Author's pov
In Yuvraj's room

Ravish is puffing his strong assembled cigarette, and Yuvraj is describing his new experience with a new boy who is just joining in and he randomly fights with him.

"The boy in class was trying to misbehave with me a lot but as you told me whenever someone tries to show up his attitude, he should be silenced forever, I wrote a love letter in his writing and put it in mam's purse and the insult he received from everywhere, probably he will never be able to come back again... He is hiding his face and crying like a girl somewhere."

Ravish smiles and places a cigarette on the lips quickly which he was smoking, due to which Yuvraj immediately takes some strong inhales but he feels uncomfortable and starts coughing.

Ravish who stares at him for coughing like this immediately sits it in front of him to teach him a new lousy lesson in his heavy voice.

"You haven't puffed a little and started coughing. How do you want to make yourself look like me?.... You want you to be like me so don't stop yourself from doing whatever you want to do..... "

"Sorry, bhai..... Next time you will not give you any chance to complain. I will be able to do all this very well in front of you.... Just like you.... "

Ravish becomes very happy to hear his words and like a very good brother, caresses his head and encourages him further. He quickly finishes his cigarette and immediately crushes his bud under his shoe.

After that, he stands in front of the mirror and fixes his clothes. He is looking at Yuvraj through the mirror and he knows that Yuvraj is watching his every action very well. Yuvraj comes close to him and asks.

"Bhai are you going somewhere?"

Yuvraj knows very well that Ravish must be going for some girl to fulfill his needs and he also realizes that he needs a girl for himself right now because now he is habitual of this, like an addiction.

Ravish understands the meaning of Yuvraj's words very well. He looks outside. There is no one there. It is 12:30 the night. Jagannath and Jyoti must have slept in their room at this time. They silently leave without any worry.

Yuvraj is getting very happy going with his brother as he is getting new experiences with girls every day due to which he finds himself in a different world, and now he likes it very much.

Author's pov

Yuvraj is looking at his mother's pale face, he is very angry with himself because his mother's health was bad for a long time but he did not know this at all.

Just a few days ago, he had come to know from his father that his mother is going to become a mother and if God's grace is there, he will become a sister's brother very soon, because he wants a baby sister for himself.

But despite trying a lot, Jyoti could not save her child and she had a miscarriage in the fifth month itself. Yuvraj looks at Jagannath with tears in his eyes who has no tears in his eyes, he only looks at Jyoti with his eyes fixed on her pale face without any emotions.

Yuvraj wants to cry but Jagannath's strong personality is affecting him too much and his brother too, wants to look like his father. He wipes his tears and looks at his mother's face. But he is unable to stop his tears, so immediately he looks at his father and tells him.

"I am going home."

Jagannath is not at all in a position to understand any situation, so he does not say anything to him, just nods slightly, Yuvraj gets up and leaves.

He reaches Ravish's rented apartment which he has kept hidden from Jagannath's eyes where he can fulfill all his debauchery.

The girl present in very few clothes opened the door to Yuvraj with a seductive smile on her face. The whole apartment resonated with moans and groans, so he can understand clearly where Ravish is busy right now.

Yuvraj sees bottles of liquor in the front, perhaps Ravish has drunk alcohol here with tonight's companion just a while back.

A girl standing nearby starts trailing her finger on his hand, then holds Yuvraj's hand and takes him to another room, but Yuvraj immediately frees himself and sits in front and immediately pours a glass of wine.

He wants to cry to his heart's ease but man does not feel pain, this is what he has been learning for so many years, he has to hide his pain.

Till now he had learned to drink a very little amount of alcohol but today he wants to completely immerse himself in alcohol, he does not want to remember anything because he feels anything bad or sad. In the end, he is completely immersed in alcohol.

Author's pov

Yuvraj is sucking that girl's lips like he wants to suck her life from her body, their naked bodies rubbing against each other and they are totally drenched in sweat.

"Ahhh Yuvraj.....slow down a little bit."

He is nibbling and sucking her delicate skin like a hungry man. That girl equally participates in this game. He is always rough because of his arrogant personality.

That girl try to hug him but Yuvraj grabbed her both hands and fixed them above her head and move more vigorously, now it is hard for that girl to bear his rough torture.

"Stop it Yuvraj..... it's hurting now."

But in this situation, Yuvraj is neither listening to that girl's plead nor does he realize her pain at all, he just wants to satisfy himself.

So, he place his large palm on her mouth to keep her silent and continued his deed till he get satisfaction.

After half an hour, Yuvraj lit up his cigarette and looked at that girl who has tears in her eyes, he grabbed her jaw and said in a very hard voice.

"There is no need to tell me by showing your tears that I have done any force with you, what has happened here is you agree with it, if you are not able to handle me that's not my mistake, why are you showing free tears..."

