It feels like.....
Naaaa....it seems like....

Will it....

Can it.....

Is that possible....
Could this happen.....

Am I in this spot....?

Mmmm!...(sharp blow)...sigh

Anxiety speaks but when will truth reveals its implication?

When will reality tell me to wake up!

I am in a phase that only myself knows

Am often worried about where my feet goes

Could the driver of my life journey leave me in this open place?

Where all my dreams are yet to be replaced....

......

Just keep calm and look neither on the left nor the right

'Cause even if I fight with all my might,
I am unaware of what could take place tonight...

What could possibly go wrong?

If I stay from every responsibility.....

Could I possibly move from age one?

I can't believe I am now a woman

Am I qualified for that position?

Having a job,
Apartment,

A family!!!

Is too much work ,
To hear my child say, " mommy oh,how my teeth hurts!"

Mhm

I am still wondering.......

Well I guess I'll leave that to "time" it have all the answers

But somehow lack experience keep issuing some unwanted sponsors

I still try.....
I still pity myself

I don't know what will happen...

Cause nothing that I expect ever happen...

How will it feel when something do happen???