POV ROSE

After my love it was a blur for three years of two boys who gave me sweet bliss of pleasure and thrill for always wanting more. I became addicted to the game of benefits.

The first boy I met in freshman year and lasted for two years. This boy was a year older and got a bit obsessed with the fling we had. He didn't want anyone else to have me even though we were just having fun on the sidelines, it was on again and off again type of relationship we had.

But how much trouble came with this boy Anthoni. We snuck around my friend's back who said this boy was trouble and never really listening to them continued on playing with this guy. To the point of sneaking him over to my place in the middle of the night. This event became another awakening, a sexual awakening to be exact.

(Flashback)

It was the first time I've ever had the guts to sneak someone over to my house let alone in the middle of the night. But it felt like the movies and oh the adrenaline running through our veins of the fear of getting caught but also of how this event could play out.

(This event became the second starting point of wanting more from a guy.)

It was the first time of having some fun and oh that night how I can remember mostly ever single detail of how it happened.

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(Of course I'm not going to write smut on here cause that's not what I was going for unless the audience would like to read that?
-author)
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His body close to mine, his mouth finding my sweet spots, my only words that could escape was 'more' 'oh please give me more'. Being my first time he was gentle with how much I could handle but I was satisfied at the time.

But I remember a couple days passed from that night and we talked about it and how he would tease me because of how cute I kept saying the word 'more' into his ears.

(End flashback)

After all the fun we would have it came down to each of us settling down with someone else for a time period.

The boy who I settled with turned out to be the cause of all the drama that came for two years. He was a nerd type for a while until he became a big shot and when we were together they knew all that happened between us. Again being the shy girl I hated the attention.

It wasn't until six months in I realized this boy was also using me for one thing and that was sex. He was waiting until I was ready to give him what he's been waiting for all this time. But I have my morals of waiting till marriage.

At this point we're both fifth-teen going on to being sixteen. I broke up with the boy after a year because of him going behind my back and going out with this girl who I thought was a sorta friend until I realize what she really wanted and that was him. He would go over to her house on the daily and posts things that my eyes never had the chance to see but only heard of by my friends who were allowed to view his accounts.

After him Anthoni was there to heal the wound for a while because he too got cheated on by his girlfriend. So we went back to playing the benefits game. For he was to leave schools and I would never see him till two years later. And by then our game had come to an end and we became friends who would just remember the good old times and laugh about being stupid horny teens.