Chapter.54

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Yuvraj's every word is affecting like drops of cold water on her, her mind was burning in the heat of lava because not knowing how many thoughts keep disturbing into her mind all the time and bothering her but she is absolutely calm and her heart is beating very fast telling her over and over.

*I want to tell him everything. He will only get angry once…. He is my friend saying nah….  There are fights even among friends….. Will understand my point…..  I will say my point at once.

Chahat lifts her head from his chest and looks at him with her pounding heart which is beating very fast. He also starts looking into her eyes so that she can be sure of all the words which he said earlier. Chahat knows very well that till now she has made a big mistake by hiding the truth and lying to him. So she is ashamed of herself. Her eyes drop for a moment and she is giving herself courage as she tells him softly, while closing her eyes tightly.

"I never had any abortion….. I am pregnant."

Yuvraj is happy that soon she has told this thing to him but it is also very important for him to know why she had hidden all this from him and why she lied to him. He holds her face very softly and asks her.

"Why did you lie to me and when you came to know that you were pregnant then why did you hide everything from me, look, there is no need to hide anything from me now…."

Chahat is wondering how she told him everything. By now the two were slightly away from each other, with Yuvraj keeping her head on his chest and holding her hand. Yuvraj completely sits beside her and takes her in his arms and makes her sit on his lap. Chahat also completely hugs him as she wants to hide herself. He slightly rubs her back and asks.

"I want to know something from you Chahat... and you have to tell me to you."

She is feeling very tired from all these things. She wants to completely remove everything that is hidden in her heart and mind. She holds Yuvraj's hand and tells him to sit with her eyes rolled down.

"I was irritated by anything, not eating properly and there were many other things which were troubling my health a lot, due to which suddenly one day Rashi said something that I thought maybe I am pregnant….. At that time I remembered that the doctor told me to take contraceptive pills because she had run out of those pills. But as soon as I came home, many things happened such that I had completely forgotten that thing….. That thing in my mind was not even far and wide….. I never noticed that I didn't even take contraceptive pills and I had forgotten this thing long ago because I was so engrossed in other things that I might not be able to remember this thing even if I wanted to….. we both are aware of the situation of our marriage ...."

Now Yuvraj is more relieved that she didn't take the contraceptive, So the baby might be born with some defects. He is listening without interrupting her.

"But suddenly it came out of Rashi's mouth that I am pregnant, then at that time I realized that contraceptive pills I had not taken…..so I checked and got to know…. I am …. Pregnant….. "

Yuvraj has overheard her, he lifts her face and forces her to look into her eyes. There are many questions in Yuvraj's eyes, which are becoming difficult for Chahat to see. But Yuvraj is holding her face, so she cannot lower her eyes even if she wants to. He asks her in a bit harder voice.

"Why didn't you tell me when you came to know that you were pregnant?  You should have told me once…."

"I had no idea what to do or what to say and we had decided that we would get divorced after 6 months. A lot of things were bothering me… It seemed that I was very badly entangled in everything. I was worried about Ayudh, how will I handle this kid with him, you know a lot of problems are already created in the company….  I could not understand anything about all these things….. and suddenly…."

" Suddenly what Chahat….."

"Only strange things started coming to my mind …… all voices scream in my mind together…..  I feel like I have become a burden on everyone….  I must die…  I am very bad…  This child is not good for me…. I should not keep this child, I had absolutely decided that I will get an abortion, many things were happening….. it was only in my mind that I do not want this child…."

Yuvraj starts listening to her words very carefully as he knows very well that this is everything that she is telling him to a large extent, Yuvraj is getting to know about her condition.

"That day I went to the hospital only for abortion….. When you suddenly told me about Grandma's treatment…..  I was not able to decide what to do, so I just wanted to sit with my grandmother for some time. But you were there and all of a sudden everything happened that I had to come to England…. I wanted to tell you over and over again…… but again and again I felt like this….. You'll just hate me if I tell you…. Maybe you will not accept the baby….  You don't want this baby….. or You just only want this child….  I didn't understand what was happening?....

