I'm useless
I'm worthless
I'm just a pain
No one wants me
Why am I here
If I don't have any meaning?
Why am I here
If I'm just a burden?

My friends pity me.
That's all our friendship is.
My parents think I'm a mistake
Even though the always say
"I love you."

There's a bottle of pills
Just screaming my name.

It's two in the morning

Out of my bed
Out of my room
Down the hall
Into the bathroom
Open the cabinet
Reveal my promise of peace
Unscrew the cap
Pour out eight pills
That will fix the problem that is me
And finally
Take them all at once

It's three AM now

It's hot
And it's cold

I lay on the bathroom tile
Contemplating my existance
Imagining the celebration of my death

My vision is dark at the edges
My breathing is slowing
I'm suffocating
But I'm not
I'm tired
But I'm not

I'll stay awake
Until the end
I'll stay awake
Until I'm-
......