Meera's POV

Mom was finally back at home. I was so so much happy that I can't express. These days were so hectic. Dad told me to stay home. He and Abeer would stay with mom in the hospital...but I denied. There were two reasons. One I wanted to stay with her and even I had overcome my hospital fear too !!

And secondly going home would've made me face Abeer and the same question which I'm ignoring since these days. He said we'll definitely talk about our wavering marriage.

I don't know what to even talk. I've seen the efforts he's making to talk to me but I don't know why I'm behaving like this...May be the main reason is my fear.
Fear to again get broken !!

Divya also came to hospital and I met her. After talking to her for a long time at the end she gave me a shock saying that she feels Abeer's guilty.

 Honestly I don't know why she's saying so but in so many days I've also seen Abeer. I...I don't know what to say but yeah indeed he's guilty!!

Am I really wrong here now ??

Right now I was in our room.
Yeah..we've to share the room here. I don't want mom and dad to think anything about us.

It's already 11 pm..and he has not come yet!! Where's he!!

Someone's being impatient!!
Not at all!!

It's just I'll tell him to sleep on bed and I'll take couch. He won't even fit in this small couch!!

Till he comes I'll see mom once if she wants anything and ask her whether she has taken medicines or not !!

Thinking this I went downstairs towards her room.
The lights are on means she's awake.
I went and knocked the door.

"Mom..are you there" I asked

"Oh yeah sweety I'm here only" came her voice and I went inside.

"Didn't sleep till now " I asked sitting near her

"Was just going to.." She replied

"Okay..have you taken your medicines" I asked

"Yes madam..taken" she said and I chuckled

"Meera..." She called and I nodded

"Is everything alright" she asked

"About what mom" I asked

"Between you and Abeer" she asked

"Ye..yes Mom. What will happen to us" I lied

"Is that so..hmm...I see now you've started lying to me " she said and I denied

"No mom..it's nothing like that" I said

"Why did you cut your wrist Meera..." She asked and I looked shocked at her.

"What..no mom..I told you na..I got cut with knife" I lied again

"Meera...stop lying.. I know the truth" she said sternly and I looked at her.

"How" I whispered

"I and Dev were already having a hint that something is wrong between you both.. And Meera.. No one just gets medicines to eat with a normal knife cut..and do you think both of us as fools that we'll not understand tension between you both. I think we've seen more world and are more experienced then you both. Your faces told that something is not right.." she whisper yelled

"Mom..I..I'm sorry.." I whispered

"Abeer told me everything Meera.. What he did..and how you tried committing suicide.. And the divorce thing too" she said and tears pooled my eyes

Is he mad or what..first of all he said everything to mom in this condition and secondly.. What was the need of it... I was hiding it from mom and dad...I was not even planning to tell them all this anytime soon..and here he told them !!!

"Meera..I'm sorry..I don't know how he did this..he's not like this..he was never like this. He may be very bad but he always knows his limits...I don't know how he crossed it this time" she said and I fidgeted with my fingers.

"You know being only son of us..and being a Malhotra he got everything he wanted since the day he was born...and as he was growing I realised one thing..he's very possessive.. About his things. He didn't use to share his toys and clothes too with his cousins.. We all thought that it's because he's a child..but then this went on...and as he grew..it went on people too!! He's possessive about Dev and me too... You know this better." She said and I nodded

Yeah.. He is very much possessive about the people close to him!!

"Meera.. The same went with you... He's hell possessive about you too.. He's close to few people but for those few..he's very much possessive" mom said

"He's close to me?" I asked and she smiled

"He's.. It's just you are not able to see it and he's not able to admit it" mom told and I looked down.

I don't have anything to say!!

"Meera... I know what he did was really bad.. And trust me I'm not taking his side in that thing. I'll never.. I'm too a woman and I can understand this.. What he did is completely wrong... But..I know my son this much! He would've never ever forced himself on you ! I'm not saying he didn't do a mistake! Of course what he did was his biggest mistake, But aren't mistakes forgivable" she asked and I looked at her

I myself don't know the answer!!

"See Meera... You asked for divorce.. He was ready to give that also..because you said you'll be happy after that...trust me he wasn't being selfish here...he was being selfless here. And that too for rhe first time. Don't think I'm taking his side as I'm his mother... If I would've been there trust me , I would've kicked him out of the house at that instant and even when today he told me all this he received a slap from me" mom said and I gasped

"What...you slapped him...why" I asked shocked.

