is a  freaking wimp.

I sigh again and Close my eyes.

"Yo man I know you are not in a good mood and i really don't like seeing you sulking, so we whatd'ya say let's go clubbing?" I hear Trent's annoying voice. And yes, everything is annoying right now.

"Leave me alone" I mutter loud enough for him to hear my eyes still closed.

"Come on man, let's go out at least" Joel suggests.

"Let's go to the cliff" Trent says now laying on my left and Joel on my right.

"Not a good idea, remember what happened the last time" Joel mutters and i feel a tug at my chest.

That's not a very good memory but i push the feeling aside and answer them.

"I won't jump over it again" i open my eyes and look at the two people that are always there for me, they're the best things that have ever happened to me in this shitty life.

"You said that before you tried it" Joel says with a faraway look in his eyes, he must be thinking about it.

I gave everyone a pretty good scare because I was upset with my dad.

"Can we please not talk about that?" I say not caring how hurt I sound, they are the only ones that know the real me, I don't have to stay guarded when they are with me.

"Sorry dude, we can at least go camping if you don't want to do anything" Trent says sounding sensible for once in his life.

"I don't really want to" I reply sounding depressed.

"I know its not the right time and you definitely don't want to hear this but your dad called and asked me to tell you to be there and be early" Joel says quietly thinking I'll over react.

"He knows I'm not going, why waste his time" I roll my eyes.

"I have an idea, why don't we go to the wood house this weekend and just have our time, the three of us" I suggest to lift the mood, they both look like I do and I don't want that.

"Errrr, Rick I don't think that-" I stop him before he finishes.

"I promise I won't try anything dumb, I have a lot of things to do, besides who is going to annoy clumsy and always be her-" I stop when I realise what I said.

"Oooohhh, I'm so telling Jessy about this" Trent claps like a little girl.

"You are fucking stupid" I hit the back of his head.

"Ouch, now I'm going to tell that Valeria girl you want to take her out on a date" he threatens smiling evilly.

"You wouldn't dare"

"Ricky and clumsy sitting in a tree-" he starts singing but stop when Joel and I cover his mouth.

"Shut the fuck up" we both yell.

"Fine" he mumbles.

"Why don't we crash my fathers little party if we want an adventure" I smirk.

"Do you want to invite clumsy and her hot Mexican friend, what's her name again? Yeah Cass?" Joel suggests sitting up.

"Nah, I'm not attending the thing" I shake my head and he has a disappointed look in his eyes.

Trent's stupid phone rings and that reminds me of my broken one, ugh life sucks.

He answers and hangs up after a few seconds.

"I'll be back later tonight" he says and Joel rolls his eyes.

"Just use protection, I don't think Diane would want to be a grandmother anytime soon" he teases and I burst out laughing.

"Fuck you idiot" he yells over his shoulder and Joel also Join in the laughter.

I love my stupid friends.

"But seriously man, if you like Cass just ask her out" I say after a few minutes of silence.

"Wh- who said I like her?" He stutters and I smile.

"I've known you since I was three, you can't lie to me" I let him know there's no way out of this.

"I like her yes, she's just so awesome, her personality draws me in, she is so full of life and I just love how carefree she is" he says smiling and I smile at him.

"We can invite her to the trip" I suggest and he looks hopeful.

"Come on, let's go invite them" I say standing up, honestly I'm sick of sitting down and thinking about my messed up life.

I smile internally, I can't wait to see clumsy, she's so fun to be around and helps me forget about my dad, now that I think about it she's never talked about her parents, not that we talk about things.

I just like seeing her pissed off, she's so cute.

  That's Rick for you and yes he uses the 'f' word a lot, but he wouldn't be the typical bad boy if he doesn't right.

Kindly V. C. S

Bye lovelies Bghali😘