Yuvraj understands these words full of her struggle very well. Chahat is being said in her flow, Chahat trembles a little while telling him everything as if she is feeling everything, her condition is forcing Yuvraj to be very close to her. He suddenly holds her hand and tells her.

"When I came here to England and asked you about the baby…. you thought I had come here only for the child….."

Chahat nods her head lightly and tries to explain her point to Yuvraj.

"I was thinking of myself being connected to this child somewhere…. this child is mine…. Somewhere it is totally emphasized that the baby only belongs to me ….. I should keep it, so I was scared to get an abortion, and finally, I decided that Ayudh and this child is my life…. Only they are my family….. That's why I don't want to have an abortion….. scared to tell you too…. I just wanted to leave you and settle down with these two….. When you came and you told me that you want this baby in your life, I felt like you wanted to take this baby away from me….. You want to take it away from me…. Again and again, all I could hear was that you would take this child away from me, and in this fear, I suddenly lied to you that I had an abortion….. "

She hugs him to forget everything, Yuvraj immediately lifts her in his arms and stands up because it's too cold here now, and he does not want Chahat or his health to get worse in the slightest because even if Chahat's health deteriorates then there is a lot of trouble and If this happens, Chahat will be in a lot of trouble because at this time she is very upset and if his health deteriorates, then he disturbs the people around him a lot, because when he gets sick he true mamma's boy and needs a lot of affection and attention, so didn't want to get sick here, and ask her again.

"What type of voice disturbs you…"

The more openly she has been talking to Yuvraj, the more she is relieved. She puts her head on his shoulder and closes her eyes start telling him in a meek voice.

"I am wretched…. I must die.... you will also take Ayudh from me, everyone will hate me… so I should just die…."

He is shocked beyond anything, but she is feeling her headache to a great extent start to wane, she just wants to close her eyes and sleep instantly, his warm embrace comforting her. Yuvraj is also understanding things from her situation now, does not say anything to her, and quietly brings her to the car. Manish simply opens the door for them so that he can sit inside comfortably.

Yuvraj makes her lie down on the back seat quite nicely. She just once opened her eyes a little bit and looked at Yuvraj. Yuvraj is very upset remembering her words by putting his hand on her head. But he understood that in these few days, she has suffered a lot. Even though her heart and mind were not allowing her to rest, now he understands her reason for depression. He leans towards her and kisses her forehead and says.

"Just rest…. Remember this, Neither will I ever leave you….  Nor will Ayudh leave you…. Take this promise as many times as you want from me…. "

Chahat smiles lightly with her eyes closed after listening to him, but the comfort in this smile has reached Yuvraj's heart too. This smile is forcing him to smile. He immediately smiles looking at her as he is waiting for her smile and sits close to her head and puts her head on his lap so that she can sleep comfortably.

While driving, Manish takes care the whole way so that Chahat's sleep is not disturbed even by mistake. Yuvraj's fingers regularly gently massage her head which is very relaxing.

After coming home, Yuvraj makes Chahat sleep soundly in the room as she is already sleeping soundly in the car. Ayudh is watching all this quietly with his small eyes and, he has a very sweet smile so that anyone can fall in love with him again.

He tries to climb on the bed but because of his short height, he cannot climb. Yuvraj smiles and puts him on the bed. He very lovingly marks a small kiss on Chahat's cheek because of which Yuvraj cannot stay without smiling. He kisses her forehead and looks at her face which is very relaxing now.

Seeing her sleeping like this, he smiles lightly and takes Ayudh in his arms, and goes out so that Chahat's sleep is not disturbed even for a short while due to any reason.

Manish, Yuvraj, and Ayudh are playing like kids, and that's when Yuvraj's phone went off, He picks up the phone call as it has come from the hospital so he does not want to delay in any way.

"Yes …."


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Finally, she opened up in front of him and now she is very much at ease.

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