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Lia's pov :

I was sitting on the couch staring outside ,

school's about to restart soon...

I thought to myself, internally cursing everything that i don't have much time left with jk..but , i don't want to leave him either. He's everything to me now , he's my other broken piece. The one that completes me , the one I am incomplete without..

I groaned and leaned my head back.

"Thinking about something, moonlight, hm?"

I was startled by the sudden voice, as I saw jk with a taunting smirk on his face ..

I hate that we both know why he's calling me with that name .

"School's about to start again" I said my voice clearly stating that i don't even wanna move an inch away from here. But we also know that this shit is impossible.

He nodded in response and slid his hand on my thigh , reassuring me, I never knew about what.

"It's okay" he smiled . "You will come back to me right?" He asked , hope shining in his eyes like the stars in the sky..

"I will"  I said , somehow promising him with my eyes.

He smiled softly and pulled me closer ..

Oh damn, how homely he feels.

I leaned my head on his shoulder as he took out something..

A white lily ..

He slowly put that flower in my head and smiled.

"Why lily?" I asked .

"So that you will always remember me" he said .

"What do you mean?" I questioned, but then it hitted me ..he always resembled lily, he was one himself, calm ,peaceful and always felt like home..

I snuggled into him more.

Something about our moments always felt unreal..

But this, all I want now is him , near me , with me, I want him to embrace me , i want him to consume me and my heart inside him ..

I am going insane , and I don't care.

He has become my obsession , the reason for my every single breath.

"I will come back here as soon as possible, just wait for me." I told him .

"I will" he said , saddening a bit

God knows how I am gonna miss every single thing about him ..

the day falls in the pitch black darkness , moon being the only light ..

I stood on the balcony, staring at the moon.

I don't want to leave , I feel as if the next minute i leave this house , this forest , jk , everything will vanish , but why ?

Because it always feels like a dream?

Even if it is , I want to live this one.even if it costs me sleeping throughout my life , i don't care as long as I am here , with jk.

"Thinking of me moonlight?" I heard a breathy voice behind me.

"Jeon , do this again and I will push out of here" i glared .

"Oh, i am scared, moonlight" he said sarcastically.

I sighed , "anyways, why do you call me moonlight?" I asked and the curiosity rose in me ..

He came closer, tugging a strand of hair behind my ears.

"Because you just feel like it, calm , peaceful, homely, bright and beautiful. I thought of this name right the moment you made me laugh for the first time ..you shined my darkened nights and I ... I fell for it"

I clicked my tongue "cheesy" as I tried hiding the blush..

"So, my girl does like cheesy things huh?" He said noticing the pink tint on my cheeks ..

I laughed and turned around embracing him in a tight hug , somehow in a reassuring way i don't know, I wanted to express every single thing I felt through our physical touches instead of words because they, they are never enough..not if it's about my feelings for him especially..

He sighed and hugged me back , he seemed sad too .. I am leaving tommorow and I am missing him already..I feel like I shouldn't leave .. there's this something inside me saying not to go back there, to my school , to all those devils pretending to be humans..i don't wanna go to them , they consume my light into their pitch black darkness and I , I hate it.

"I will always be here, i promise" he said , which i clearly didn't get but I knew he was talking about waiting or something like that ..

"Let's sleep together, hm?" He asked brightening the mood.

Oh I love him.

"Jeon."

"Hm?"

"I love you."

He chuckled, "i love you too"

I don't know why but I felt like saying it..as if it's the last time I'm saying it.

We both went to sleep together and cuddled for the last time..

And somewhere i knew, after i slept, he was staring at me , pulling me close as if not wanting to let me go.

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"Breakfast is ready" he yelled from downstairs as I was running towards him..

I gasped, "this looks tempting!"

"More than me?" Again a shit-eating grin on his face .

"Well, no. You are the one and only meal I could survive on for days" i said with the same shitty smirk..

He chuckled and we both ate..

After some time , I was ready to leave , not mentally..but physically. I had to .

"I wish we had more time , there's so much things we haven't done!" I said standing at the door , about to leave.

"It's alright, maybe another time?" He carresed my cheek , talking from his eyes again , they reflected complete devastation. But there he was, smiling for me.

I fucking hate goodbyes, they've never been good. Not for me at least!.

"Guess, it's time" i said looking at our interwined hands , breaking our eye contact.

"Yeah, it is" he said, lost in his own thoughts, as if he was in a dilemma..of what?

I stepped closer embracing him in a soft and long hug.. he held me back , tightly. Making me feel like the time has stopped..

I am not able to believe I've met someone in my grandma's library, who became my reason to live my life again ..whom i couldn't trust in the starting after reading that journal and now, now i would prefer death over his betrayal..

I backed away my face , enough to look at him and kissing his lips for the last time ..oh how much long do I have to wait for doing it again.

He kissed me back as i felt a tear falling down his cheek ..

"hey" i asked him.

But he only hugged me again in the response..

"I am sorry." he said , I was able to hear him sobbing and pulling my head even more closer to his chest..

"I am so sorry" he stated again ..

What is wrong?

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A/n : yoohuuuu !! Long time no see huh? Well I am sorry for the delay even after i said i would be regular ..and i apologise for it .. but the sad news is the next chapter is going to be the last chapter..and after it maybe I will post an epilogue too.

So please wait and vote if you like it .

Thank you! I love you!! ❤️❤️❤️