Meeras POV

Everything is good on a line now and I really hope that to be in line. Abeer please don't do anything which hurts me again so badly that after which I wouldn't be able to trust anyone in my life. I've again given you a chance now it's your choice. Either prove yourself or prove me wrong in giving you chance.

I don't know when sleep overpowered me last night and I woke up with the most shocking scene that I never imagined.

He was just an inch away from me. I thought he crossed his boundaries of sleeping and he was smirking. And then I got one more shock when he told me to look at my position!!

Damn!!!!! And I was the one who told him that I don't move in sleep much!!

Like seriously Meera!!

I was literally half sleeping on him!!!

What an embarrassing moment at the morning and what a great good morning!!!

Oh don't forget the sarcasm here!!!

And then his laughing session started.
Can I dig a pit and jump into that for hiding my embarrassment and not to forget redness of the face!!

I was right now sitting on the dressing chair in front of the dressing table.

I looked at myself in the mirror and chuckled thinking all this when I heard Abeer.

"Meera.." He called and I looked up from the dressing table.

He was looking at my image in the mirror..

One minute!! Correction..Staring!!

"Abeer you're staring" I said looking from the mirror and he looked away.

"You want anything" I asked

"Will you pick out my clothes" he asked and I looked at him.

That was the last time when in India I picked his clothes out. It has bad memories and I don't want to remember them at all !!

"Emm...why" I asked

"Today I've two very important meetings...and " he looked into the mirror  and I looked at him to continue.

"And you're my lady luck. My good luck" he completed and I looked at him shocked nodding.

Am I really his good luck ?
Abeer!! Yours giving me importance once again..and I'm afraid to be broken once again!!

"Meera..in which thoughts" he asked snapping his finger and I looked at him

"No..nothing. You go and bath I'll.. Pick out clothes" I said and he nodded

"Meera.." He called

"Yeah what happened" I asked

"Actually... No..nothing" he said  scratching the back of his neck.

He does this when he wants to say something but isn't able to or when hes is embarrassed  !!

But what he want to say now !!

Ahh!! Noticed him so much !!
Okay shut up!!

"What you want to say Abeer" I asked and he sighed

"I..I'm sorry for my last behavior when I irritated you like hell for clothes after marriage" he said and I smiled

Yeah I smiled because this man isn't able to again say sorry in once!!

Okay I don't want to change him fully!! May be I like him somewhat this way. May be I like him trying!!!

Ahh you like him !!
Yes I like him and no denial in that!!

"Meera...you know that's bad when someone's saying sorry and you smile and are lost in your own thoughts" he frowned and I chuckled

"Abeer..let bygones be bygones. We've started everything all fresh right..then let it be that way" I said and he smiled well which sudden turned into his smirk.

"Then I take my sorry back sweetheart"he said pinching my nose .

" Ouch" I shrieked and he chuckled leaving it

"Abeeerrrr.." I shouted and he laughed out loud.

"Baby's nose is red" he said and I looked at him

"I'm not baby" I said frowning

"Sweetheart you're!! And only mine baby" he said and went away while I looked at him going.

Is this man for real !!!!

Okay so one thing is for sure..he has become less possessive may be.....
but he's still possessive. As mom said...possessive for his people!!

And somewhere I'm happy with this little possessiveness of my husband!!

My Husband!! That sounds so good !! And here I was an idiot to break this marriage!!

Thank god I didn't. Just because of my insecurities I was going to loose one of the most important person of my life!!

But now I'll not!! Never!!!

"Meeeeraaaa...come out of dream world sweeetyyy" he shouted from the door of the bathroom and I looked at him

"Malhotra I'm not your sweety" I shouted back and he chuckled

"Whoaa..lioness Who calls their husband my surname" he said and I chuckled

"The one and only ...." I was going to say when he smirked

"Meera Abeer Malhotra" he completed and I put my hand on my head.

"You're full of 'me' Mr. Self obsessed Malhotra" I said

"Oh I love doing that sweety" he said and I frowned

"Du bist unmoglich (you're impossible) "  I muttered huffing

"Oh Das bin ich (Oh that I'm ) " he replied and shut the door of the bathroom before I could say anything.

