Dream

"Dominic." I whimper as he teased me he licks my girl and giggle as I squirm." You like that huh?" He said as he made eye contact with me.

I couldn't trust my voice so I just nod my head."I want you." I said in a stern voice I look at his boxers and follow his hands as he took them off he slowly slides i-

I woke up and I took a deep breath in and out. It was fake the dream I had with Dominic."You dirty girl." I look at Marie.

"You were having a sex dream." I shook my head."no...no-what?" I said as I made my way to my bathroom she moves away from me and continues on doing a three-braid on her hair.

"You were like Dominic,Dominic." She winks at me."You know Wilson doesn't need his actual father."

I frown."Marie." I warned for she can't start this again."it true he doesn't plus he is scared of him. When was the last time you seen Wilson act all shy and nervous around a man?"

She has a point you are too afraid to admit it.

Said the voice in my head."he will get over it." She shook her head."I'm your friend/secretary and boss you're completely wrong you don't need the actual father of your son to complete a family look at me and my stepfather."

She said." Paul he stay in the past."

"I thought you were cheering for us?"

She nods her head." I was at first but Dominic seems like the perfect guy and your face it lights up when he is next to you. Em Your eyes twinkle when he is next you. I seen it at the hotel."

"With Paul I don't see it. I made a mistake of hiring him fuckkk." And she walks away leaving me alone with my thought.

I don't want to be selfish I want what is best for my son happiness that's all that matters and if I am not happy who cares. Wilson deserve all the happiness in this world. And I'm going to give it to him.

It was 11:30 am in the morning and Wilson was still asleep me and Marie are debating on what should I do for his birthday party and she keeps telling me to have the theme red and silver.

And I kept  telling her no a bunch of times,and now we are stuck." Blue and silver just do it." She rolls her eyes at me."thank you mommy knows best." I wink at her.

"So I will handle the cookies because I haven't bake those cookies in the longest. Eli is bringing the balloons."Eli is coming? Is Dominic coming?"

She shook her head." He is not plus you said you can't be selfish you're still dating Paul."

She said as she shakes her head."Admit it you like him em it not that hard."

She said.

I roll my eyes

"I don't have to admit to anything Marie Paul is Wilson fath-."

"Father of your son blah blah!" She snap at me." Have you forgotten about my real father?"

"That doesn't count Marie your actual father didn't want to be in your life but Paul does he accepts us and I don't want to ruin this."

I whine at her."I don't like Paul." I turn my head around to see Wilson still half asleep. He makes his way over to me and I pick him up as he hug me."baby that your dad. Remember daddy he is here now."

He sighed."Wilson who you like more Paul or Dominic." Said Marie with a smug look.

"Dominic!" He said with a grin as he looks at me and at Marie."mommy is Dominic coming? To my party?"

"I am not sure son maybe." He pouts but nods his hand. I stand up."You can't come in here okay? We are planning your party so it a surprise."

He nods his head."no peeking." I told him in a stern voice and he lifts his hands up in surrender. I laugh at my little goofball."are you hungry?"

He shook his head."how about in 10 minutes the maid makes your food?" I ask him and he nods his head.

I pull the blanket that I always leave on the couch and cover his legs. I made my way back to the kitchen to see Marie smiling at me her eyes giving me "I won!" Look.

I ignore it and I sat back down on the chair I look down at the list of things that my maids have to get."so we should do it in my backyard and have the table next to the glass door with balloons on the wall."

I told her and she nod her head."I'm thinking about having his cake filled with Superman figures." I said out loud as I wrote it on the notebook.

"I need to ask him who he wants to invite from his preschool friends. Since it is a kid bday party." I said with a frown." And also find a way to get in contact with them."

I roll my eyes." Why are you stressing yourself out?"

"Marie you know why. I am only able to take him to school I only pick him up sometime when the company isn't busy my maids are the ones who picks him up when I can't."

"I don't want the other mothers to think that I have no time for him."

"If they think that I would put them in there place." She shrug her shoulders." I know you would."

I said."I will have the maids take care of that part." I said.

"The party starts at 3 ends at 8:45 pm."I wrote down on the invitation card. I was already done with 9 cards and Marie had 11 cards done.

I can't believe that my son is turning 4 years old already in three days from now he is getting so big and I love that I am able to be there for his journey as he grows up.

I see Marie putting a tissue on my face and as I wipe my tears with the tissue I thank her.

I hear my phone ring and I see Paul name I answer it."hey baby."

He said and I smile."hey Paul what you doing?"

"I am not doing anything,but I was wondering if you would like to help me pick out a present for him?"

"Sure I could definitely help. What time should I get ready?"

"At 2 pm I have to go take care of something and then we can leave."

I turn around."Mari-"

She nods her head."don't you want to know what he asked me?"

"Nope if it was Dominic yes but since it Paul nope."