"You are very rough.... "

"You are not my girlfriend, to come here to lovemaking.... Go to hell If you are not able to tolerate it...."

"Sorry, I remember this always..."

Yuvraj makes a circle in the air with the smoke and says loudly.

"Move your ass out of here...."

After some time after that girl left Ravish comes into the room. Yuvraj is still in the bed and enjoying his cigarette, Ravish sits beside him and says.

"What's the matter... you are very angry today, can you share it with me.... did your mother tell you something? look, you don't need to take so much tension about that, your father will handle her as always?"

Yuvraj smirks and sits squarely on the bed and covers himself properly. Then says.

"First of all, my parents love me so much that they do not stop me at all because they believe that I cannot do any wrong work... you know very well, I never did anything wrong till now so why is she angry with me..."

This is the only thing Ravish doesn't like, but it is also his favorite thing which is very profitable in the future, that Yuvraj's parents love him so much.

To make himself more responsible, Ravish has taken a new bungalow of his own, he has shifted here. When he told this to Jagannath and Jyoti, he thought that they would stop him from staying with them, But beyond his expectation, Jyoti welcomed the decision and asked him to settle down at the earliest and bring a daughter-in-law for her.

Because of this, he is not able to meet Yuvraj and he is sure that if this continues, then Yuvraj will get out of his clutches.

"I think your mother wants you to be sissy...."

On hearing this, Yuvraj laughs out loud. Before he can answer him, Yuvraj's phone starts ringing. He immediately picks up his phone and sees it is his mother's phone. He immediately turned on his phone.

"Yes, mom..... oh great.... ok I am coming...."

He disconnects and starts wearing his clothes, Ravish looks at him, waiting for Yuvraj to tell him what happened all of a sudden due to which he is quickly going to his mother.

"What happened bhai.... Why are you in so much hurry..."

"Actually the couch met mom... and she praised me for winning the race today so mom wanted to celebrate this with me.... So she is waiting for me..... bhai I meet you later.... Bye..."

Yuvraj runs away before Ravish can stop him or say anything. Ravish clenches his jaw in anger as he loses his preplanned game because of someone.

IN JAGANNATH MANSION

Jyoti is sitting quietly with her eyes closed, she is waiting for the arrival of Yuvraj who just come and gets nervous seeing Jyoti like this.

"Mom.... "

Jyoti immediately opens her eyes and looks at Yuvraj. She knows that her son cannot see her in any tensions so she immediately smiles looking at him, and Yuvraj is relieved to see her smiling. He also smiles and comes to her.

As Yuvraj comes closer to her, the smell of cigarette hits her nostrils so hard, that she knows very well that scolding Yuvraj for anything in any way is not good. It leads him to be rebellious but she cannot see him moving towards the wrong thing. She smiles and says to him,

"Today your couch met me in a welfare program, praised you a lot in front of everybody, I was so happy that I could not stop myself and came home quickly to meet you but after coming here, you are not even here.... I know you are with Ravish, let's have our lunch... I made your favorite "seviya kheer".

Yuvraj becomes very happy after hearing the name of his favorite dessert, he immediately goes to the dining table with his mother, there he immediately starts eating his favorite sweet dishes. Jyoti happily looks at him and says.

"All my friends were jealous of me because at this time their children are only doing the wrong things, some are smoking cigarettes, some alcohol, some are behind girls , but my son who is top everywhere and I am proud of you...."

Yuvraj's hands stop while eating a sweet dish, he looks towards Jyoti, Jyoti smiles looking at him he understands that his mother knows what he does, so he bows his head because he is ashamed.

"As a mother, all I can tell you is that you are indulging in these things. It looks good at a proper age I mean when you set your career everything will be good..... I am proud that you are my son and I will be very proud that you are my son for the rest of my life.... I always want to look at you only with pride. I never want to ever have any question in my eyes for you.... "

"Mom..... "

"Yuvraj I am your mother and know everything about you.... And I know it's quite late but still, I hope I haven't completely lost my son... You are a growing kid but still I want to tell you that things are not good for even adults If you want to enjoy all this just wait for your 20th birthday."

Yuvraj is not able to understand the meaning of these words said by his mother, but he has definitely understood that today his mother is very sad because of him which hurts him also.

"I am sorry mom.... If I hurt you.... "

Hearing his apology, Jyoti smiles lightly and takes his hand in hers, looking into his eyes, tells him.

"Then try to improve yourself."

Yuvraj cannot see his mother sad under any circumstances so he grabs his mother's hand tightly and tells her.

"I will mom...."

Here is an update I hope you guys like it please let me know.

He is swinging between good and bad.

Did he try to correct himself?

Stay safe and healthy.

Thank you for reading this book.

SG

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