This man!!!
Oh Meera.. His clothes his meetings!!

I know this day is so big for him and I'm his lady luck.

I smiled thinking this. Arrghhh!!! Abeer what're you doing to me!

I went to his section and picked out a crisp black tux. He looks ravishingly hot in black !!

Hot???
Oh yeah!!! No denials!!! Well he looks hot in everything he wear.

I like this. I really like picking out clothes for him,making food for him. I always want to do so...it's just life's always been unfair to me and I don't want same when he's in my life.

I don't want them to come in our life ! I don't want my past to ruin my present and my future this time!!
God please! This time not me!!
Please!!

I was thinking this all when suddenly I felt a hand on my cheeks.

I abruptly looked up when I saw Abeer standing near me.

He blinked his eyes and raised his thumbs and touched them on my eyes.

That's when I realised I was crying!!!

Damn!!! He again saw me crying!!

"I..I...your..clo.. Clothes" I said looking down and turned to go when he grabbed my wrist .

"Meera what happened" he asked concerned and I sighed.

"Abeer..please not now..mom's waiting.. And...you...you're also late" I said thinking that he believes this.

"Nothing is more important for me then my family...and I hope you know that it includes you" he told leaving my wrist and tears rolled  down my eyes.

I wiped them and looked at him.

"I know.. That's why saying..Our family is waiting for us downstairs and yeah your tux and your wallet and handkerchief are kept there" I said smiling and he looked at me dead serious.

"You know what just stop lying. If you don't want to tell the reason just say that I don't want to tell you anything!!! That's it" he said a bit angrily and took his tux  and went back into the closet space.

"Abe...Abeer..listen" I tried to say but he didn't listen.

Damn!!!

I sat there on the bed and waited for him to come out.

Soon there stood my handsome man.

Yeah my man!! Okay okay My Handsome man!!

He frowned seeing me and went to take his laptop.

"You know someone can't handle clients when they're angry..so you've to be in good mood" I said trying to listen his mood

"I can do my work. My clients know my nature" He replied without looking at me and I frowned

Yeah rudey rude!!
Is he ignoring me?

"Abeer.." I said and he looked at me

"Whaatt" he asked and I smiled

At least he's not ignoring me!!

"I'm sorry" I said and he looked at me.

Yeah I don't mind saying sorry and thankyou unlike him !!!

He put his office bag and phone down and came near me.

"It's okay" he said and was going when I grabbed his hand.

Arrghh!! These tickling sensations!!!

"Abeer..listen to me completely" I whined and he looked at me

"I'm getting late" he told and I frowned

So much diplomatic!!

"Someone said that he's never late for his family.. Does that mean I ain't included in that family" I asked and he glared me

"Don't ever say that again. You're my family and keep that in your small mind. I don't like to repeat things Meera. Do you understand!! " he asked while tapping my forehead with his finger and I looked down nodding like a small kid while tears were ready to come out.

Family is a really hard word for me to digest!!!

"Meera...look at me when I talk!! " he said and I denied

"Meeeraa" he sighed and held my chin up with his finger.

I don't know what happened to me suddenly and I hugged him tightly.

He didn't say anything just hugged me back tightly!!

That's true!! Sometimes all you need is a tight hug from the right person and that one hug takes away all your pain for some seconds!!

I don't know for how much time I was there like this. I pulled myself back from him and looked down!!

Because now I'm not able to see his face !!!

"Ehmm...you can look up. I don't bite" he said and I chuckled at this.

"Meera..what happened. " he asked again and I looked at him

"I...I'm sorry..I know I'm doing this wrong..but ..I ..I can't open up with you all of a sudden with my whole life!! I..I need time...and right now I just remembered something from my past only." I blabbered and he looked at me

"It's okay Meera. I'm always there. Tell me whenever you feel to tell me everything. It's just, don't hide behind the Bush in this...say directly that I'm not comfortable to share it right now" he said and I looked at him

Was he always this understanding but I was unable to see it or he has changed all of a sudden!!

