Meera's POV

I revealed everything. Yes,finally one of the promise I gave my dad completed.

My dad who is Mr.Aditya Kapoor, the CEO Of Kapoor Empire.

I'm twenty four finally. I promised my dad and mom that I'll not reveal my identity till I'm twenty four and that had very big reason. My studies needed to be completed and our enemies needed to believe and forgive a name Meera Kapoor !!

Abeer's anger is justified. I don't know how I forget that I was a gold medalist in Harvard and then my photo was a must to be in head's office. I know it hurt Abeer lot because he felt cheated.
He felt betrayed but I was helpless. As much as I love him I love my dad and mom too. And for me promises are meant to be kept and I did it.

I told Abeer everything. My life firstly had only two motives. One, completing dad's wish of being the CEO of Kapoor Empire and second destruction of Rajeev Kapoor who tried to kill my dad and me thrice. Due to whom I started hating bodyguards, due to whom I developed phobia of hospitals and darkness. Due to whom I started getting nightmares and panic attacks and due to whom I had to leave my own parents for ten years!!!

Due to whom aunty met that accident protecting me. If that day anything would've happened to aunty I wouldn't be able forgive myself ever!!!

I thought when I'll tell Abeer how he would react but he hugged me and there I melted in his arms. It was all I wanted while sharing my whole life with him and he did that only. I love him much more but he's a good person and what I hid from him was very big thing and he already told me many times that he hate lies and liers...and somehow unknowingly I did the same.

He'll leave me now right!!
He hates me for lying!
I've to go away from him!!

All I know was crying.

What an amazing birthday right!!

Still he was blaming himself for ruining my birthday when he was today at no fault. I don't say I was!
Sometimes circumstances are like this only. When you don't have any say in that, neither you can do anything..you just have to face it !

But what I know right now is..does he really hate me??
I love you Abeer, please don't hate me!! I can bear anything but not your hate!

"Meera..what happened.." he asked

"Af..after knowing all this...you'll le..leaave me right "I asked him between my sobs and he looked at me shocked

"Are you mad...why would I leave you" he asked

"Because before some time you said you hate me" I replied now crying badly

I can't live without you now!!

"Meera.. what are you even thinking.  It was just a heat of moment. I didn't mean that" he said bending down on his feet on the floor wiping my tears.

"I can never even think to leave you idiot.. " he said

"You don't hate me right. Please don't hate me" I cried and he looked at me a bit angrily now.

What did I do now !!!

"Meera.How can I hate you fool!! When I love you " he screamed and I looked at him still not believing what he said.

For two minutes there was utter silence!

"Wh..what you said..ri..right n..now" I stammered and he looked at me cursing something looking down.

I heard it wrong!!! Yes, I heard it wrong, right???

I stood up from the bed and kneeled down in front of him taking his face in my palms.

"Abeer.." I whispered and he looked at me with tears in his eyes.

Damn! I can see everything in this world but tears in his eyes is something I can't see !

"I do...I love you..I've been loving you since the moment I saw you lying unconscious in front of me!! I realised the thing that moment only that how important you're to me and I can't live without you. Seconds change people Meera. Those seconds were the one which made me realize , that how empty I'm without you. How our mansion seemed to be haunting when you weren't chirping there.
 I Love you so much, with every ounce of my being. When you ever didn't feel good all I wanted was to make you happy somehow. I know our marriage was not like a normal one.I may not have been your choice ever, but trust me after some months I realised,  maybe whatever happened was not bad at all. It was the most good thing that happened! At least you were someone whom my heart always wanted. I tried sorting things and being straight every time , but I always messed up things.
I know I'm miserable. I did mistakes every time. I'm a child in this. I still do mistakes and then expect them to be erased but I know they can't. Still, I realised one thing in these seven months that every time I made you cry, that making you cry wouldn't let me live in peace for even a milli second. I feel choked when I see you in tears due to me.
You say I'll leave you?  How can I..when I was the one who was not ready to let you go even when you wanted to go  away from me.I know how much hard it was for me to agree to that. I wanted you to look into my eyes, fight with me, argue with me, slap me, kick me or even kill me but I never wanted you to leave me.
 I want you Meera like I've never wanted anyone else before and will never want!! 
 And now there's no chance I'll leave you ever. Even if I do hundreds of more mistakes, I'll try my best to rectify them but I'll not leave you. The only thing I wanted that time and all this time is, YOU TO STAY!!
My day start by your voice Meera and my day ends with that. I've always got everything.. I didn't ever wish for anything, but now I everyday wish for you..You to stay forever with me.I know I'll not let you go now ever still I'm afraid to loose you because I LOVE YOU.

