mágoa;
(n.) A heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces.

Walking down the hallway, her steps stopped on their own when a girl with her little gang stood in front of her.

Jennie:" how's my little bitch doing?~"

She took a step back as her inner walls started shaking in fear. She knew what was coming and she hated it to its extent.

Lisa : " Jungkook oppa talked to me rudely cause of you bitch? How are you gonna pay for that! "

Yn :" p-please look, I d-didn't do anything"

Lisa : "oh yeah right. You are too innocent for that after all........ Huh bullshit"

She kicked in yn's stomach while she fell down as a groan escaped her lips. Students started gathering around, some having fun and some making videos like always. It was the fun time of the whole day for them when this certain girl would be bullied.

Yn : " please let me go"

A silent cry escaped her lips as Lisa laughed and stomp her foot on her stomach and started to add pressure on it. A loud scream could be heard begging to let her go.

Lisa : " That's for always being the center of attention for my oppa you slut! "

Yn : " LET ME GO!!"

All she could hear was laughter's and mocks coming her way that made her mind dizzy. The pain in her stomach was increasing each second passing by unless a loud thud was heard and the laughter's around her turned in to gasps as the pain suddenly relieved.

Opening her eyes she felt a hand helping her back on her feet as her eyes wandered to her savior.

Jungkook........

She instantly turned to look at Lisa as she was wincing in pain on floor pushed by Jungkook. Her eyes widened up as slowly the fear creeped back in her heart. Fear of getting saved by him, Fear Of Lisa getting hurt cause of her and Fear of what will Lisa do to her next time.

Jungkook : " a slut referring someone else by her name doesn't sounds nice right. "

Lisa : " oppa....."

Jungkook : " oh For God sake check your ID card you are too old to call me oppa and if you have a bit of self respect stop following me before I do it in my way. "

He took yn's wrist and walked away with her. Moving out of everyone's sight he took her to rooftop where the two could find peace. He helped her sit down and sat beside her.

Jungkook :" why are you so scared. Why don't you fight back? "

Yn : " you were not supposed to help me. You should not have had done it"

Jungkook : "hey hey, relax c'mon. I will see her......btw why did you left the class yesterday, you didn't even stay to hear the results."

He finally decided to change the topic.

Yn : " what was there to stay for when I already knew the result."

Jungkook :" so you knew you got an A+"

Yn :" you are not supposed to be joking around me. "

Jungkook :" wait... Hey. I am not kidding. You really got an A+"

Yn : " what the..... I slipped in the middle of performance. "

Jungkook :" it was the declared later on that the floor was slippery when another student slipped from the same spot."

Yn : " w-what? "

She felt like her heart beating again and life coming back to her. How he noticed her eyes sparkling for the first time in real and how she was quick to stand On her feet. Her steps automatically picked up a pace as she rushed away from him and to teachers staff office. After knocking once she went in looking for her dance teacher, once she found her she went to her.

Yn : " Excuse me mam, I am sorry for yesterday but can I know my result for the test?"

Teacher : " yes Miss YN, your dance was so unique. Your moves were always mesmerizing for me. The fault of floor was declared later on and because there was no mistake in your dance you are given an A+....... Best of luck for next time. I am here if you need help."

Yn :" thank you.... Thank you so much "

She bowed down and walked out of staff room as her hand moved to rest on her chest feeling the heart dancing it's own rhythm. She was uncontrollably happy.

Jungkook who was watching her from a distance, standing in the empty hallway as happy as ever. He never saw her this happy. Even her face was covered he could Still feel the happiness that was ready to burst out.

"did it make you that happy?........ Why don't you get it a single piece of paper can't decide your talent. You need to open your eyes and realize it how beautiful your dance is......"

*****

It was off time when suddenly she was dragged in an empty room of the school. The person closed the door behind and looked at her like she was ready to eat her any second.

Lisa :" HOW DARE YOU!.YOU PIECE OF SHIT! OPPA CALLED ME SLUT CAUSE OF YOU, I WILL KILL YOU."

YN's eyes widened as she stood up and started to run away but where would she go. It was a close room with no windows. Lisa ran after her as her grabbed her hood and slid it down pulling her hair mercilessly.

Yn :" please I didn't do anything. Please let me go!"

Lisa : " YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE ANYMORE YOU SLUT! AFTER WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU I WONDER HOW SHAMELESS YOU ARE NOT TO KILL YOURSELF ALREADY!"

She threw her down and started to kick her in stomach with out even stopping as YN's screams and cries echoed through the empty walls.

Jungkook :" leave her!! "

Her eyes widened as she instantly stepped back and turned to look at the owner of that deep voice filled with anger.

Lisa : "O-oppa!"

He locked the door behind and instantly ran to yn and helped her sit up. She was badly hurt and it tore his heart apart. How come he was late? How come he was not there when she needed him.

Getting up he started taking steps towards Lisa. Strong heat could be felt with each step he would take like a hungry wolf who was ready to devour his prey. His tall and muscular figure towered her small body making her inner walls scream out of fear.

Jungkook : " Fuck! Only if you were a boy, you wouldn't be alive anymore."

She gulped where as his hand went to his pocket searching for a random device. As soon as his hand laid on it he took it out showing her a recording on his cell to her. Her breathes stopped when she saw a recording of her getting fucked by another guy of the school.

Lisa : "N-no oppa... Listen... I-I can explain. I-it's.... Its not like---"

Jungkook : " Why DO I CARE!?"

she flinched at the sudden burst out and felt like she is going to cry any second.

Jungkook :" What are we? NOTHING? get it? Nothing.... We were never in a relation ship. Just friends and trust me I hate that part of my life more than anything. Leave me and YN alone and take it as a final warning before I leave this video on school's website."

Lisa :" no you won't do it. Listen. Please "

Jungkook:" JUST FUCK OFF! "
She yelped while some of her tears rolled down and ran out of the room. Jungkook instantly knelt beside yn and held her.

Jungkook :" It's alright she won't come ba--"

Yn refused to take his help and instantly move out if his grip.

Yn :" leave me alone"

Jungkook : " you are hurt... Let me help you"

Yn : " please! I said leave me alone. Why are you doing this. You don't have to help me. Your help is only causing me more pain. Please for God sake. I beg you!just leave me on my own."

She hugged her knees digging her face in it and cried out while no one could tell how hurt she felt inside. She just wanted to be alone. She didn't need anyone.

Jungkook :" I just wanted to help you..... Here... Hope it helps "

He took out a pain relief pad from his bag and put it beside her and get up sighing and walked away. Opening the door he turned to look back at her again and a limp formed in his throat.

Nothing can make him happier than her....... But nothing can also hurt him more than her.