Day-10                                                       10.10.21
Seokjin will be discharged tomorrow. He's been doing great. I visited him yesterday in the evening. He was talking about how much he missed his Mario plushies and action figures.

He also said he'll cook my favorite food once he's discharged as a reward for being with him throughout the time he's at the hospital.

His stomach made a rumbling sound. He knew he needed food. But he didn't really has the mood to go downstairs and make himself food. He felt really lazy today.

The clock ticked exactly at 7pm. With a small smile on his face, he pulled his phone out. Opening youtube, the song he listens to everyday, pops up as the very first video of his homepage.

He played that. Again.

Unburn the ashes

Unchain the reactions,

I'm not ready to die,

not yet

Pull me out the train wreck.

Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out,

Pull me out, pull me out, pull me out

He went upstairs to the terrace with his headphones on his ears. It was cloudy, and he predicted it to be raining soon. He smiled. He loved rain. At that time, he knows he's not the only one crying.

And he was right. It did start raining soon, so he had to go back to his room. He smiled when he thought about meeting Seokjin in the evening. He was craving for his comfort.

He stays with Seokjin most of the time. So, even if he doesn't see him for a couple of hours, he feels very lonely.