And Still I don't want to force it on you because the one which is forced is not love, right! " He confessed wiping the tear in his left eye and I was just looking and absorbing whatever he confessed.

"Do you remember the book I left for you Meera..and that page where I left the book mark..on my favorite lines...you know when I read it years back I thought those lines are of no sense..but when I fell for you , I realised how much they mean and how true they're  when it said

  "I've for the first time found what I can truly love- I've found you."

I've for the first time ever found what I can truly love...I've found you Meera...." He repeated those lines and I blinked my eyes to let my tears to fall down.

"Why.." I whispered and he looked at me

"Why me Abeer. I'm not worthy of it. " I sobbed and he wiped my tears

"If you aren't, Then I think no one will ever be. You know since start I kept annoying you still you handled me every time. I'm so insanely, crazily in love with you that I can't see anything around if you're there. There's nothing more amazing then having you in my life and you ask why you??

I don't have any one reason for this Meera. I've millions!! Millions and trillions reasons for this!
You show me the truth every time. You let me know my good and my bad. You make me believe in myself more and more.  I love you much more because in spite of knowing that I can hurt you badly , you Meera, you stayed every time. You stayed even when you knew that it's not going to be easy. It's going to be damn difficult for you when I was the one who was determined to make it hell for you!! I am sorry for that though !!!
You're very beautiful Meera..both inside and outside. Your soul is beautiful. Your smile, your eyes, your nose, your cheeks when you blush, everything gives me a reason to love you more and more. The way you cross your fingers when you suppress your laughter! The way you tap your right leg when you're nervous , I am in love with that too! I know you would not believe me, may be you must be thinking that how all of a sudden I'm saying all this.. and you must be thinking that why I'm saying all this just after knowing who you're.. but trust me...I wanted to confess in the most grand way today still I couldn't and the words slipped from my mouth due to the situation!! 
 You're making me fall for you a bit more every passing second..even this second I'm falling some more for you.I can't even in my most deadliest nightmare imagine you going away from me, then Letting you go away is FAR MORE THEN IMPOSSIBLE!!!!  " He professed and I hugged him tightly and cried.

"Meeraa..please stop crying sweetheart. I know feelings aren't mutual but..I'll... wait.. forever. I'll make you fall for me! I don't want to force my feelings on you ever! I'll wait !! " he said

How can I be so lucky !!

"Abeer..feelings.." I whispered again and but he cut me off looking at me.

He's crying !

"Love can't be forced. I know. And I'll not force it on you too. I promise " he snivelled and I shut my eyes to let my tears fall.

"Abeer...feelings mutual this time" I whispered and he was still looking down

Didn't he listen!!

"I'm sorry Meera. I Didn't want to tell all of this all of a sudden but it came out my mouth and you kno.." he was blabbering when I shouted

"Abeer...feelings mutual this time" I yelledd and he looked at me

"W..w..what..what??  What you said." He asked to confirm and I blinked my eyes to shed the tears I was holding.

"This isn't a joke right" he asked and I denied

"I don't joke on feelings Abeer. Never! I LOVE YOU ABEER!! " I professed while crying and he instantly hugged me.

I cried and cried. Don't know till how much time I was hugging him tightly and crying. The pain of ten years was flowing and He let me cry all my heart out.

His shirt was all wet.

"I love you Abeer. Don't know  how, why but I love you. I know for much time I ignored my feelings but I can't. Now I can't. No matter how much I tried to think bad of you, to leave you that time but I couldn't. Without you I felt empty Abeer. I know how these two days passed without you.
 You know Abeer sometimes you meet a person when you're facing hard times and you feel to tell them everything, it was just like that. When I married you, I thought you're one of my hard times but after sometime I felt like pouring all my heart out to you knowing that you're my best time..but I couldn't.
You know I didn't have any expectations from you in start but slowly I started expecting from you..may be that's because I wanted to give you everything in return. I was so stubborn all this time. I didn't listen to you. I kept hiding things from you still you were dealing with me with utmost patience till now Abeer.
Telling me everything like someone teach a child. You guided me away from my hollows and unknowingly taught me the meaning of love and happiness.
Abeer, I am a very simple girl. I never had even time to think about something called love in my life . Life's very strange Abeer.. I never thought I'll marry you,but believe me when that day you filled my hair partition with vermilion I knew I was yours from then.

