•Austin's POV•

I woke up and rubbed my eyes before looking around for Alan. I frowned when he wasn't beside of me and started looking through the house for him. He wasn't downstairs so I headed upstairs and went into his room.

He was laying on the bed holding a pillow staring at his phone. I smiled at him and jumped behind him on the bed, wrapping my arms around him.
"Hey Kitten."
"Hi." He said quietly. Sensing something wasn't right, I rolled him over to where I was straddling him and pulled the pillow from his arms.
"What's wrong Kitten?" I asked and noticed his eyes were puffy. I trailed my fingers over his cheek and he didn't say anything.

Instead he pulled me down by my neck into a heated kiss. I was surprised and gasped as he kissed me hard. His tongue slipped into my mouth and immediately gave dominance over to me. His hand held me in place and one of mine held me up while the other held his hip. We kissed fast and heatedly for the next few minutes. Then Alan surprised me oven more by flipping us over and leaning down to suck small bruises on my neck.

I moaned and I wasn't embarrassed at all. Alan was making me feel like I was on cloud nine. This attention from him was making my head fuzzy and my body was shaking all over from his touch. He kissed down my neck and to the top of my shirt.
"Take it off." He said in a determined voice. I eyed him almost smiling at his attempt to be in charge but still took off my shirt.

His hands traced my tattoos a few minutes before leaving a soft trail of kisses down my stomach. The heat grew in my lower region and I knew I had to stop before things went further. I loved this attention from Alan and normally if someone was here and seemed willing I would go for it, but with Alan I couldn't. I wasn't ready to take that step with him and I knew for a fact he wasn't ready.

My hand found his as he kissed back up my chest and to my lips. This kiss was softer and more nervous than the previous one and I could really feel Alan shaking, but it wasn't because of pleasure. He was extremely nervous about something. I didn't want him have an attack on me. "Alan? Baby? Are you okay?" He nodded and kissed me before moving down my chest. He let go of my hands and stared at my jeans a few moments before his hands went to unbutton them.

I immediately sat up and grabbed his wrists.
"Alan no." I said and he looked up at me. His eyes were filled with hurt and something else I couldn't pin point.
"Austin please let me do this." He begged quietly making my jaw drop. I pulled him into my lap where I wrapped my arms around him.
"Baby I'm not ready for that and neither are you."
"But Austin don't you want me to do something?" He said and looked at me. His eyes were glistening with tears and it was breaking my heart.
"Alan as much as I would, and believe me a sexy kitten like you doing....that is a dream, but we're not ready for that." I told him softly.

"Am I not good enough?" He said and a tear fell down his cheek. "I can show you I am Austin. Please?"
"Alan you're more than good enough you are perfect." I said and wiped his tears away. "Alan where is this coming from?" I demanded. He didn't say anything and just looked down. "Baby please tell me."
"Your phone....I....Lacey...." he trailed off and I immediately growled at her stupidity and annoyance.

Alan must of thought the growl was meant for him because he moved back.
"I'm s-sorry." He said quietly and I gathered him in my arms quickly.
"Alan no. That was for her not you. I swear whatever she said isn't true. I've ignored her texts since us happened."
"Really?"
"Yes really didn't you see?" I asked. I figured since he had my phone he had looked through the messages. Which in all honesty I didn't mind.

"I don't know the password." He mumbled.
"It's 0522." I said and looked around for the phone. It was on the nightstand and I leant back to grab it. I handed it to him and he stared at it in shock. He put the code in and the phone opened.
"It was my birthday." He said and I nodded. I clicked the messages for him and then Lacey's contact. He glanced through them and then locked the phone before putting it beside us.

"I'm sorry. "
"There's nothing to be sorry for Kitten." I said and kissed his forehead.
"I didn't trust you."
"It's understandable. I probably wouldn't have trusted me either." I laughed and Alan giggled. "But now you have nothing to worry about. I'm all yours. It took me a while to get there but now I'm here, wrapped around your fingers." I said and brought his hand up to kiss his fingers gently then he smiled up at me and laced our fingers together.