My Heart Acne By The Thought Of You Loving Someone Else

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Author's Pov

"What was that?" Jungkook asked with a smile after Jimin broke the kiss as his hand still placed on Jimin's waist while the boy wrapped his hand around his teacher's neck along with his lower torso which was wrapped by his student's long legs. "It's nothing," Jimin said, avoiding the topic further because suddenly there's an unknown feeling inside him that caused him to feel scared.

"Mr. Jeon, can I asked you a question?" Jimin asked as he moved his hands down, and landed them on Jungkook's hard chest while looking at the male in his eyes, unknowingly this only caused Jungkook to fall deeper by the wide sea inside Jimin's crescent eyes... "Ask me anything..." Jungkook assured but somehow he comprehends whatever question Jimin is about to ask is not gonna be a good one. Or at least the effect won't be good.

"Do you... Ever fall in l-love?" Jimin asked stuttered but still managed to let out his words as Jungkook froze a little bit before finally recollected himself. Well, he didn't expect this kind of question actually... 'I guess my assumption is bad...' Jungkook thought implied the moment where he said the question will affect them... But oh, it did affect Jimin...

"Fall in love? Yeah... I fall in love once..." Jungkook said truthfully but the only difference is that he didn't tell Jimin it was the time he's in high school. Well, Jungkook thinks there's no need to explained further because Jimin only asked him whether he ever fall in love or not, so that's what he answered unnoticed the disappointment in Jimin facial expression. He doesn't know why but listened to his teacher's confession somehow hurt him because he knows the male didn't talk about him, instead it was someone who Jimin didn't know...

"What is it l-like... To fall in love?" Jimin asked breaking off Jungkook thought caused him to chuckled as he looked at Jimin in the boy's eyes and cupped Jimin face with one of his hands, covered half of it, feeling the soft baby skin against his palm.

"It feels like the world has stopped whenever you looked at the person you love... They become your reason to smile, to wake up, and to sleep. Whatever they do, look perfect from your eyes even though they don't but your heart tends to believe that... Their smile..." Jungkook stopped and closed his eyes, recollected the moment where Jimin smiled while his hand remained on the boy's face.

"Their giggles..." Jungkook mumbled recalled the way Jimin giggled when he kissed the boy all over after their intense session... Oh how much he cherishes all of that... Jungkook not gonna deny, if he dies at this minute where Jimin complexion is still fresh in his memory, he doesn't regret it. In fact, he gladly take those memories with him till he reached the grave... Jungkook opened his eyes and looked into Jimin eyes who still didn't say anything, waiting for his teacher to finish

"When you looked into their eyes, you could see there's a whole galaxy inside them and there's something whispered softly near your ears telling that you love them... Everything near reminded you of them... Your body is earned for their presence even though you just separated not too long ago... And lastly, you will feel nothing but a burst of happiness whenever you are with them... Love... Love is a fascinating thing Jimin... It's a destiny blessing... It can make you hurt but at the same time happy..."

Jungkook finished, still keeping his gazes on Jimin as the boy froze before looked away, breaking off their connection. He didn't know, Jungkook will be so romantic in this kind of stuff... The way his teacher describes the feeling is so beautiful as if whoever he implied to is his world. "D- do you love someone right now?" Jimin asked hesitantly because, for some reason, he wanted to know who Jungkook loves but at the same time he was scared if is not his name. So, rather than asking whoever is it, Jimin asked whether he loves someone currently...

"Yes... I'm in love with someone..." Jungkook said looking at Jimin fondly, but that goes unnoticed by the boy who feels stung inside his heart by the confession. The mere thought of Jungkook loving someone else than him unexpectedly broke his heart. He wanted to scream, he wanted to yell and ask who is he referred to. But he was scared, scared if the next words coming out from his teacher's mouth is not his name...

The pain is unbearable for Jimin who just realized he indeed falling in love with Jungkook.

On the other hand, Jungkook noticed the change in Jimin facial expression... He wanted to ask what's wrong but instead of asking, he continue to watch the boy silently... He slid his hand down to Jimin upper thighs as he placed them there, catching Jimin off guard. "What is wrong? Tell me..." Jungkook said softly as Jimin looked at him, and he noticed the unhappy emotion hidden inside those crescent eyes.

"Nothing is wrong... Can you drop me at Taehyung house after this? I wanna spend the night there..." Jimin said avoiding the topic as he tries so hard to not break down by the thought Jungkook only be here with him for pleasure. Nothing else... "But how can you come to school tomorrow?" Jungkook asked as but put up with a hint of how Jimin suddenly change their conversation.

"It's okay... I have my school uniform there..." Jimin assured. It's already late night but he wanted to visit the boy and apologized to him for the accusation. "Okay..." Jungkook said and Jimin didn't reply anything after that as he moved his head down and landed his right cheek on Jungkook's chest, hugging the male.

After a while of bathing, both of them finally finished as they walked out of the bathroom with towels wrapped around their lower torso. Jungkook noticed that Jimin is about to wear his previous clothes again so he stopped him and lent Jimin his clothes which were a little bit small so that they could fit the boy perfectly.

