Hearing Trent and Joel argue is the worst thing ever, they act like bratty five year olds for fucks sake, I take a swig of my beer, it's not kicking in, I'll have to hit my dad's liquor cabinet.

The girls walk out and for a second they look confused, then amused, they look around probably trying to figure out what's happening, I ignore them.

"Care to explain what's going on?" Joel's pretty Latin girl asks and I block them out not in the mood to be here anymore, I walk out and head for my favorite place, the main reason I love this place, the beach.

Sunsets at the beach is the best thing, watching it calms me down and makes me forget about my life and problems, well until I have to go back to reality.

My problems are all centred on my dad, not only is he an asshole and excuse of a father, sometimes I wonder if he's human because of his lack of emotions.

I don't know how Jessica does it but I'm sure if I were her, I would dump my father's Ass and leave him to rot, she works for him for about seventy hours a week and he doesn't even have the courtesy to say a simple 'thanks' when she sets up one of his damned Galas.

I remove my shoes and drop them somewhere close, before laying down on the sand in the empty beach, looking at the sun starting to set, I close eyes relishing the peace and nature, if only I could stay here forever.

If there's one thing my dad and I have in common is the love for our privacy and the hate to explain ourselves. I've learnt to live with his I don't care attitude or is it ignorance, either way I've learnt to live with it, just like he lives with my nonchalant attitude.

Lost in my thoughts, I lost track of time at some point I guess, it's getting late and...... Oh my fucking god I forgot I didn't tell anyone I was leaving, they must be worried by now. I hope they didn't dial Jessica.

Groaning I get up immediately and almost fall from the force that hits me, what the fuck was that? Before I could process what was happening I feel arms around me and it clicks all too quickly for my liking, that scent.

Clumsy

"Clumsy if you don't let go I'll be forced to think you want to take advantage of me" I tease after a few seconds of her hugging me. She quickly releases me like I burned her.

"I wasn't, we were just so worried, you disappeared and your phone was at the house and Joel and Trent were acting weird and scared and we kind of all just freaked out and went searching and couldn't find you in the house, and you were acting strange and I know you have a problem with your dad and I was just worried you'd do something stupid, it's not like..... " I cut her off from her ranting, who knew she talked too much and honestly too fast too.

"Stop ranting and worrying, I just wanted fresh air, actually needed" I smile reassuringly at her.

The fact that she suspects I have a problem with my dad is enough to make me shut her up, that's between me and him, and whoever the fuck he tries to make convince me to do whatever he wants.

"What are you doing here?" oh I totally forgot she's still here.

"Can't I just like the scenery?" I tilt my head to the side and she huffs.

"You really had us worried and you're here without a care in the world" she looks serious now.

"I wish that was remotely true" I wanted to say but I just nod, it's easier that way.

"Mr arrogant you better talk right now" she sighs frustrated, totally opposite of what I expected from her. "I'm sorry I mean, I know you have a thing with your dad, I can't say I understand how you feel but trust me, it's easier to have someone to talk to, maybe him or anyone I don't know just let it out *sigh* I'm not saying you have to do as I say"
I wasn't expecting that either.

What do I do now?

"I'm fine" I say a little harsh, that was uncalled for but I'm not a touchy feely type okay.

She looks taken aback by my tone but she nods and starts walking in the direction of the house.

I wanted to call her back and apologise but I didn't.

Filler chapter, yes, short, i know, I'm sorry for not updating in like forever, I have no excuse honestly, just didn't have any idea but I hope this is okay at least.
See you next time, preferably soon, vote, comment and share please, I need feedback. Silent readers thanks for reading but a vote doesn't hurt.

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