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Watching him wearing his flawless black suit while I was sitting down on our soft bed. Memorizing every inches of his detail, from his hair down to his toenails. I must've been going crazy but the fact that I will leave again this man aching my already dying heart.

With subtler movement and a soft smile on his gleeful face that sparks aura of happiness, Suga approach me and sat down beside me causing me to bounce scanty over that soft cushion. I compensate to him with a honey smile on my face, curving a line that made my cheeks heave.

"Can you tie this for me?" Suga offered me the plain shiny red violet colour necktie he was holding.

I accepted it quickly and carefully hang it around his neck and place it under the collar of his polo underneath the suit. My eyes were lock to his neck while tying the knot when I suddenly look up to him when I see him crossing the distance decreasing it; planting a soft kiss to my forehead.

I felt something clogged my throat diminishing the oxygen I could take in. I speedily get back my glance to the necktie and act busy blinking my eyes to halt the attempting tears from escaping.

"It's done." I told while fixing his collar and still cannot look up to him. "Be careful at work Hubby. Please, don't forget to take your meal in time and smile time to time. Okay?" I reminded him and what he answered is a chuckle.

"Of course, wife. No need to remind me like a preschooler. I will be okay." Suga reassured me. He stood up from bed and I hop out chasing him when he go out straight the living area. With his fast movement, he pick up his black leather type bag and grip it tight when I give him a back hug.

I heard him let out a soft laughter and the slightly shivery of his body seems to add sadness to me. I will missed this moment. I will go crazy missing everything about him.

"What is it wife?" Suga broke my hug from him and face me. Then, he gave me an embrace. While I am busy sniffing his scent, I sense him planted kiss to my head. The warm of his lips seems to penetrate through my scalp.

I am the first to break the hug and look up to him slightly. Wandering my sight to his whole handsome face. Wishing that my child will get all those beautiful features.

"I just wanna ask, if someday. If ever we get a son or daughter. What name would you like to give them?" I asked nervously praying that he will not suspect me. Suga, put his hands under his chin scratching it playfully with his gaze intact to the ceiling like name were wrote down there. I patiently waiting for his answer. Until, he look down at me and his eyes looks like sparkling with excitement.

"Hmm... I want the son to be Yoongi and if girl, Yunji." I eyed him intently because I am relief that he took my question as a joke yet I am serious about using those names if ever.

"Are you serious? The names you mentioned are all sounds like your mom's." I assured and he nod. I smile at him. I like the names. Suga, look down at my hands and held them tight. Its warm sends relaxation to my tense emotions. Yet, I know this is the last.

"Don't worry too much about the names. Besides, we need to research about having a baby. Like they said. It's risky for our likes to have children." His face grew sad for a while. I revoke my hand and cup his cheeks.

"Don't be sad. I'm sorry if I gave you worry. You need to go husband. Office is waiting for you." I force a smile on my face. The smile go back to his handsome face and he gave me a sudden kiss on my lips that made me got frozen for a second yet I found myself responding after getting surprise.

The kiss is getting deeper and our breathing goes heavy yet Suga cut the intimate moment and scratch his nape. He groan too while staring at me but I push him away.

"You need to go. You can't be late at work." I said chuckling and keep on pushing him towards the door. Suga is putting little bit of heaviness and took a footstep one by one like a lazy student that don't wanna come to school.

"Ugh! This is frustrating. Give me one more kiss. Please!" He stamped his feet and face me. Suga pouted his pinkish lips and I gladly give him a smack kiss. I next pinch his cheeks and giggles.

"Go now." I said.

Suga heave a sigh and turn his back and walk closer to the door. The lump in the throat came back as I watch him walking far away. I walk after him and as he open the door, my heart crack along to it. My eyes water when I witnessed him sent me a flying kiss before he get in the car.

As the engine liven; tears started to race down my cheeks. I choke with my own breath when I freed a loud sob while covering my mouth. Taking in all the pain. I immediately close the door and lean my back there and slowly sliding my back sitting down the pavement.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry." I whispered through my outcry. I hugged my bended knees and embrace the loneliness and unending pain. I let myself indulge with the unexplanaible ache until my eyes swollen and my tears begun to dry.

With forced strength. I stood up and woobly walk into the bedroom and pack up my things again. My tears started to flow out again my eyes sympathizing the moment I am having. After I get done packing. I approach the bed side table and pull slide open the small cabinet underneath and there I see small notepad and ball pen. This time, I will leave a letter for him.

I heave a sigh and my hands quiver while holding the pen, collecting the words I wanted to say to him. Choosing the righteous word that probably could lessen the pain once he read. Yet, there's nothing coming out my head. As my visions blurred because of tears, my hand move on its own. While some drop of my tears wet the small note, hesitation creep through me. I grip the ball pen and pick up the note pad and read out loud the notes for myself.

"Always remember that I love you. Please, don't look for me my love. I will come back to you in time. I promise."

A bitter smile crawl my face after I read it but there is something wrong. Like it's lacking. That this note will not stop him to search for me again. I lay down again the notepad at the bedside table and pick up the ball pen. With so much courage I wrote this note. I am sure Mr. Davids will get angry because this decision could ruin his plan yet, my heart says I need to do it. Suga deserves to know.