A person can't change all of a sudden Meera, he was like this.. but situations never made it possible for him to show his understanding!

" I was" He said smirking and I looked at him confusingly

"I was always like this Meera.. but maybe I couldn't ever express." He completed and I looked at him.

How he always knows what my inner voice is saying.

"Maybe still I ain't able to express what I feel" he muttered and I looked at him

"Whatt" I asked and he looked at me

"No.. nothing.. come let's go we're laaaatee" he sang grabbing my hand and I laughed.

We went downstairs and mom looked at us.

"So finally you both are here" mom said looking at us and I went to her

"Mom.. from tomorrow no kitchen and cooking okay" I told and she looked at me

"If your husband will take so much time in room with you then someone have to cook food right" she said and dad laughed loud while I looked at everyone shocked.

"Mom.. dad.. stop teasing her. It's nothing like that" he glared both of them and they looked at him nodding like kids.

Did I ever tell you that sometimes I'm confused if he's their parents or they're his parents!!!

"Meeraa.. come sit.  Have breakfast" mom said and I smiled nodding.

I took the bite of breakfast and I moaned at the taste.

"I so missed this taste mom" I whined still my eyes closed and everyone chuckled.

"Dad..Today both Mr.  Rishabh and Mr. Aditya are coming. You'll be there right" Abeer asked dad and he looked at Abeer.

"Yeah. Why not." Dad said and he nodded
We all did our breakfast.

"Okay dad.. mom I'm leaving" Abeer bid bye and they nodded

"Bye Meera" he wished looking at me and I nodded

"Mom take care and dad be on time" he said to dad and dad gave him a look while smirking.

Oh yeah!!  Smirking is also in his family genes!!!

"Don't teach your father how to make babies" dad replied and I looked at Abeer controlling my laugh

He deserved that!!!

"Laughing much huh" he said glaring me and I showed him a tongue

"Youu" he said and came near my chair when I stood up and ran towards dad.

"daaaddd" I shouted and hid behind him

"Don't you dare scold my daughter" dad said and I chuckled

"I'll see you later Meeraaaaaa... Remember this revenge of mine" he smirked and I smirked back.

"We will see" I said

"We'll definitely see" He said and I chuckled

"Now go Malhotra, you're getting late " I told and he looked at me.

Shit!!

I looked at mom and dad and they both were looking at me only

What a girl I'm!! Calling him Malhotra in front of mom and dad!!

But suddenly they all chuckled and I looked at them and joined them

"Guys now bye" Abeer said and went.

Life's going so good. Just a day with him and I'm so happy... so life with him will we so amazing. I don't want to go away from you Abeer..but I'm afraid of loosing you in this circle of my life!

I don't want to drag him in my past!

May be because I'm afraid of loosing him!

Afraid of loosing someone who has already made some place in my heart.

Afraid of loosing someone who's becoming my life!

Afraid of loosing someone who's becoming.. my everything!!

"Meri hasi na jaane kyu..  tumhari hasi se judne lagi hai!
Meri raahe na jaane kyu..
tumhari galiyo mai mudne lagi hai!!
Mere ye aankhe....
tumhare hone se chamakne lagi hai!
Meri ye zindagi bhi..
tumhare hone se sawarne lagi hai!!
Tumhare liye to mai. ..
Apne aap se bhi ladti hu!
Par kya karu ...
tumhe khone se bhi darti hu!!

{don't know why my laughter..
is now related to to your happiness!
Don't know why my ways..
are turned to your ways!!
My eyes are brightened..
due to your presence!
My life is also becoming better
due to your presence!!
I fight with myself..
just for you!
But what to do..
I'm afraid of loosing you!!   }

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Hello guys. So hope you all are doing amazing. Well I feel as if after sooo sooo many chapters you all would've been feeling that finally this writer did something good😅😅
Writing this chapter made me smile and hope I made you all smile too  !!
Well..there's something about which Meera is tensed. What it might be!!! Don't stress your heads😅 will be revealed soon!!

Til then enjoy upcoming chapters and the new brewing relationship of our Meera and Abeer💗💗

Next update soon...till then
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