Meera's POV

Can I be more lucky? No !!!!
I got a man who understands me without even I say ! I was missing mom and dad so much and my wish came true. I was seeing then after ten freaking years. and this will always be the best birthday ever. First because a daughter again got her parents on the day when she saw her parents for the first time by coming to earth and second the first birthday with my love,my husband..My Abeer !!!

No one still knows that who I'm but I'm sure now it won't hide, I myself will not hide it. And Rajeev Kapoor I'll not leave you now!!! I'm back Rajeev Kapoor!!

When Abeer opened the zip of my dress I was frozen. Goosebumps aroused when he touched by bare beck.
His effect on me !! I was holding my breath till he opened the zip of my ball gown!!

Abeer arranged the terrace so much beautiful. I mean how he get these unique ideas. The whole floor of terrace garden from start till end were decorated with tiny lanterns that made heart everywhere and it looked so much amazing!!!
And more amazing then this was that tent illuminated with those tealights and I could smell coffee beans. It was cushioned with mattress and pillows. This was just bliss!!
Just we both under the starry night!!

How romantic !!!!

He said he can do anything for my laughter!! I know I'm very very lucky but I just hope this anything doesn't really go to Anything !!

Well there was one more surprise for me. Gift!!!

"Emm..it's not much expensive ..actually not at all.." He said and I frowned

Why he always want to have a lump some price tag on everything!!

"Feelings don't have a price tag Abeer" I stated and he sighed
"Give me" I added forwarding her hand and he nodded taking out a box and a paper.

Whoaa!! Two gifts !!!! And the packing is really cute for the gift he's holding in one hand and in another hand a piece of paper.

"Wow...that looks nice packing and two gifts." I asked happily looking at the box
"Em, firstly open the box" he said and I nodded opening the box and took out the thing from inside.

Bulb. It was a beautiful bulb with a tiny switch and inside the bulb was imprinted I love You.

"From where you got this" I asked looking at him
"Cambridge. You didn't like it right..." He said being sad

"Idiot. I just loved it. It's so so cute and beautiful. Look at the glitters and this imprint. I'll hang it on my side of bed near lamp. Thank you for this." I said smiling and he smiled
"Now..show me your other hand" I said as there was a paper and I could feel something wrapped in it. 

He  gave me the same and I unwrapped it.
It was a small mirror.A very beautiful small vintage mirror!

I'm going to keep this in my handbag  forever!!
 
"I know I'm not perfect Meera..but I'll always be like this mirror to you. Very clear and true..I want you to look into my eyes as you look into the mirror and smile. Today I gift myself to you Meera. You can make me do whatever you want me to" He said and I looked at him.

His love for me is incomparable but gifting himself..no !! That's not right!!

"Abeer what are you even saying..You aren't a thing..and this relationship is equal. You don't need to do this" I said
"But I want. I want to gift myself to you" He told
"Abeer..Trust me You're already the biggest gift of god that I've got but taking you as a gift from you was never even thinking and will not be. You'll always be like this because I love you the way you're.If I'll change you the way I want then won't I be loving a fake person which you're not" I asked
"It's your profit in this Meera." He said and I smiled
"We were always equal Abeer. A relationship is balanced when both the people are equal.. neither one big nor other small.. and I don't want a proof like this for knowing that how much you love me. Well, if you say it's profit to me then I'm happy with a loss" I told and smiled while he hugged me
"Still, I promise I'll not let you fight anything alone now. Neither your demons nor your fears. We both are togather in this" He said kissing my hand.

We were in a half sitting position. My head was on his shoulders and he was doing don't know what with my hairs!!!!!!!!

Actually making them more tangled then they were right now!!!

"Abeer.." I called and he hummed sweetly
"You know when I was nine. I read a fairytale book. That time I went to mom and asked her that who's my prince charming" I said recalling the times and Abeer looked at me
"So, what did she say" He asked
"She told me that one day when I'll grow bigger someone will walk in my life and get everything right when everyone else would be wrong. Someone who'll love to help me grow in every aspect. Someone who'll love me the most and whom I will trust on everything.  The day when I'll have my best friend, my biggest supporter and partner all wrapped in one person.. he'll be my prince charming..and see I got him" I said looking into his eyes and he smiled

"I know I'm still not perfect..I've flaws but I'm real and I'm this Abeer. You know now I feel that I'm very fortunate that I found you. Maybe everything that happened was meant to be from start because I was meant to be yours. Today I feel as if I made the best decision to get married to you.  And now I feel as if there's someone who'll listen to me whenever I'll need him." I said and he smiled hugging me
"Always beside you like your shadow"he said and I smiled.

