So we spent what was left of our serotonin   To chew on our cheeks and stare at the moon

Said she knows she lived through it to get to this moment     Ate a sleeve of saltines on my floor, and I knew then

I would do anything you want me to   I would do anything for you

Graceland Too / Phoebe Bridgers

Taylor's life has been a dizzying mess of loneliness, misunderstanding, and incomprehensible feeling since she broke it off with Joe, her partner of 6 years. After months of her friends trying to hook her up with the same white British guys, Taylor's accepted her fate, she's destined to be alone.

It's cliche, but she's done with boys, and she's done with dating. But her life is still swirling around her, unable to be stilled. Or, that is until a girl named Mikah Albright gets inducted into her life, and everything changes.

Taylor's unsteady, but with Mikah's help, maybe she'll get back to her feet again.

Starring !

Mikah Albright

twenty-nine, lesbian, she/her
looks fucked up, is a ray of sunshine

portrayed by Phoebe Bridgers

Taylor Swift

thirty-three, unlabeled, she/her
looks like a ray of sunshine, is fucked up

portrayed by Herself

Everyone else Themselves or as described

Tay and Miks !

Taylor and Mikah !

"You're the last type of person
I thought I would end up with"
"What? A woman?"
"No, an American."

Disclaimer !  This is a work of fiction and not speculative of Taylor's sexuality, it is just for my entertainment and yours. On that note, this book will include language, alcohol, self-harming behaviors, suicidal ideation/death, sexual content (not very graphic), girls kissing, joever and allusions to miscarriage so read at your own risk.

Authors Note ! HIHI!! so as my longtime readers probably know, i have gone through and attempted several versions of the same taylor fic due to indecision and the jaylor breakup. i'll try to get past chapter 2 this time. i'm super excited for this one and i actually fleshed it out this time. updates will be as regular as possible i have a lot of free time, buckle up this will be a long one.

Dedications ! littlefreaks- kenziethebenzie burgundyonmytswift folklorepoets mxrmaidbqr-