CP: Bennoda

Title: Even if you're not with me, I'm with you

"Mike."

"Mike."

"Am I going to die?"

Chester's last texts have been echoing in my ears, like, the whole day.

It's so hard to do this without him next to me.

It's so hard to face the others without him smiling next to me.

It's just so fucking hard I can't do this.

The handwriting started to get chaotic.

I was the reason that he died. No way, haha.

He asked me. Before those three messages. If I loved him. I said yes. He continued. He said he loved me too. But in the other way.

I didn't say anything after that. Then he just...

The pages were torn.

I liked him too. I love him. I love him so much, maybe I just didn't realize it. But I was with Anna, I couldn't break up with her like that. To get into this kind of relationship. Everyone will start whispering about us and stuff. I can't do that.

A lot of pages were skipped.

God I want to die.

I want to die

Let me die

Kill me

Chester was gone.

I can't do this alone.

I was the reason he died.

It was just hard to justify.

Pages were torn. Messy handwriting, almost unreadable.

Painted on my memories

Even if you're not with me

Chester closed the book, smiling.

"I'm with you."

|-Fin-|