Jimin was in Jungkook's bedroom, wearing a baggy hoodie along with sleek pants that were colored in black as Jungkook already left the room to make dinner for them and at the same time, respecting his boyfriend's privacy. Even though they literally have sex and already see each other bodies, privacy is still important for the male.

Jimin stared at himself in the mirror, thinking about what his teacher said during their shower session. Jimin understands why his heart throbbed after listening to the kind of confession... It's because he begins to fall in love with the male and somehow when he thinks it back, he somewhat feels regret to put his emotion in this relationship.

"Baby!! Dinner is ready!!" Jungkook yelled from the kitchen but not that kind of angry yell, it was kinda the inform one. By this, Jimin immediately stirred up from his trance as he glanced at himself once more before stepped outside the room and leading his way to the kitchen where Jungkook smiled softly while waiting for the boy so that they could have dinner together after the tough intercourse.

There's a plate of kimchi and a bowl of hot chicken soup along with two cups of rice that was neatly placed in front of Jungkook while the other one, was placed far away from a little away from him. He smiled when Jimin entered the kitchen because the boy looked cute with the oversized hoodie from his sight.

Jimin didn't say anything as he sat in front of Jungkook and glanced at the food on the table, still feeling down by his thoughts but trying hard to not show to the male. Jimin then grabbed a pair of stainless steel chopsticks that were kept in a wooden box which was positioned in between the bowl and plate.

They both then start eating in silence as Jungkook finished first and right now, were scanning few files in his hand while Jimin just sat there and continues eating or more like staring... Yes, he was staring at his teacher, there's no new thing to be bothered about but this time his looks change... Jimin always gawked at his teacher with craving and lust but now it's changed.

Right now, there's nothing inside those crescent eyes except for cherishing but despite that, there's also suffering in his eyes that Jungkook seems to not noticed as Jimin was good at hiding the sadness within him. Hell, he's been doing that for years after he got assaulted, of course, he's an expert about this.

"What are you doing, Mr. Jeon?" Jimin asked as he stood up and leading his way to the sink as he put his empty bowl while waiting for Jungkook answer. "Oh, nothing baby... Just check out these student profiles... They will transfer to our school in one month..." Jungkook explained as Jimin nodded and started to rinsed his bowl but his breath hitched when he feel those familiar hands slowly wrapped around his waist along with Jungkook's hot breathe against his ear.

"W-what are you doing?" Jimin asked stuttered. Even though they are boyfriends and literally just have sex but still he feels embarrassed when Jungkook does these sweet things to him... Of course, he is, how could he not? Everyone knows him as the sassy and rude Jimin but here he is, giggling and smiling with his teacher like a kid. "I wanted to hug my boyfriend... Can't I?" Jungkook answered back caused Jimin cheeks to redden immediately and one more time trying to move away but his teacher's voice stopped that attempt.

"Let me hug him..." Jungkook said softly and placed his chin on Jimin's right shoulder, silently inhaled his student sweet scent. They stayed like that for a while as Jimin smiled happily all along but the happiness somehow mixed with sadness because he kept reminding himself that Jungkook loves someone else not him.

Talking about being boyfriend, Jimin wondered why Jungkook is in a relationship with him and not the one he loves right now... It's odd for Jimin but he didn't dare to ask as he didn't want to ruin the moment so he closes his eyes and leaned back, letting his teacher's warmth engulfed his whole body while assuming that the one Jungkook loves does not love him back. It's a one-sided love.

After few minutes of hugging each other, Jimin finally realized that it's already late so he broke the hug caused Jungkook to whine as Jimin giggled at this. "It's already late. I'm gonna walk to Taehyung house and you can continue checking out those files..." Jimin said softly while facing the male as Jungkook wrapped his hand around his student's waist naturally as if he was born to do that while Jimin landed his tiny hands-on Jungkook's chest.

Both of them are totally different from the usual couple out there... You could see that they complete each other in an unexplainable way.

"Wait that ain't gonna happen, I'm going to send you there." Jungkook protested, silently scared if he let Jimin walk alone, the terrible history will repeat itself. "You do know I'm not going to listen to you right? Do you forget who am I, Mr. Jeon?" Jimin teased caused Jungkook to chuckled. Of course, he didn't forget who he was hugging right now but he thought Jimin already changed however now that the boy said this, Jungkook take note that Jimin is still the sassy boy he knows.

After a few minutes of arguing, Jungkook finally gave up and lets Jimin walk to Taehyung's house but somehow, there's a feeling inside him that tells him to not let Jimin go. Jungkook thoughts soon broke by a sound of a door creaked open as he watch Jimin stepped outside of his room still wearing the clothes he gave.

Jungkook on the other hand, sat at the dining table while waiting for Jimin as he smiled when he noticed the boy. "See you tomorrow..." Jimin muttered while pecking his teacher's lips but then, catching a glimpse of a small portrait of a student that Jungkook was holding but Jimin decided to ignore it.

Well... It's his fault for shrugging off the picture...

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[A/N: Please do expect a lot of smut coming as Jikook relationship is growing... Or you wanted me to skip and straight to the shit down?]

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