A message popped up on his phone, making a pretty loud noise that woke him up from his sleep. As he is such a heavy sleeper, he always keeps his alarm and notification sound.

He realised, it was already the next day. He looked at the message and smiled.

Seokjin hyung
Good morning, Namjoonie! I was thinking, if you have time, could you please come over? I had a sudden day off and I don't have anything to do so I'm getting bored.

He typed back. That he would definitely go. Seokjin is the only person that cares for him. He the only person who can love him and take care of him. He can fulfill the smallest desire of his elder friend. Yes. He definitely can and he should.

He got out of the bed and went to the bathroom to take a short shower. He came back wearing a black T-shirt with phrase "No one can put a rising star down." on it that was given by Seokjin.

He put a oversized hoodie on top. He combed his hair and smiled at himself in the mirror. He looked at the diary laying on his desk. He took it, and and quickly slipped it in the huge pocket of his hoodie.
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"Hi Joonie!"

The older engulfed him in a huge hug. The boy let out a small chuckle as he hugged him back.

"Sit here. I'll bring some food. And.. What should we do after? Can we going the the arcade?" Jin asked.

Namjoon smiled and nodded happily.

"Awesome! But before that, I'll go get some food for you, okay? Just wait for a few minutes!" Jin exclaimed in an excited tone and rushed to the kitchen.

Namjoon chuckled as he looked at his friend hurriedly getting the food. How can someone make a depressed, suicidal person so happy with the tiniest thing he does?

He took out his diary once again, flipping the page.

Day 2                                                         02.10.21

Hi again. I'm here at my friend's place right now. He'll get me some food and then we'll go to the arcade.

The smile on his face didn't fade as he kept on writing.

Seokjinnie takes very good care of me. He resembles a whole family to me. He's an amazing chief. He cooks me delicious food whenever I visit him. He's low-key a clown. He manages to make me happy, no matter how sad I am. He's an amazing doctor. He takes care of me whenever I'm sick, though most of the time, I get myself sick from crying too much.

He thought about a the first time he broke down in front of Seokjin. The time he made himself sick from crying too much and Seokjin stayed up all night, letting him stay at his place and offered to take care of him throughout the night. And also comforted him whenever the younger woke up from a terrible nightmare.

He never gets angry. I don't know how to thank him enough. He does a lot for me. And in return I can do absolutely nothing. I'm really useless, ain't I?

"Namjoon!! Your food's ready!!"

He heard Jin yell from the kitchen. He smiled and slid the diary back inside his pocket. And headed to the kitchen.