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One bright beautiful day,

I was on my way,

Walking towards the library,

Hoping for him to stay,

Shoot ! I am late ,

Will he be okay ?

I pushed the door open

As he looked at me with those doe eyes

And  Said "hey"..

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I entered inside looking for him ...

"Hey"

"Aargh!"

"My god kook I was about to get a heart attack"

"Sorry, sorry " he said between his laughs ..

"THAT.WAS.NOT.FUNNY" I said glaring..

"Anyways I've brought food , you can eat right?" I asked..

" Ofc ms. ur kitchen is clean for a reason " he flipped his hair ..

I smiled and walked into the kitchen and started serving..

We both sat and started eating..

When suddenly I stopped in the middle and said..

"Kook I need to say something "

"What's it?"

I took a long deep breathe ..

"Iamsorryfordisturbinguandclingingonyoulastnightireallydonotrememberanythingthatididbutiamsosorryy"

I said in one go ..

And he looked like his brain has stopped functioning..

"........."

"........"

"........"

"What?" He asked..

I quickly stood up and went to was my plate giving him some time to regain his function back ..

And after few seconds he replied.

"Oh no no you don't have to be sorry for that lea , that definitely ok "

He came towards me and held my hand ..

"We all need someone sometimes"

He said and patted my head ..

We were now sitting on the couch jk's book was in my hand now ..

"So ..do u mind sharing what made u cry last night ?? " he asked placing the coffee mug on the table ...

I looked at him ..

"It's alright if u don't want-"

"It all started when my parents moved out " i started..

" I was 12 or 13 when I moved at a new place.. everything was new for me, even a new school ..the starting one year went normal of it ..

But as I spended more time in it I got blended with the atmosphere thinking everyone is here for me ...but I didn't realised that I was being the victim of toxicity "

I took a deep breath and started again ..

"The teacher's son ..proposed me ..and when i rejected him he forcefully tried to kiss me and when I pushed back and told him that I will tell the truth he rumoured weird things about me ... I stood out and told everyone the truth but for saving her son's image the teacher proved me the characterless person ..

My group.. the ones i thought were with me didn't said anything..

Few years went again..in these last years they use to hit me for fun and  hard enough for me to cry but I didn't
Said anything thinking that they'll call me a overreacter ...

I lived like I didn't existed ..

I forgot how to breathe..

I forgot who I was...

I completely lost myself..

The old me died ..

And the new one didn't live..

Yesterday my bestie or I say one of the person from my no more existing group came to talk to me but ..some girls called her over and whispered something about me .. it's nothing new I do know the fake smiles but this time my only friend blocked me and left me in my worst ..

And as we're these traumas weren't enough I got to know-"

I gulped .. backing away the pain in my throat I was holding for too long

"I got to know that grannie is no more"

"And that's why I cried.. i- I am sorry "

"Why are you sorry?" He came closer to me and kneeled down..

"For being weak and for bothering you" I said blinking away the tears ..

"You are not weak .. it's just , you've been strong for too long "

He hugged me .

"And you don't need to be guilty for last night , I kinda enjoyed it"

"What the f- "

I backed away and he laughed ..

He looks like a bunny I swear ....

After some time..

We were walking in the field full of dandelions as I held one of them in my hands ..

"Do u like them ?"

"I love them"

I blowed and it flew away like it was taking my wish to the angles..

"Why don't you make a wish jk? "

."mine came true"

"Oh really what was it?"

"To not to be lonely , i'm afraid of being alone so yeah"

"It's alright I am here yk! "

I nudged him as he chuckled ..

" I won't leave you too "

"What if you do?"

"I won't, even when I am not with you remember I'll always be in these dandelions , in the droplets of the rain , in the rays of sunshine, in those falling leaves of autumn and in the flakes of the first know and in the blooming flowers of the first spring"

"Ehhh why you being so cheesy huh?"

"Just letting ya know"

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"Rock , paper , scissors, shoot!!"

" I won!!" He danced ..

" oh god alright I'll take the room upstairs" I said .

"Well u can sleep with me too yk"

"Upstairs room sounds fun , bye!"

I hid my burning cheeks and went straight to my room ..

A/n : and it's updated finally !! Actually my exams are going on and I am stuck but I will try to update time to time dw !!

Ilyyyy ❤️❤️❤️❤️