She never raised her hand on him!

"Because you didn't do that..if that day you would've slapped him hard then he would've realised what he was doing.. but you didn't do that. You know you should've really kicked him out of the mansion " mom said and I looked at her shocked!!

Is she saying me to kick his own son!! Ain't I much lucky to get a mother in law like her!!!

"Meera...everything was for then...but for now...look at him...is there any fakeness in his eyes... See his eyes... He's guilty.. Guilty for what he did. He's trying hard to make you forgive him and if that divorce would've given him your forgiveness and happiness he was ready for that too!! Don't you think he has realised and repentance has been done from his side.. Meera sometimes believe destiny... It has difficult paths for you but not wrong paths" mom told and I nodded

I know he has faced. He's guilty... I don't want to believe his eyes still I can't deny he's much guilty. And yeah...as mom said from his side repentance has been done.

"I'll..we'll talk about it anytime else" I said standing up.

"Meera..do you believe in second chance" mom asked

I know why she's asking !!

"Do you believe in second chance mom" I asked her back and she smiled

"If you can see that the person is making every effort to prove himself then I guess I believe I'm giving him a chance to prove himself...I believe in giving him a second chance" mom said and honestly somewhere it hit me hard!!!

Yes he's trying..
He wants to prove himself to me..
He wants to stay in this marriage...
He wants me to forgive him at any cost...and he wants me to give him a second chance !!

Meera..that's your turn now!!

Who knows if it's too late that you'll realise this... He deserves second chance Meera...

He has proved himself for a second chance.

"No one is forcing you Meera... Decision will always be yours and only yours. No one will have a say in that!! And remember whatever your decision is ..me and Dev are always with you. If you wanna divorce him, I'll call lawyer tomorrow itself. " she said and I denied.

"I guess you're right mom...everyone deserves a second chance... He too.." I whispered

"It's up to you Meera... And yeah...if not comfortable to sleep with him on the bed...you'll not take couch..." Mom said and I looked at her confused

"Kick him out of the room..It's not only his room. He'll sleep in any of the other rooms " she said and I chuckled

God give such a mother in law to everyone!!!

I hugged her tightly.

"I love you sooo soo much mom" I told and she patted my back

"I love you too my sweety" she said

"Where's dad.." I asked

"In the library... When Abeer told us everything he was very angry on him and he went in the library as usual.." She said

"Is he much angry" I asked

Honestly I'm feeling bad for Abeer now!!

"Well..Abeer deserved that and ...you know no one can be angry with Abeer for more time" she said winking at me and I smiled looking down.

Damn!! Why am I even smiling!!

"Good night mom" I wished and she smiled

"Good night Sweety" she wished back and I went back to my room.

"Where were you" Came a voice from the balcony

"With mom" I said.

And I know where were you!

"Did..she say something" he asked concerned

"Yes" I said

"Whaatt" he asked really very shocked

"That you told her everything..divorce
and whatever happened these days" I said

"Oh anything else" he asked and I looked at him

"Was there anything else left" I asked

"No.. Nothing.. " he said

"Why did you tell them Abeer" I asked

"Ac..Um...Actually.. Meera.. I know you'll still not believe me but I was feeling a burden of that guilt and I wanted my parents to know about the sin I've done. And they were already not ready to believe the lie.." He said looking at the sky.

"That wasn't necessary.. " I told and he looked at me

"It was. For me" he stated

Are you real this time Abeer!!
My heart wants to believe this time!!

But still I'm afraid!!

Afraid of everything!!
Afraid of getting hurt again. Afraid of missing my happiness..afraid of loosing my newly made family which gave me these relations!! Afraid of loosing everyone of them!!

Afraid of loosing you !
Life is not as easy as it looks!!
Life is more tragic then it looks!!

And I'm afraid!!

Not for me!!
For all of them!!

I can be hell angry on Abeer but, I can't deny that he's the reason today I'm calling uncle and aunty mom and dad!

He has given me a family!! He has given me the rights to call them mom and dad for which I was craving since these all years!!

We both didn't say anything. I don't have anything to say!! All I know is Everyone deserves a second chance when they're already guilty for what they did!!

