I'm so stupid. Why did I give myself a deadline? I mean like it's good for me but still!!!

I wrote chapter ten and the I had to turn it to chapter eleven. Then I also have the vmin fanfic to start writing. I'm a dumb ass am I not.

I haven't even finished the first chapter and I promised to release it on Friday. Aishhhh.

There's also the fact that I might publish my fairy tail fanfic. Yes I have a fanfic on that. I have a lot of fanfics that I could publish.

I should out this in that book where I have update right???

I have to get ready for APs which are next week. Who the fuck decided that every school should start in August except for the schools in New York and then end at May. Really?

Does no one care about the New York kids? I have the AP Euro rest to take and AP Comp sci. I would love it if someone tutored in Euro. I'm a sophomore taking a senior class.

I'll just keep in ranting.

I'm also tired because my chemistry teacher can't teach and she gives us Castle learning assignments which I never have time to finish. I'm failing and I can feeling my parents' stare.

I also have the Spanish verbal for the regents coming up in May. I am not ready! I still use google translate. I turned down the AP Spanish offer so I'm not taking it next year!

Is that a bad idea???

Most of my friends are ignoring me. I mean like it's not new news but still. This is the result of having toxic friends all your life and then you have real friends.

Then there was Bts's comeback but I feel like it's not as popular as their other albums. Personally this wasn't my favorite but I love boy with luv.

I'm failing so much that I need help. Let me drown in stress. I also have a bed time at 10 and I cone home at 6 and start HW at 7. Liked that's enough time. Smh.

There's more. My clothes are disappearing on me. How does that make sense???

Like I put it on the bed and then I don't see it. There are clothes I haven't seen since last year that I want to wear.

My parents hate the fact that I got software engineering as my major. It was my decision and it's also the reason why I went to the High School I am in now.

My mom and I argue on a daily basis. By now, I'm pretty bipolarness goes through the family. That's a fact.

Anyways. Sorry for bothering you guys. I hope you guys had a better day than me.

And remember to stream Boy With Luv.

Halsey's voice is amazing.