"You know Abeer, I'm tired of being strong. Now I'm tired of saying it's okay everytime. In starting it was very difficult for me you know. When I came here in Mumbai everyone asked me who I'm and what I was able to answer was Meera. And then the next question that was thrown on me was, surname!! And when I didn't have any answer they thought me as an orphan. I always wanted to scream and say that I'm Meera Kapoor. But nothing was more important then dad's promise. You know since years I was waiting for this birthday, so that I can go back to Paris..to my parents and to my revenge!!!! I never had any dream in life other then being a business woman and proving myself. I never thought of anything else then all this. I knew you from the day I came here. Your photographs hanging on each wall of this mansion. But, I never thought my life with be tied with you one day. You know I was busy preparing for your marriage but I didn't ever know that basically I was preparing for my own wedding" I said and he chuckled

 "Even I didn't know that this was going to happen but I'm very happy that this happened .You know Meera when I realized that I love you I thought that these feelings can never be mutual because you're a very different person from me. You don't like the things I like and I don't like the things you like. Your thinking towards life is far away from what I think. I know I too have many flaws in which biggest are my patience and anger issues. I never thought that you'll even like me. " He told and I smiled.

"Abeer,you know I never thought that I'll ever fall in love. I never thought that I'll be able to understand what being in love means but now I understood that love is a slow process.You don't fall in love with a person in a single night. The bond need to be nurtured. Like you know a baby in mother's womb needs time to nurture itself. I feel the same about love. These six-seven months I got to know you. Your highs and your lows. Your ups and your downs. Hey, by the way when you realized this feeling "I said and he smiled

"Meera,I told you naa,I  fell in love with you that day in NY when I saw you lying unconscious in front of me. And..  When did you fell in love with me"he asked and I chuckled
"May be very early then I think"I said and he looked at me confused

"Abeer,you know I was not able to name the feelings I have for you for a long time but now when I think about it then I feel that I fell in love with you slowly when I saw all your sides. I thought you can never be someone with whom I'll be compatible but your efforts made me slowly fall for you.That day in the car you were angry on me because of my own stubbornness still you wiped my tears away. That day I actually realized that to which extent I hurt you and seeing you like this made my heart heavy and that's when I realized I love you. I know I don't have anything special in me still I'm not going to leave you ever now. And if you try a bit to do so I'll sew you Malhotra"I confessed and he chuckled

"And who told you that you don't have anything special in you" he asked and I looked down

Do I have something which he should really like?

"I'm talking to you" he said raising my chin by his finger and tears pooled in my eyes.

"You never hid anything from me Abeer. Whether it was your care or anger or possessiveness. But I hid each and everything about me. I know I didn't lie but still you're far better then what I'm. I still am fighting with my demons and weaknesses and you.. You've been holding me and I'm sure you'll hold me like this only. But me ? How I'll hold you when I was never able to hold myself. Then tell me how can I have something special when I've not made you feel like this ever and you..you made me feel lucky every time whether it was in NY in that watch showroom or whether it was cooking for me or it was in exhibition or the launch or today when it's my birthday and I feel so lucky to have you "I told while a tear left my eye and he sighed wiping my tears.

"You want to know what's special in you. These eyes which shine when someone else is happy because of you. These lips which curl into a smile when you get desserts and sweets and food and chocolates off course. You ask that when did you make me feel special? The day when you cooked for me for the first time you made me feel special. The day when you watched a movie with me in NY you made me feel special. The day when you were ready to learn horse riding from me, you made me feel special. The day when you took your name as Meera Abeer Malhotra..you made me feel special. The day when you made me realize the meaning of a perfect man..you made me feel special.. the day when you started to pick my clothes every day..you made me feel special. The day when you hugged me for the first time I felt special, the day when you kissed me for the first time on cheek I felt special. The day you hugged me on airport I felt special. That day when I was in Cambridge and you called me in middle of the night, I felt special. When you didn't trust that Emma and trusted me, I felt hell special Meera and I feel very lucky and blessed to have you.
Meera Malhotra...This!! Your simplicity is special for me and I've fallen truly, madly and deeply for you. And if you say you'll not hold me then trust me Meera.. I'm not going to leave you ever so you've no option other then holding me love" he said kissing my nose and wiped my tears.

"And I'll gladly choose the last option but what if you go away" I told frowning and he smiled

"Meera, you know when I used to ask Advik that how you can live your whole life with a single person..he replied me something and I think I'm cherishing it now" He said
"What? " I asked

"That When you're in love no matter how many reasons you may have to leave but you'll have just one reason to stay and that's love for that one person and that's enough for holding on forever. When there are bad times, you go through challenges then this love keeps you going. Through all thick and thin your love becomes your strength. Without that one person the world feels empty and without the love of that one person you feel like you don't even exist. And that's it Meera. You mean world to me now love. I can't even imagine a day without you so imagining life without you is something far far away from even thinking, so remember I'm always yours Meera and I don't have a big heart..so you're mine Meera" he confessed and I smiled

"Je suis a toi pour toujour Abeer (I'm yours forever Abeer)" I said and he smiled hugging me

" You know Meera, I never thought I'll love someone so deeply. But now I want you forever. You know looking at your sleepy head in my arms, on my shoulder is something I want now. I want to be the warmth that fills your chills. I want to be that blanket which you hug in the night and want to be the coffee which you drink in the morning. I want to be stubborn with you I want all your flaws Meera. I want to go to that deepest part of your heart and mind that no one's allowed to enter. I want to look at you like a movie you know. A movie that never ends. A forever lasting movie in which I capture each and every moment living with you" he said kissing my knuckles and tears fell down my eyes when I stood and hugged him tightly

"Thankyou for everything Abeer... for loving me and understanding me" I mumbled and he smiled
"Baby I'm going to love you like this only. In your strongest to weakest moment. I'm going to love you like this when you're happy or even when you're sad. And as you've loved me.. imperfectly perfect.. I'll love you as perfectly imperfect." He said and I smiled

"Don't know how I got you" I mumbled and he smirked

I was thinking that why this smirk didn't came since a long!!!

