Meera's POV

I don't know why I'm behaving like this. Wasn't I the one who was expecting him to behave nicely with me.

Then now why I'm avoiding him every time when he's behaving good with me.
May be because in these months what I've tolerated is his hate only!!

I don't know why but whenever I do like this I feel bad. I feel bad when I see his face falling. I don't know why but my mood suddenly gets off whenever I say him anything like this.

But why!!!! I don't want something like this to happen. It's disturbing me.

Curfew passed like this and today's the last day of curfew.

Tomorrow the home staff will come but I'll make food. I really love cooking. But after coming here I never cooked before these ten days and I felt really so good when Abeer told me to cook food from now till Scarlett Aunty comes.

She'll be coming after six days. This house is so boring without her. She used to chirp every time in the house making it lively.

Today I was the reason of ruining breakfast. He simply asked me what are my hobbies but when all of a sudden he said me his wife all whatever he said came in my mind.

Wasn't he the one who said me that I'll be his wife in front of this world only so now how I'm all of a sudden his wife in his mansion where no one's there to listen this. On the top of all this he said me to forget whatever he said.
He wants me to forget how he blamed me every second for ruining his life!! How he blamed me for being behind his money or wait how he blamed me for snatching people away from him!!

Ve kehte hai mai kamzor nahi hu..
par koi andar se dil jhaank kar dekhe,
Poora bikhra pada hai!!
(They say I'm not weak but someone look inside my heart it is scattered into pieces).

So tell me till how much time I'll keep myself strong in front of him and that too when he's stepping ahead in my zone!!

"Meera" he said and I looked at him

"What happened to you. I'm calling you since last ten minutes, you didn't replied so I came here" He asked

"You need anything" I asked

My only question from him every time!!!

"Naina called" He said

"Okay" I told 

"She invited you for a party" He said

"Why" I asked

"She topped the list of NY fashion week so she's throwing a small party tomorrow at her home" He said and I nodded

"So you go na" I told

"Girls party. I'm not invited " He said

"But.. " I was going to say.

"Up to you. If you feel comfortable then go otherwise don't but she said you to come even early for her help" He said and I looked at him.

"Okay. I'll go " I told and he nodded.

"What are you doing now" He asked

"Nothing" I replied

"Wanna do something interesting " He asked

"Like what" I asked back

"Like horse riding" He asked and I looked at him glaring.

"You want to make fun of me then make it normally na as you always do" I frowned

"Do you have a problem to listen to half things and shouting" He gritted

"I don't know horse riding" I said

"Who told you to know it. I'll tell how to. Happy?? " He asked and I hung my jaw low.

"You know horse riding" I asked and he smirked.

Can I break his perfect handsome jawline!!
One minute!!

Perfect... Handsome??

Em.. Yeah no doubt they're!!

"In which world again" he said and I looked at him

"Sorry. I've to make lunch"I told

"So after lunch" He asked and I nodded.

"Great. Then come fast. Let's make lunch" He said and I looked at him

"I don't wanna die eating uncooked or burnt food" I mocked

"How about some Lasagna with hot Corn soup and baked apple pie" He asked and I looked at him

"I'm not going to make so much "I gritted and he smirked

"Sweetheart who said you to make. Give me the honours  " He smirked

"Don't call me sweetheart" I snapped gritting my teeth and he smirked.

"Believe me sweetheart no one other then me can dare to call you this" he said and I looked shocked at him!!

What does he even mean by it!!!

"You stop joking and sit. I'll make something " I said going when he said from behind.

"Didn't mom ever tell you that I cook too" He asked and I turned looking at him shocked.

He knows cooking?
Like seriously!!
Aunty never told me!!

Why aunty never told me??
Did you ever ask Meera?
She said all unasked things about him so how she forget this!!

And here I'm cooking since last nine days thinking that he doesn't even know how to boil water!!
Damn you Abeer Malhotra!!

"Do you normally talk to yourself so much or something special today" he asked bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Why didn't you tell me you know how to cook" I asked

"If I would've then how I would've got to eat of your hands" he said and I looked at him with wide eyes.

"Are you drunk" I asked

"What. No. But if you want we can have a glass to gather" he said and I looked at him with eww look.

"What happened " He asked

"I hate drinking and the smell of alcohol causes dizziness. That day too when you came drunk, I was feeling so dizzy and at last I vomited " I blabbered but then realized what I said.

That day. How he blamed me!!  How he grabbed my wrist!!  How overdrunk he was!!

"I was not in my senses" He guiltily looking everywhere but me.

"Alcohol makes people senseless only. That's its work. " I told 

"Would you like to eat lunch" He asked and I passed a smile.

"Only if you don't mix poison in it"I said and he looked into my eyes.

"I'll make you sure before eating" He told and passed his signature smirk.

I was helping as he was guiding me... and in a meanwhile the smell of Mozzarella and cheddar cheese hit my nostrils with that delicious smell of corn soup and the most amazing that apple pie which was in oven baking giving a mix smell of vanilla and cinnamon.

I literally can't wait to dig in!!!

