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If you won't treat me right. I don't need you in my life.

I thought you cared about me.
I thought this was a safe place.
I thought that you'd always support me.

Turns out I was wrong.
Like always.
I'm just like my mother...

For years.
I tried so so hard.
To be a good kid, to be a good student, to be a good friend.

And this is what I always get in return.

Yeah, okay. Maybe I'm emotionally unstable and taking this too far.
But I've been dealing with this my entire life.

I'm exhausted. Let it end. Please.

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I have a hard time with words. Using them to explain my feelings and thought are hard.

People say they understand... but then judge me anyway.
Bash me for expressing emotion.

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The things people say, online or real life.
Are extremely messed up. Sometimes it disgusts me.
Even makes me physically sick.

I'm surrounded by these horrible people, constantly.
Why?

WHY!?

Even as a young kid I had to deal with horrible shit.
I'm so fucking over it.
Let it end.