I opened the door of Bianca's condo and I saw my son watching TV with Bianca. Lumapit ako sakanila at tinignan ang pinapanood nila. Pinatay ko kaagad ang TV.

"Wtf Bianca anong pinapanood mo sa anak ko?" Nilagay ko sa bakanteng upuan yung bag ko.

"Dad it was just a movie" at umupo siya ng maayos.

"Alam kong movie France Bautista pero sa Dinami dami ng movies ba't iyon pa ang pinanood nyo ha" I crossed my arms.

"OA mo naman teh nanonood lang naman kami eh" she rolled her eyes.

"Eh kung di ka ba naman gaga ipapanood mo sa nine years old na bata eh fifty shades of gray!" hay nako akala ko sa anak ko lang sasakit ulo ko pati rin pala ditong sa bruhang to.

"Okay! Edi sorry po!" She went to the kitchen and got some water.

"France, diba sabi ko sayo huwag kang manonood ng ganon" tumabi ako sa anak ko.

"Sorry daddy." Then he hugged me.

"Oh basta huwag mo ng uulitin ha" I hugged him back.

"Promise po!" The he raised his right hand.

I suddenly remember what happened in the past. I was just 16 years old that time.

"Gian alam mo ba kung bakit di pumasok si Terence? Di kasi niya sinasagot yung mga messages ko."

"May lagnat ata siya eh" he said.

"Ah ganun ba, sige thankyou" I smiled at him.

I messaged him that I am going to his house but I didn't get any response. I just cooked soup.

Pumunta ako sa bahay niya ng eksaktong 8:30 ng gabi. I saw  many people at their house wearing formal attire. I saw manang Biday, one of their maids.

"Manang, anjan po ba si Terence? Kasi po nilalagnat daw po siya." I genuinely smiled to her, but she didn't response. She just walked away. Within a minute I saw Terence wearing black long sleeves paired with black slacks and black shoes.

"Babe!" I waved my hand so he can see me.

I saw his dad, a politician. He walked towards me with his powerful aura.

"Hi mister, what's your business here? " He raised his thick brows.

"A-ah ibibigay ko lang po sana to kay Terence" my hands are watering right now.

Nakita ko si Terence na papalapit saakin. "Babe, dinalan kita ng sopas kasi sabi ni Gian May lagnat ka daw eh" I offer him the soup that I made.

"Babe huh?" His father smirked.
Lumapit siya kay Terence at May binulong pero rinig ko parin. "Fix this" then his father left.

"Babe anong meron dito?" I smiled to him.

"Babe..."

"Babe! What is going on here?" A girl apear and stand by his side. She's wearing a pink sleeveless Chanel dress matched with pink heels and necklace. Her hair is perfectly bun.

"Nothing important, Sarah"

Biglang May namumuong mga luha sa mata ko na handa nang bumagsak. "A-ah d-dinalban ko lang si Terence ng sopas." Then I bitterly smiled to her.

"Ahh ok, by the way babe tinatawag Kana ng daddy mo" she kissed his cheeks after leaving.

My tears finally drops. I can't handle it anymore, Ang sakit sakit ng nararamdaman ko. Gusto kong itanong sakanya kung anong nagyayari pero umuurong ang dila ko.

"D-dinalhan pala kita ng sopas kasi akala ko May sakit ka, pero mali pala ako ng akala" I wiped my tears. "Ipakain mo na lang sa aso iyang sopas tutal wala ka namang sakit." I gave him the soup but I dropped it.

Lumapit siya saakin at May ibinulong, "I'm sorry" then he kissed me in cheeks like beso so no one can see.

Tinulak ko siya kaagad at tumakbo na palayo. Iyak ako ng iyak sa kwarto ko, halos hindi na ako kumain simula ng araw na iyon kaya dinala ako sa Hospital ng mga magulang ko pero biglang nagunaw ang mundo ko. The doctor said that I'm pregnant, I taught that the doctor was joking me, pero sinabi niya na I have a rare condition which is pwede akong mag-dalang tao. My parents kick me out of their house because of humiliation. Luckily I have friends, Joyce offered me a condo but I declined at first, pero inisip ko ang kapakanan ng anak ko.

Aiselle helped me, she's the one who cleaned and cooked food for me. Tapos si Airish ang sumasama saakin mag pa check-up to ensure of my baby's health. Bianca helped me to finished college, that's why I'm a licensed teacher now. Habang buhay ko tatanawin ang utang na loob na iyon, dahil sa kanila nakabangon ako muli.

9 years had passed, Since that time I promised to myself na hinding hindi mahahawakan ng walang bayag na yon ang anak ko.

"Hey kiddo tapos mo naba ang mga homework mo?" I'm preparing food for my son and Bianca.

"Yes dad" he said while his playing mobile legends.

"Teh club daw tayo ngayon sabi ng mga tuyot na pechay" bianca said.