"I will name our child Yoongi or Yunji. Wait for our comeback. Endure for a bit. This is for the best. Trust me husband. We'll be with you in time. I swear."

My smile goes back; contented and genuine. I stand up from bed and pull my huge suit behind. I wander my sight around the living area and walk ahead the door after few while. I walk out the door and get my phone to dial someone. Good thing he answered in second ring.

"Hey! What's up my pretty model?" Jin exclaimed over the line. His welcoming voice made me giggle and lessen my nervousness.

"I am taking the offer. Send me to New York. Just grant your promise that you won't tell anyone." I told him.

"Okay. Come here now. I'll arrange your flight tonight if there is. Take care. Don't stress yourself." Jin reminds me and I hang up the call.

I turn to the apartment one last time. Imagining myself standing at the door giving Suga a goodbye kiss before he go to his office. Tears attempt again that's why I walk ahead away and call a cab. Before I went it. I inspect who's the driver first. I can't be kidnapped again anymore.

I glance again at the apartment as the car slowly moving away making that home look smaller from time to time.

I'll be home again, soon.

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The old man with all the frustration plastered in his face that somewhat add the wrinkles to his already old face feature slam the table strongly and shove away forcely all the things upon that table.

Crack sounds of fragile glass figurines, ballpens and papers flying on the air filled the room while the younger man stood up straight in front of him. Not looking afraid but containing himself not to let out a smirk.

"I told you to guard her well! How the fuck you have courage to come over here and told me that bitch run from him again! What happen to the people I hired to guard around that small fucking apartment!" Mr. Ford screamed angrily towards Mr. Davids that currently hiding his true emotion right now.

"I'm sorry." Mr. Davids apologized instead and look down his feet showing his fake regrets.

"I let her go home to that neat freak to get pregnant again! All of you are useless stupid trashes! Get out my sight and find that bitch!" He yell again but the latter didn't move any single move. The youngster look up to Mr. Ford bravely and the older man gaze back to his blank stare and smirk evilly.

"You have something to tell? Spill it now bastard." Mr. Ford challenge the younger. Mr. Davids heave a sigh before he smile genuinely.

"Can you please at least once let me see my family? It's been two years. I did a lot for you flawlessly. This will be my only wish, Please." Mr. Davids plead. Hoping this time this asshole old man will bite the trap.

"Why would I do that?" He asked.

Mr. Davids kneel down and lay his suitcase in front of his and opened. There he put out a gun. The old man suddenly was taken aback but put back his composure in after few while. Mr. Davids stood up with tears molding in his eyes.

"You can't kill me. You know that." Mr. Ford sarcastically professed and the younger nod his head.

"I will not harm you because the time I did. My family will be in danger." Mr. Davids response and slowly raise his hand that holding the gun and pressed it's mouth to the temple of his head. Mr. Ford's eyes dilated in shock at first but laugh evilly after. He is taking everything a joke. Therefore, when Mr. Davids let his tears wet his cheeks the old man stop and glare at the lawyer confused.

"I am only the last hope you have Mr. Ford. Ashley might contact me any moment and tell me where she is because he trust me more than anyone else. She knew very well that you are a dangerous guy and will not tell any of her friends where she might be. Only me she knows can help her secretly." Mr. Davids started to negotiate. While sluggishly stepping front towards Mr. Ford, the old man seems to think of the situation right now.

"All right, what if I will not agree?" Mr. Ford said seeking if he could escape and witness if the lawyer could sure hurt himself.

"I will suicide here, staining this room with my blood and buried myself in hell with all your hopes. I am also the one handling all the papers about the Min, only I can make Suga sign the papers. You need me more than anyone else. Once I die, your dreams will perished too." Mr. Davids outsmarted the old man and he just nod. Agreeing immediately.

"Okay. I will let my boys take you alone to your family. But better do your job and find her. If not, I will kill them. Got that?" Mr. Ford threatened him but the lawyer already celebrating deep inside. Everything is working according to plan.

The lawyer put down the gun on the table in front of the older and bow his head and walk out that suffocating room. Going straight to his car and there, he put out a small phone he kept just under the driver seat. He dial someone as he drive away.

"Have you recorded everything?" He asked the person on the other line while his focus was on the road.

"Yes." His baritone voice echoes inside his ear.

"Thank you, Mr. Austin. Sorry for making you act dead and hide somewhere. Moreover, thanks for the help." Mr. Davids sincerely said and almost hanging up the call when he speak again.

"Ashley will fly to New York later at midnight. Did she tell you already?" He asked.

"Nope. She is waiting for my call. I told her not to message me. I'm afraid someone will know." The lawyer answered and he heard other phone ringing.

"Wait. Someone is calling. I'll call you back later." He told the investigator and hang up the call. Mr. Davids, pick up the phone and sigh when he saw the 23 missed calls form Suga. He cleared his throat before anwering.

"Finally! I've been calling you since forever. Ashley,  run away again and she's pregnant! Help me to find her again!"

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Update.

Sorry guys if you still see some errors. I am just too lazy to edit. I can't get my ass up.

Mister
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