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Things have been happening. Things that are normal.
Yelling....
Time going by faster than the blink of an eye. Am I delusional, is reality really real? Oh no, I'm falling. Oh well. It isn't like I have anyone to save me anyways.
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Blocking it all out.
My smile, a lie.
Thought as a beast.
Even though, No one truly knows me.
Even myself.
Why did I have to turn out this way? A Beast, numb to the pain and screaming around. Not a clue about myself
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My outer shell won't fall.
I can last through the facade.
Why did this happen?
Will anyone save me.
Thought about resorting to the blade.
Perhaps, jumping off a cliff.
Some things are bound to happen I was told.
Then maybe just maybe, I was bound to jump and then fall.
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When life turns upside down, cling to life. Dear god if he or she exists cling to it. Unless you are that one suicidal person...
Me.
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I feel numb from the height. How far I have gone and how low I have dropped.
My head rising above the clouds and beyond. A temporary feeling at max. The next time it happens, I go lower and lower and lower. Until I'm beneath the ground and in hell.
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What this is I don't know.