I knew it was a compromise and I didn't even thought that we'll ever have a future. But slowly I started getting addicted to you. I started to care for you. I started smiling by seeing you laugh. I started to feel for you. But I didn't want to give those feelings any name because I always thought one thing-  You can't love me. I'm just your responsibility.
But today.. I think no one's more lucky then me when I know that I'm the one you love. I've founded myself finding you Abeer. I feel so protected when you hug me tightly. I feel so blessed when you wipe my tears , kissing my forehead , making me believe that you're here for me. Thankyou Abeer " I professed still sobbing lightly and he smiled.

"That's the first time I'm smiling, seeing you cry you know." He said kissing my forehead and I sobbed more.

"I love you" I said and he hugged me more tightly choking me.

"I love you much more sweetheart. Much more then you can even imagine. It's out of your imagination" he yelled happily and I chuckled

Suddenly there was knock on the door.

"Meera,child are you okay" came mom's voice and I smiled looking down

"Sorry, I ruined your day" he said while touching his forehead with mine. I could feel his breaths.

"You made my day Abeer. By those three words " I expressed and he smiled kissing my cheek.

"Abeer...Meera..." came dad's voice

"Coming dad" Abeer said and I smiled but neither did he stand up nor let me stand up.

"They're waiting Abeer" I whispered and he sighed.

"No one let me live in peace" he muttered and I chuckled.

We stood up and opened the door.

"Meera you okay.."mom and Dad asked coming towards me and I looked at Abeer.

" Still no one ask me that how am I" Abeer muttered and dad glared him

"Shut up Abeer. Just shut up. Do you know how you behaved. I told to behave nicely with her. What you did. Are you out of your mind Abeer Malhotra" dad shouted and I flinched while Abeer looked down. 

"I swear I wish to beat you up with stick" Dad yelled and raised his hand when I stopped him!!

"Dad..he's not at fault" I was saying when dad stopped me.

"Now no Meera. Stop taking his side. He's hurting you every time and you're taking his side" dad shouted and I sighed

"Dad..he didn't hurt me at all." I said smiling looking at Abeer

"He gave me the best gift on my birthday" I told and they looked confused at me

"What do you mean.." Dad asked and I looked down blushing

"She'll not tell. She's very shy to tell. Well, we... confessed " Abeer told and mom looked at me and her smile grew bigger.

"Didn't I tell you Dev. Dev.... I'm sooo happy " mom shouted happily hugging dad and I looked down smiling widely.

"Thankyou Mom and dad..for tying me up with this man." I said hugging them and they both smiled

"We always wanted best for our children but Abeer Malhotra your anger is still not justified" dad warned and he nodded looking down!

"I'm left in the family hug. Still no one is seeing me" Abeer pouted and we all chuckled and hugged in group.

" I can't ever pay you back for everything you did to me. Mom, thanks for saving my life that day. I still owe it to you." I said and mom slapped me lightly .

"Every birthday you tell me the same thing Meera and now if I will ever hear this from your mouth then I swear I'll beat you up" mom told and I smiled looking at her lovingly and with tears

"Sorry for that attack mom. If I wouldn't have tried taking my life then you wouldn't be suffering that " I said sobbing and mom sighed

"Sweety. Stop blaming yourself. That was never due to you.Keep that in your head "mom told and I looked at Abeer who was looking at me

"I'm still missing something" he asked and I blinked

"I'll tell you.Promise" I said and he nodded

"Now...Meera. Come cut the cake" Dad said and I nodded wiping my tears and we all went downstairs while Abeer was holding my hand since start.

"Abeer...I know child you don't want to leave her but at least let her cut the cake" Scarlett aunty said and he left my hand looking at me smiling.

"Let's cut the cake.. " Scarlett aunty chirped

"Wait a second.I'll be back" Abeer said and ran upstairs.

What happened to him.
He said seconds and it's five minutes.

There he came back..with his Mac book in his hands.

"Abeer..what " I asked while he turned the screen towards me.

I looked at the screen and tears came out of my eyes again..I looked back at Abeer and mouthed him a thankyou to which he smiled

"Happy birthday baby" mom and dad wished and I smiled

"Thankyou M..mom..d..dad" I whispered while Abeer squeezed my hand in assurance that he's there for me.

"Abeer...wait..their phones might be tracing if..Rajeev uncle.." I panicked when dad smiled

"Nothing will happen and moreover now why fears. And I don't think that uncle of yours have so much mind and on the top of that I called them with my office Mac book that means even if he's tracing any location he'll only get to know that it's from Malhotra empire that means a business call " Abeer smirked and I smiled

Clever mind!!

"Abeer call Joseph " I told and he nodded and came back with him.

"Blow the candles Meera and make a wish" Mom said and I looked at Abeer and my both mom and dad.

