"Hyung!" Chenle shook Donghyuck with a sigh. The red head couldn't stop thinking about Mark. His heart hurt and he sighed to himself for how pathetic he looked.

"Hyung!!!" Jisung screamed, Shotaro and Sungchan were being cute and Chenle was hitting Jisung because the chicken rarely initiated anything.

But everything went unheard as the red head mumbled incoherent words to himself. Was he sane? He didn't even know if he was rainbows anymore. The four younger boys left after their shifts ended and this golden beauty stared out the glass window with a sigh, his wounded had been reopened and he wished Mark would never show up again. The tingling of the door made the boy look up to have his heart sliced in pieces. It was Mark.

"Hyuckie..........I want you to help me!" Mark held Hyucks shivering cold hands.

"L-Let go." Donghyuck mumbled shaking.

"Please you are all I can think off. Yeri and I need you. I can't think of anyone else who I could trust." Mark whispered as the beauty pulled his arms away from the olders hands.

"Go away!" Donghyuck backed off breathing hard as Mark only came closer.

"Be the surrogate mother for our baby Hyuckie!" Mark pleaded with felt like a harsh wave of tsunami slap Haechan right to the core of his heart. He collapsed holding the table for support.

Three years, After three years Mark had seen him, but did he ever think of asking how his best friend was? Did he ask if Hyuck was eating well? If he was alright? If Donghyuck was happy? No, Mark was so selfish he had the audacity to come ask the broken Donghyuck to be a surrogate mother for Marks and Teri's baby? Donghyuck slapped Mark, he grimaced at him.

"After three years you see me and all you ever thought of is yourself? Did you even ask me if I was happy? Or if I was physically and mentally fine or stable?! No! How can you be so cruel?!" Donghyuck started crying, Mark fell on his knees and begged.

""Carry our baby. Hyuckie please......Be the surrogate Mother." Mark sounded so desperate it killed Donghyuck for he still shamelessly loved this selfish man so much.

"Surrogate?" Donghyuck whispered softly.

"Yes please. She's going crazy." Mark sniffled, "I know I'm selfish but you are the only person I could trust blindly. You left suddenly, disappeared and I wanted to look for you but then Yeri was suffering so much I couldn't leave her like that. Four miscarriages and two still births, she's weak but still wants to try. She would die if she tries to conceive once again. Haechan please!!!!" The older put this hands together, putting the poor red head into a very difficult situation.

"What about me Mark?" Hyuck squeezed his chest, it hurt so fucking much.

"I-I'll give you anything. Ask for millions I would gladly give you just carry our baby!!" Mark started crying.

"I-Im a virgin Mark! How can I carry a baby?!" Hyuck screamed.

"Stay at our place once you start showing. My friend is the doctor he'll take care of everything I promise." Mark smiled through tears. Donghyuck broke down crying so much even the rain outside couldn't hide his pain.

Ten noticed that Donghyuck had been asleep for too long, if he was sad he slept for days without eating or drinking, the mother went into the room filled with Teddy Bears and oversized hoodies. Patting the boys peaches he rubbed his back waking the cutie up.

"Mommy?" Donghyuck sat up with red eyes and a weak body.

"Have you been crying again? Honey it's been three years. Why won't you move on?" Ten hugged Hyuck only to sighed for the younger boy started screaming and crying into his mother's chest.

The boy was so broken Ten couldn't bare to see this gorgeous boy break anymore. Donghyuck fell asleep on Tens chest, he was shattered, the countless times he attempted suicide, the times he sliced himself, he just couldn't get over Mark. Only Ten and Renjun, his best friend knew how much he loved Mark.

"Hyung are you okay?" Shotaro back hugged their adorable friend.

"Yes. Just tired." Donghyuck lied, he was emotionally tired of being used, of never been chosen, for always been pushed down in people's priorities.

"Daegal promise?" Chenle giggled as the cute little dog made Donghyuck forget his pain for sometime.

"C-Can I take Daegal home? Just for tonight?" Donghyuck whispered.

"Of course!! She loves her oppa more than me anyways." Chenle broke into his sweet dolphin laughter.

Sometimes these four boys made things better for sometime, but they weren't here always for him right? He wanted to drown himself, he did once but then his Daddy and Tens worried face made him swim higher, These four idiots crying made him reach the surface and Renjuns hurt face along with Jaemin and Jeno being ballistic brought him back to the surface. They cared so all he could do was live for them at least, for Daegal too. What about that boy who had been in love with him forever? Taeyong?

"Let's go Haechan." Marks voice made Hyuck snap out off his trance.

Donghyuck followed the man, he knew his family and friends would stand against it but his heart was at the edge of shattering when Mark cried so much.

"Haechan please!!!" Mark begged so bad.

"I-I'll be the surrogate. I don't millions. I don't want anything." Donghyuck had agreed. As they drove to the hospital not wasting a day, for Yeri wanted a baby, she was so desperate it  was killing her. Once he gave birth he'll end it all, put an eternal peace to his live filled with pain.

"Hyuckie?" Taeyongs face lit up but then it darkened when Mark came behind, no.......this wasn't good. "Please tell me you aren't the one he chose to be the surrogate?!" The doctor stood up and Donghyuck nodded as a tear rolled down his big bear eyes.