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The cold wind brushed through my face as I opened  the car's window ..

The car stopped and I realised I was finally there ..

I thanked the driver and took out my luggage ...

And went towards my way ...

The house was 10 minutes far by walking from the bus stop ..

My feets stopped as I was already infront of the house ..

That old yet beautiful house was still there looking like a unreal structure built on the other side of the world ..

Those long roots of plants crossing the top floor's window and those beautiful purple flowers falling on the glass of that window...the old wooden floor which still had the warmth of the place we call "home" ..

Those trees surrounding the house and leaving a long pathway towards the forest while the blossoms were on the each side of the road ..

"Insanely beautiful" yes.. that's what we call this !!!

Without wasting anytime I went inside the house impatient to meet grannie ..

But there was a weird string which was surrounding my heart ..it tightned even more and more when I started going in ..

The string called "what if"

What if granny isn't- oh no no don't think about that ...

I searched the whole house and she was nowhere to be found somewhere I knew that this could happen ..but I ignored it all ...

Now I was sitting on the couch with tears in my eyes ..

...

I tried messaging Karen but turned out she blocked me ...

Wow..

I can't believe they manipulated her too...

And that was it ... everything was too much to bear up ..so I left the house to fresh up my mind ..I was too much stressed that I couldn't even cry ..

I ran straight towards the pathway which led to forest ...

To be honest it was a peaceful place to walk around ...it truly did bring peace to me..

After some minutes of walking I saw something which caught my eye ..

When I got close ..i realised it was house ..but why is it situated in the middle?

It was beautiful , green long stems covering the front roof  and the entrance was covered by flowers..

I let my intrusive thoughts win and went inside .. that's when I realised..

"It was the library "

I used to come here with grannie ..

Memories hitted me one by one as I went more inside .. everything hitting me like a lightning straight to my heart ..

Only if my emotions could get expressed through the nature it would have been thunderstorms all over the world ...

The library that was holding the beautiful moments of me and my beloved granny ..

Those long hallways covered with my childhood pics ..and the endway of the hall there was a huge room with huge windows it was where we used to sit and read those fantasy books..in the corners of the room stood two couches with a small table infront ..long curtains flowing down the glasses of those windows..and then comes the room with a lot of shelves and my favourite books ..

I sat on one of the couch and started at the picture of my granny and me laughing together..

"I used to be happy back then "

This was the first time I felt this much alone ..my emotions took over me as  a tear escaped my left eye ...

A/n : wuiiii I am backkkkkk!!! Don't forget to play the first song of the playlist!!! Ily enjoy~