"I don't have any wish now mom" I replied and she smiled

"Still...anything" mom said and I nodded closing my eyes and joined my hands.

God!! Thanks for giving me everything. Thanks for giving me Abeer. Just a request.. never let him happen anything.

I blew the candles and cut the cake. I fed it to everyone and took a piece towards him. He fed me firstly the same piece and then ate the same.

How sweet!!

"Happiest birthday Mon amour (my love) " Abeer wished and I smiled

"Thanks for understanding me..and thanks for connecting mom and dad. It's the best gift il mio amore ( my love) " I whispered and he hugged me

I wasn't able to remain connected to mom and dad for a long time because dad had an important meeting and mom needed to go urgently to one of her NGOs.

"Meera..go sleep. It's two now" mom said and I nodded

"Mom, dad I'll see you soonest " I whispered to mom and dad on-screen and they nodded.

We came to our room and as soon as we entered Abeer snuggled his arms around me.

"Ab..Abeer.. there's some more to tell. You know right? " I asked and he hummed

"I know. Night's very long Meera. I'll listen everything today." He said and I nodded.

We sat on the bed and he took my hands in his.

"Abeer. When I came India with mom..I didn't know that all this have affected me so much..  but I used to get nightmares. I was loosing myself in all this and I was so fed up that..." I was going to say but lump formed in my throat and tears spilled out.

"It's okay. We can talk later" He said and I denied

"I..tried to commit... su..suicide " I sobbed and he looked at me

"What." He whispered and I sobbed more

"I went to the sea and I.." I was going to say but before that Abeer hugged me tightly

"Are you mad. That's never a solution. How could you do this..If I would've been there I must have slapped you hard."he whisper yelled

"Listening this...mom..mom suddenly got panicked.. he..her Blood pr..pressure increased much...more a..and she...she got.. an.. att..attack " I cried hugging him

"It was my fault...I..I was the reason." I sobbed and he patted my back

"No. Never. You can never be the reason for anything bad. It was written to happen so it did...but never ever now think that it was because of you. You weren't at fault. Do you understand that" He said wiping my tears and I nodded

"Abeer...I didn't lied to you ever,  I just hid things from you..except one thing that I lied" I said looking down

"What.." he asked narrowing his eyes.

" You remember some days before I signed some papers in front of dad. I admit I lied you that time. They were not my License  papers." I told and he looked at me to continue

"They were the legal papers of Kapoor Empire. Very soon I'll be the CEO of Kapoor Empire" I admitted and he smiled

"I really don't mind it now and right now I'm so happy that I couldn't tell you. Congratulations partner. You wanted to be a CEO of a company right ?? Well, You'll be the CEO of a whole freaking empire soon" Abeer cheered and I smiled but this smile still has some pain because much is left now

"Meera..what happened" Abeer asked

"Abeer, Life is indeed a bed of rose for me , because with colors of happiness, love and laughter like rose petals it have thorns of pain and problems too!! I also had the same rose bed but with many thorns." I whispered

"Then let me pick away the thorns and throw them" he stated 

"No Abeer. That's my fight.I'll not let you happen anything in this " I said caressing his cheeks

"Nothing is you and me now Meera. It's ours now. Whether it be happiness or sadness, smiles or pains"Abeer told kissing my palm.

How am I so lucky!!

"Thankyou Abeer. I love you" I said kissing his cheek to which he smiled widely

"I love you too baby" He replied

"So..boundary.. " I asked smiling to which he pulled me towards him

"I can't tell how much I hated it " He said kissing my eyes and I smiled

"Good night Abeer" I wished

"I'm already having one sweetheart and I'm sure you too" he said smirking and I chuckled.

Ye mausam, ye raat...
Tumne kuch ese khaas bnaaye hai  !
Dil ke halat maine bayan kiye...
Tumne bhi saare jazbaat sunaaye hai  !!
Dil ke taar aj ...
kuch yu jud gaye hai !
Ki raste dil ke ...
dono taraf se khul gaye hai !!
Khuli kitaab ke jaise mera dil..
Tumhare saamne khul gaya hai !
Akhir fitoor ishq ka ab..
dono fizaaon me ghul gaya hai  !!
Akhir fitoor ishq ka ab..
Ab dono fizaaon me ghul gaya hai  !!

{This season, this night..
You've made so special !
I recited the feelings of my heart..
You also narrated all the emotions!!
The strings of heart have today..
connected in such a way !
That the ways of heart...
are open from both sides !!
Like an open book my heart...
Has opened infront of you !
And finally the madness of love...
Has dissolved in both the skies!!
And finally the madness of love...
Has dissolved in in both the skies!! }

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