"Bianca ang tatanda niyo na mag c-club pa kayo?" I take off my apron then I put the food in the table.

"Duh Ang kj mo teh ngayon lang eh! Staka time mo na rin para madiligan" she rolled her eyes.

"Ngayon lang daw jusko po! Eh araw-araw kayo nasa club eh, halos dun na nga kayo tumira eh" I placed a rice and food sa pinggan ni France.

"Basta sasama ka, ngayon ka na nga lang uminom aayaw kapa! France sabihan mo nga yang Daddy mo pa virgin palagi!" She grabbed a plate.

"Dad, sumama Kana kila tita ganda I'm gonna behave naman po eh" my son said.

"Oh sige basta saglit lang tayo doon ah!" Then she act like she's winning a Loto.

It's already 9 pm and I'm wearing ripped skinny jeans and a white top matching with my white Gucci shoes that Joyce gave to me and a Chanel denim jacket that Airish gave to me. Ang sabi ko kasi sa kanila ay hindi na ako tatanggap ng cash mula sa kanila dahil ang dami ko ng utang, kaya ayan mga damit at sapatos ang binibigay saamin ng anak ko. Pati pantulog ng anak ko Louie Vuitton.

Lumabas si Bianca sa kwarto niya at nakasuot ito ng short jeans and a Chanel crop top, she's also wearing a nude heels so she can look taller.

"France babalik kaagad kami ah, goodnight baby I love you" I kissed him in forehead. I'm proud of my son because he is not other 9 year old kiddos na umiiyak pag iniiwan ng mama. At that age she can answer collage questions. Baka nga isang araw nagulat na lang ako CEO na yang anak ko.

"I love you too dad" lumabas na ako ng kwarto niya at pumunta na kami ni Bianca sa club.

"Hey girl! Buti naman sumama ka" Airish wearing a pink dress and pink heels.

"Anong drink gusto mo?" Joyce wearing a simple skinny jeans and a see-through croptop and  heels.

"Soft drink lang Joyce, I have work tommorow" I seated in a sofa.

"Anong soft drink? edi sana di na lang tayo nag club!" Aiselle wearing blue sleeveless silk dress and a blue LV heels.

"Oh sige na nga basta konti lang ah!" I shout at them because of the loud sound sorrounding us.

I drink a glass of black label and that shit literally hit me. Parang gusto ko na kaagad umuwi.

I saw Bianca, Airish, and Aiselle on the dancefloor with men beside them. Punyeta sabi ko na nga ba kaya nila ako sinama para May maghatid sa kanila eh.

"Hindi ka ba sasayaw!" Umiling ako sakanya.

"Ok, basta kung May kailangan ka just call me!" Then she walked to the dancefloor and automatically May lumapit kaagad sa kanyang lalaki.

I drink a glass of black label again at umiikot na ang paningin ko pero nasa realidad pa rin ako.

"Hey, wanna dance?" A tall guy appear and sat beside me.

"No" I drink a glass of black label again.

"Come on saglit lang naman eh" his hands wrap in my waist. I immediately go to the bathroom para makatakas sa lalaking yon.

After kong umihi bumalik ako sa pwesto namin at nakita ko si Bianca na May ka halikan na. I tapped her shoulder "teh tara na uwi na tayo" she just ignored me at tinuloy lang nila ang ginagawa nila.

Someone grab my hand and take me to the bathroom, he locked it.

"Hey, what are you doing! Don't touch me!"

Papalapit na siya saakin habang ako ay paatras ng paatras. He licked his lips like a hungry lion.

"Tulong!" Inubos ko ang lakas ko sa pag sigaw na nagbabakasakaling May makarinig saakin. He's few inches away from me then suddenly one of the toilet room open. A wasted man.

The door slammed the drunk man face then he fell into the ground. The wasted man is so familiar to me.

"I-ikaw b-ba si F-francis?"the way he talk, I knew it was him.

"Paano kung sabihin kong ako nga?" I asked him.

He lifted his face and grab me. He hold my hand tight. Habang hawak hawak niya ang kamay ko kinaladkad niya ako papunta sa labas ng club at isinakay sa auto niya.

"Hey! What are you doing?! Let me go!" He didn't answer me, pinaandar niya ang kotse niya at umalis na sa club.

"Hoy! Naiwan ko yung mga kaibigan ko doon!"  I tried to open the door but it's locked.

Huminto siya sa tapat ng isang hotel at kinaladkad niya ako papunta sa elevator. "Are you even drunk?" I asked him.

"Yes, but I can control myself."
Damn! Nakakatakot yung boses niya kahit kalmado lang parang pumasok ako sa horror house.

The elevator stops and he held my hand again. We stop infront of a door and he unlock it.

He pushed me to the bed. "Ano bang kailangan mo?!" Tumayo ako pero tinulak niya ulit ako sa kama at pumaibabaw siya saakin.

" I need you."

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