Look at his eyes Meera. Eyes never lie. You think that they lie..but ask your heart!!
Heart never lies then why aren't you listening to it!!

"Meera..I'm really sorry" he said all of a sudden and I looked at him.

His eyes were all teary and red.

"Abeer..." I whispered

"I'm sorry..I'm really sorry" he said joining his hands and I panicked.

"Abeer..what happened. What are you doing. Stop joining your hands " I told .

"I....I'm very bad I know. I did very wrong.... Please forgive me..please.. Everyone makes mistakes in life but that doesn't mean they've to pay for them for the rest of their life. Sometimes good people make bad choices,it doesn't mean they're bad.." He said wiping his tears and I nodded

"I'm not bad Meera...you're important in my life.. I know I was hell possessive and I've paid for it..I'm this only and at least I was never fake to you. I'm what I always showed to you!! But please don't go away from me.. from everyone of us" he said and tears came out of my eyes.

That's right!! He never faked!!

Yeah I know I thought all this as his fakeness but now looking behind I can say that I was wrong. He was never fake.

From the starting day..He showed his anger..hatred...care everything.. But all these emotions were real!! He has always been what he really is !!

"Please don't part your ways from me" he said holding my hands and I nodded

"Abeer....I.. I.. " I tried to say but words were not able to come out of my eyes.

"No!  You listen to me.. I know I made mistake but for God's sake trust me that I was never ever going to force myself on you! I know the way I behaved like a monster,you felt that but I swear, I just wanted you to accept that you were wrong! My way was very worst!! I know!! Heck, I was wrong. And I realised this the next instant only but I was never going to force myself on you! I swear on my mom !" he cried and I looked at him as tear rolled down my cheek!!

He was never going to do something like that!
Why couldn't I trust him this much that he can never fail his upbringing! 

"I Know Meera, all I did was still so much wrong! Yes I committed a sin! I know it was my mistake!! but can't you just give me a last chance. I'll prove myself " He told and I looked at him!

"You know, the moment I saw you fainting..I realised what the fuck was I doing! I realised that to which extent, I scared you...and all I wanted that second was to kill myself for doing that" he yelled and I put my hand on his mouth.

"Shut up Abeer! Just shut up!" I shouted looking at him as tears flowed through my eyes

"What do you think huh! Taking life is easy! It isn't!! You don't know how does it feel when someone whose close to you..is dying in front of you" I cried and he removed my hand from his mouth.

"I know Meera! I saw that! Please..don't regret marrying a monster like me! Please!! Please don't leave me! This is your home! Don't go! Forgive me please " He sniffled joining his hands and I wiped his tears nodding!!

"I forgive you Abeer! I'm ready to give you a chance" I said looking at him

"What.. what you said right now" He asked shocked

"You're right Abeer. Everyone deserve a second chance. I know you're guilty. Your eyes says it all... I.. I never wanted to make you cry..It's just.." I was saying when he smiled

"Your self respect is as big as my ego is" He said smiling and I glared him

"Don't try to smile in front of me" I warned and he shushed.

Idiot man!!

"Meeraa...I know I'm bad..but I'm a human too. Don't break this marriage. I know it's on the verge of breaking but just a one chance to save it. Can't we just try once more please" he asked looking at me and tears fell down my eyes.

Marriage! Means us!! 

It will include me too Abeer and I'm already a shattered piece!

"I'm a mess Abeer.. A mess you won't be able to handle" I whispered and he frowned.

He looks cute when he frown!!

"You're my mess and I'll handle my mess. I'll not let anyone else handle my mess.. I myself is enough" He said and I looked at him.

Can I admit that these words provide peace!!  It sooths heart!

"Abeer..you're being possessive again" I told and he smiled sheepishly

"At least this is a small right that you can't take from me wife " he told and my heart fluttered at last words.

Wife!!!

And here I was going to break this all !!
Now I feel silly of myself!

I know what he did was wrong..absolutely wrong but he had  suffered for it!! For all these days he has suffered. Suffered my ignorance.. Suffered my rudeness..suffered my hatred...suffered everything...
May be much more than he deserved!!!

But I can see his care in his eyes..and yeah not to forget that tint of possessiveness that Abeer Malhotra can never leave !!

" You want me in your life when you don't know a single thing about me" I asked looking at him and he wiped my tears with his thumbs.

