Sorry for being late.
Actually I am confused about writing this story.Only a few people read it.Last chapter read by only 34 reader.

Again only a very very few people gives response to this story(16 out of 34)

Anyways I really hope this book get proper attention.In this state it's very difficult for to continue write.

If you're reading then shower your love them.
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I am glad to see that you guys understand his(zarun) character and pov very well.You are already emotionally connected with him.And you guys feel bad for him.You all under same flag of zarun's ship.

But trust me sara isn’t bad also.
Do you remember she wears full shelves to hide red marks that's caused by zarun???

She is just very impulsive & takes wrong action to win against zarun.

And you know Everything is fair in love and war.

I just want to disclose scene jarur paltega.(bigg boss title😂😂)

Okay no more bakbak.

Enjoy reading.
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"Zarun go back to your room"
FOR the first time zarun's dadi talked rudely and strict voice with him.

Zarun looked at her in teary eyes & marched on his bed room.

He closed the door and leaned against the door.

I won't cry.I won't cry.
I am a strong boy.
I can't be break down.
I can't loose myself that for stupid sara.

By why mumma papa can't see my loneliness??

Why they always ignored my feelings- emotions?

They left alone in my birthday party.

Happy birthday to me.
A bleated happy birthday to you zarun malik

And he burst into cry.

Their (guest) words echoed loudly in his ears.He closed his ears in frustration but still he can hear those harsh sentences.

I feel pity for him
He left alone on his birthday.
Mr.Malik is very protective about sara
If he wanted he could have wait for suggestion or advice of family doctor.

Mumma-papa only cares for sara.I wish I could get half of cares that sara received from mummy-Papa.

Zarun sighed.
He weeps his tears.

He takes his diary and starts writing.
He penned down his pain in this diary.

He doesn’t open up anybody in two reasons.

First he doesn’t want to show his fragile side to anybody and most important reasons who cares about his emotions??
Is there anybody for him??

If they really care about his emotions then this day Won't come and there will be no necessity of penning down his pov.

A lone of tears drops from his eyes & the paper adsorb the water.

I wish my pain will vanish like this.
I wish I could forget everything.

But how can I forget that day when he first came into our house.

Flashback

I was so happy then.Mumma - papa already informed me about her coming.

I was happy because finally I got a partner who lived with me twenty four hours.

I gladly received her.
She looked so cute in that red frock.

She really looked like a barbie doll that she was holding her hand.

But little did I knew one day this barbie doll turned into a witch.
She showed her true colour.

I was so fool.

I always pampered her and tried to make her happy as she lost the most valuable things at her young age.

But little did I knew she snatched everything from me one day.

He made me unwanted in my own house.

It was my fault.I gave him more space and she made me out of space.

I clearly remembered that day when my  mumma-papa shifed me to next room as I was senior to sara.

And she slept peacefully in my place with my mummy-papa.

She snatched my position.

I was so fool.

I befriended with her and made others befriended too with her and she insulted me before my friend,made fun of me.(remembering d car incident)

I wish I could erase those bad memories from my head.

Ahhh my heart is bleeding.

Sara I can't never forgive you entire my life.Today you set off a new record.

Finally you have been successful to broke my heart.

May you get tired of breaking dolls & cars.

But from now on I wouldn’t not allow to play with my emotions.

I will fight for my right.

He turned the page of diary.

Dear diary don't think me I am jealous of that stupid,arrogant,witch sara.I crave for my parents attention.I crave for their love.I just want to get my portion of love.

I have no problem to share with them sara but I want my portion of love.

Why I will be ignored every time??
Why they will be expect maturity from me?Why I can't be get pampered like sara.

I want to be get spoilt like sara.

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Zarun beta opened the door.

Zarun stopped his writing but didn’t answer back to her dadi.

I know beta you aren’t sleeping.Please open the door and eat something.

Zarun smiled. (At least someone remember me)

No.Dadi,I am not hungry.

Beta you shouldn’t sleep in empty stomach.

For dadi's shake open the door.

Zarun can't ignore his dadi's pleading.

He hide the diary under the bed and opened the door.

Dadi's heart pricked seeing his pale face.She hugged him tightly.Zarun too hugged back happily.

I love you dadi.Only you loved me.
Dadi shocked but didn’t react.

"This happened when you gave priority others over your child"

She thought to discuss about it Mr.Malik.
It’s bothering her since evening.

She feed him and made sleep.

She sat on jainamaj and prayed for zarun's well being to Almighty Allah.

Precap-Go with the flow.

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