"You know I must've wished for you so hard and so deeply that you might have not left with any choice other then coming true" he said and I chuckled.
"Where did you read this cheesiness" I asked and he laughed

"I don't know some book maybe. They're surely not mine"he said and I smiled.

 Our coffees were already cold so we ate chocolates.

Yes,I Shared my chocolates. 
         
"You looked very much gorgeous today Meera. Like a honeybun " Abeer whispered and I smiled                                   
"Like an honeybun. Not bad" I chuckled and he smiled

"You don't even have any idea how many nicknames I've for you in how many languages and how much I want to call you with each of them" He said and I laughed

"tu es fou( mad you're ) Abeer"I chuckled

"You know Meera, when I knew nothing about you I used to think that how can you speak other languages so fluently and on the top of all you speak French like a pro. But now I came to know that how you speak French so amazingly"  he said and I nodded            
"After all language of Paris. When I was in school in Paris , I used to get full marks in French and then mom always used to say that she's made for Paris only" I said going back in the time.

"You missed Paris Meera"he asked

"If I will say no then I'll be definitely wrong. I missed Paris because it's my born place Abeer. I spent 12-13 years of my life there. The only memories which I have with my parents are of Paris. Atleast you were able to videocall mom and dad and see them and your home. For me such option was also not possible. I don't even know that if it looks as it looked ten years back or not. So yes I miss Paris but then I loved India. After all we're Indians. So an year or two were a bit tough for me here to get used to the life here,but then now India has given me A family including loving parents,A bestfriend one could ever wish for and offcourse you"I said looking at him.

"That's true. I too love NY because it's my born place but you know the difference is I never came to India still I was connected to India every time. But now don't worry. You need not to hide anymore. Show your love to your parents in public. Let them live the moments that they've missed these years and let yourself live the moments you've missed these years"He told and I nodded.

I'm really fortunate enough to have him!!

"Yes but I'll be in peace that day when I'll make sure that the person behind these tears and more then my tears the person behind the tears of my dad and mom will not be spared."I said fisting my hands and he squeezed my hands providing me assurance that he's there.

But no Abeer. That's my fight and I'll not drag anyone and especially you in this dirty game of Rajeev Kapoor. I know to which extent he can go to snatch what he wants. And in this all I can't let you happen anything.   
                               
"Abeer, thanks a lot for bringing mom and dad here. You've made this the best birthday ever" I said and he smiled.

We both didn't say anything for sometime.

 Abeer looked at me and smiled again. He slid his arms around my waist and came more close to me. 
I looked down while my hands were resting on his shoulders. He bent his face a little down to match mine. I could feel his breaths. The heart was beating very rapidly and I'm sure he must be able to hear that. His hands travelled from my waist to my cheeks and I closed my eyes.       

With that his lips touched mine.

Time stopped at the moment , still flutter intensified. My heart was pounding in my chest and I got weaker.  There was a sweet emotion I could feel . His smell was hypnotic.
Our lips were moving in synchronization. It was an all new experience for me. Adrenaline rushed into my body and I gave in parting my lips.

It felt as if he's painting on a canvas. His taste made me go numb. It Silenced my thought power completely. He invaded all my senses completely.

 I had my first kiss. I experienced my first kiss which was like a fairytale magic. It was small but everlasting in my heart.

And the first kiss feels so ecstatic and spercalifragilistic.

                                   
 
"Tumhare rooh (soul) ki khushboo...
ab itr(essence) sa kaam karti hai !
Dil ki har ek saans...
ab tumhara naam leti hai !! Ab kaabu nahi hai khud par....
tumhare sath ragbat(allure) ka jaha bun rahi hu !
Auro ki parwah chod...
apne dil ki sun rahi hu !!
Tumhari mohobaat ki inayat(kindness) mein..
kuch you kho jaana chahti hu !
In siyah (black) raato mein mai tumhe...
Apna ab mehtaab(moon) banaati hu !!
Ye tumhara hi to asar hai.. ki andhere mein bhi ab noor(light) dikhne laga hai ! Ishq ka anjaam kuch ye hai..
ki ab to sifer(nothingness) me bhi sab kuch milne laga hai !!
ki ab to sifer(nothingness) me bhi sab kuch milne laga hai !!

{The fragrance of your soul...
Do the work of essence !
Each breath of the heart..
Now Takes your name!!
Now I don't have control on myself...
I'M knitting the world of allurance with you !
Without caring of what others say..
I'm listening to my heart!!
In the kindness of your love....
I want to get lost something like this !
In the dark balck nights..
I want to make you my moon!!
This is your effect only..
That in darkness too I'm able to see light !
The result of love is this that..
Now in nothingness too I've found everything !!
Now in nothingness too I've found everything !! }

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