"Yes" He stated

"Why" I whispered

"Just like that" he said and moved inside.

Just like that!!

"Meera" he called from inside and I looked at him.

"Thankyou Meera..thankyou so much for not moving out from my life" He said

May be I myself was never ready to go out from your life...

"You can take the bed..your height is much more then this couch" I told and he looked at me.

"Emm..no it's okay. I'll manage" he said taking his pillow and comforters.

"Abeer...your back will ache in the morning.. And this is more smaller couch then NY room" I told and he sighed

"Trust me I'll be okay" he said and I sighed

"Abeer..don't be stubborn" I said

"Sushhh..and go to sleep" he replied and I looked at him raising my eyebrow.

"I mean don't trouble yourself due to me...I wasn't ordering you wifeeyyy" he said pressing the last word much more then needed and I smiled!

I took the pillow and comforters from his hand and put them on the bed.

"Whaatt" he asked

"Bed is too big for two people..and I don't either move in my sleep..so you can take the another side of the bed" I said and he looked at me from top to bottom.

"You're the same Meer?? " He asked

"Shall I prove it" I asked and he smirked

"You look fire in anger sweetheart" he said smirking

So the Abeer Malhotra is back!!!

"Shut up and sleep otherwise....do whatever you wanna do" I said irritated and went to my side of bed to sleep.

Soon I felt the another side of bed pressing and I know he's there.

One minute!! I'm smiling.. Shut up Meera!! Why the hell are you smiling!!

"Thankyou once again Meera and Good night" He wished and I turned facing him

"Good night to you too" I wished him back.

"You've already made it good.." He said and I turned myself to my side as I know I'm smiling!!

Suddenly I heard some typing..

"Abeer..what are you doing " I asked seeing him with his laptop

"Nothing..just some important documents to read..you just sleep.. I'll sleep in half an hour" he said and I nodded

I know I was not ready to move out of his life so easily.. I know how hard it was for me to take this decision. I thought he'll be happy after leaving me...I thought I'll not create any disturbance in his life... I thought to give everything in destiny's hands and let it decide...and it decided!!
Yeah I too wasn't ready to leave you Abeer...
it was just circumstances made me do so
..my fear made me do so !!

I just wanted someone to give me my hopes back and today mom did that !!

My life is a mess Abeer and you're entering a mess!! And honestly...
I feel secured when you say you're my mess!!!

I'm your mess Abeer!! I'm once again Yours !!

Unwillingly OR Willingly !!!

Kaha tha na tumse e dil..
Ki aakhir mai tumhari hi sunungi !
Mai chahe laakh khoshishe kar lu....
Par phir bhi usii ki rahungi !!
Maine par Kate sapno ko..
Phir se udaan di hai...
Maine apni hi zindagi ko....
Ek naii jaan di hai!!
Apne toote tukdo ko...
Phir se Maine saheja hai !
Bas dar sirf itna hai ki....
Khushiyo se pehle zindagi ne
Gam ko hi bheja hai !!
Khushiyo se pehle zindagi ne
Gam ko hi bheja hai !!

{I said you ya heart...
That at end I'll listen to you only!
Even if I try millionth of times...
Then too I'll remain his only !!
I've again given a flight...
To my severed dreams !
I've given a new life....
To my own life !!
I've once again collected..
all my broken pieces !
But I'm just afraid that
life has always sent sorrows before happiness !!
life has always sent sorrows before happiness !! }

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Hello lovely readers !! Hope you all are doing amazzingg!!!
So finallyyyyyy!!!!! Finalllyy Abeer got a chance!!!
And finally after so many times I'm making my readers smile😅😅😅😅
Sorry for all the tears you rolled down due to all the emotional updates!!!

But I think this one happiness was worth it 🙈🙈🙈🙈

I was really on the verge of crying imagining Abeer joining his hands and crying... It's really emotional to see someone breakdown so badly!!!😟 But tears worth it for the happiness he received!!

And finally the name of the book justified here !!!😊😊💗

So finally things mending between Meera and Abeer!!
Abeer has yet not confessed his love to Meera... That will also happen......One day...now don't ask which day😅😅

For now enjoy reading this one💗💗

Do vote...like..share and reviews  are always welcomed😊😊

Next update soon.. Till then big hug💗💗💗💗💗