It's late and I'm thinking about all the friends I used to have on here

With most of them we just kinda... lost touch. It doesn't help that I didn't have a phone for like a year once and couldn't message them back

There used to be so many people I knew and could talk to and like... I don't even know how many of them still remember who I am

I messaged one on Instagram once and she and I had been super close back when I was hyperfocused on Undertale. Like, we talked every day and I had her on Skype and everything. I came back after that year without a phone and she hardly even remembered my name....

And then there's also the issue where sometimes I just straight up forget to respond to someone and then we don't talk for months afterward. I think oh, I'm busy so I'll message them back tomorrow and then suddenly three months have passed and it fucking sucks why do I do this

I only have like two friends from here that I somewhat keep in touch with. I just.... I miss everybody. Wattpad isn't what it used to be, ya know? I can't make friends as easily as I used to.

Fuck. Okay, that's enough moping for tonight, I guess. Thanks for reading my depressing thoughts?? Hope y'all are doing better than me