"How much more time " I asked getting impatient

"Meeraaa. This is the 12th time you're asking in ten minutes. Wait for at least pie to bake. See there three minutes more" he said and I nodded like a kid.

Three... twwoo.. oneee

"Hogaayaaaa(Done) " I shouted in happiness and he chuckled

"Haan jii. Hogaya (Yes. Done) " He replied and I grinned.

He took the pie out and it was so amazing.

We took everything to dining table and he served me in my plates.

I was about to put the spoon in my mouth when he stopped me.

"Wait Meera" he said

"What happened" I asked

He didn't say anything. Just stood up from his place and took spoon from me to which I frowned.

But the next thing!! It was cute!!

He ate a bite of everything from my plate and smiled at me.

"Food checked. Now you can eat without worries" He said and I chuckled.

He made sure of that.
He's not that bad!!

I ate everything and it was so so much tasty.

"Thankyou. It was delicious " I said when we sat in the living room.

"I know. Abeer Malhotra is perfect in whatever he does" He bluffed and I sighed.

This self obsessed man started.

I didn't know what to talk so I was just fidgeting with my fingers.

"Shall we" he asked

"Huh" I said confused

"Horse riding" He said

"Oh yeah. Let's go" I replied excited.

I'm really very excited to learn it!!

"So you wanna ride in this" he asked

"Why,any problem" I asked

Wearing a knee length dress is a problem in horse riding?

Of course it is idiot!!

"This will be very uncomfortable so go and wear something else" he told and I nodded going to my room.

I went to my walk in closet and chose tight shorts and T-shirt with long boots.

I came downstairs while tying my hairs in bun.

"Is these fine" I asked and looked at him while..

While he was looking at me intently.

"What happened" I asked

"Nothing! Come!" " he said and took me to the stable.

"Wow. It's so sweet" I chirped seeing the horse and the horse neighed.

"I want to ride on this one only." I said and he gestured the keeper to take him out.

"See.That's your first time so I'm explaining you everything. You know you must have worn long pants" he said and I frowned.

"I didn't find any in hurry so I wore what I got in hand" I admitted honestly

"That's okay. Now listen sit on it up tall,  with shoulders squared, heels down in the stirrups, and eyes focused ahead between the horse's ears. This position is the most stable and comfortable for both horse and rider .Then .." He was going to way I cut him off.

"Rein it into steer and then stop and use the reins, which connect to the metal bit in the horse's mouth." I said and he looked at me shocked.

"How do you know about this. You said you don't know horse riding" he asked

"It's that..I just..have learnt a bit in school when I was small. You know a bit" I said and he looked at me.

"Great. Then listen further" he told and told me everything and I kept my mouth shut!

"So that's your helmet. Wear it and follow me" he told and made me wear the helmet and wore his too!!

"So now pull and sit" he said and I nodded and sat on the horse and it neighed again.

"See now we'll start , don't run just up to that point" he said pointing to a tree and I nodded.

And we started. It was so much amazing. I loved it. We reached that point and I smiled widely.

We did the same so many times. From here to there in the field increasing distance.

"So how about a race now" I asked

"You're just a toddler in this field" he smirked

"We'll see" I said smirking back

"We Will See" he chuckled.

And out race started and suddenly in a half distance my foot slipped, the horse neighed taking it's  legs in air.

"Aaaaaaa" I shouted before falling but suddenly don't know from where Abeer came and pulled the reins and I sighed.

"What did you do. Told you to pull reins. You would've fallen now hurting yourself" He scolded and I looked down guiltily.

"I'm sorry.I became overexcited" I said and he sighed.

"I see. So how about one more round of competition" He asked

"I know you'll win" I said frowning

"Such a poor confidence without even trying. Don't loose ever before you try" he said and I looked at him and smiled

"Okay then. But one condition" I told

"Now what" he asked

"The one who loose will make dinner tonight" I smirked and he glared me.

"Not at all" He said and I laughed.

"Loosing before playing. Very bad" I mocked and laughed

"Fine. Done" He told and I grinned

"So start" I said

"Okay then..three...two... One and go" he announced and we started it.

I was in a good pace but of course less then him but all of a sudden his pace decreased and I touched the final point first.

I did it!!! Yaaayyy!!

I jumped off the horse and started jumping in happiness.

"I did it. Lalalalalalaaa. Whhhooooo" I shouted and he looked at me smiling and I stopped jumping all of a sudden as my back hit his hard chest!!!

Err...this unexpectedly increased heart rate .

My happiness today has no bounds.

After all I've spend the day so amazing. In these 4-5 months I've not laughed so much that I did just in few hours.

You're doing things which are making me let you enter my space!

Shall I ?

But what if you shatter it ??
What if he won't?

But what if he does?????

Then do as your heart says. It's never wrong. Did you remember what she always used to say?

"Just one thing Meera whenever you get confused between your mind and heart always choose heart. It can give pain for once but will make sure you are at peace at the end of day. You'll not sleep thinking that you could've done more good..

Because you'll know you did what your heart said!!"

Is this really true in this case!!!

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