When I was young, I was in several bad relationships. Abused and raped by one ex. Used only for sex by another. Because of this I drink, use tobacco, and smoke weed.

Around the same time both of my parents fell ill and were in and out of the hospital. When they got better, my brother and I found out that my mother cheated on dad, that was about a week before my birthday.

Because of this I stopped letting people walk all over me, stopped letting people in. I grew cold to most everyone, including those I was told to never let go off. I cut a lot of people out of my life and I get called a bitch for it. I get in trouble for fighting a lot more with family members who just like to be dicks, especially my mom's family.

At 16 I got a tattoo that my dad told me not to get. My mom signed the papers, I'm assuming tryin to get me to like her more. When I got my license, I was never home and got an IUD, a birth control implant, at the health department without my parents knowing anything about it.

For years I was told I needed to take batter care of myself. Now I'm called a selfish bitch for doing just that.