I just can't keep this in any longer, it's falling apart, it's broken, everyone's gone or going.

Il have no more friends left..

My group of friends, the Mezmas, are splitting apart.

My best friend Fraser moved and won't be back for 3 years

My other friend Emma is moving in the summer aswell and isn't coming back.

Another friend of mine, jordyn, might be moving back to her old city,

And a younger member of the group named Ariana won't be going to middle school with natalie, ashley, and I so she gone two.

Jordyn and Ashley are constantly fighting

Emma's spitting lies and trying to cover for Jordyn

Natalie hasn't changed except I now know she's into a lot of the same things as me which is the only good thing.

Ariana's kinda pushy

And Fraser's not responding to my skype messages.

I met Fraser and Emma in grade one

Jordyn in grade two

Ashly came along shortly after that

Natalie joined in grade 5

And Ariana joined shortly after Fraser left.

It was fun. I was promoted to group leader by the others,

Emma and Fraser would fight over who's second in command,

Jordyn, ashley, and Natalie talking and joking around, Ariana messing with me once in a while,

And Fraser planning how to get people in trouble, game statagie, asking when we can play on my minecraft server,

Everything was perfect

And now it's all gone.

I know either no one reads this or no one cares but I'm glad to get this off my chest.

Were drifting like team crafted.

I trying to hold onto what we had whatever hope had survived this battlefield called friends.

Anyways

~scotch out